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i regret waiting. 
if i hadn't have waited, then i would never have met you. 
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i regret not bringing an umbrella. 
if i had brought one, then you would never have had to give me yours. 
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i regret seeing you smile. 
if i hadn't seen your smile, i mightve rejected your kindness. 
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i regret asking your name. 
if i hadn't asked your name, i wouldn't have been so curious about you. 
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i regret giving you my number. 
if i didn't have your number, you wouldn't be able to ask for the umbrella to be returned. 
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i regret replying to your text. 
if i hadn't replied, i wouldn't have had to see your smile again. 
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i regret saying yes to coffee. 
if i had said no, we would never have spoken again. 
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i regret telling you about me. 
if i had told you nothing, you wouldn't visit me at work. 
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i regret allowing you to help me close up the shop. 
if i hadn't allowed it, you would never have caught me from falling. 
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i regret falling into your arms. 
if i hadn't fallen, i wouldn't be left imagining your arms wrapped around me. 
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i regret picking up when you called. 
if i had declined, i wouldn't have fallen in love with your voice. 
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i regret allowing you into my home. 
if i hadnt, i wouldn't be left watching you sleep beside me. 
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i regret not letting you sleep on the floor. 
if i had, i wouldn't be infatuated with the smell of you on my pillows. 
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i regret not returning the jumper you left behind. 
if i had, it wouldn't be making me miss you. 
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i regret telling you i missed you. 
if i had said nothing, you wouldn't have told me how you feel. 
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i regret saying i liked you too. 
if i had denied my feelings, i wouldn't have fallen in love with you. 
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i regret falling in love with you, shin hoseok. 
if i hadn't, i wouldn't be left heart broken at your grave. 
i wouldn't be scarred with the image of your face being so pale. 
i wouldn't be in pain every time i remembered your voice. 
i wouldn't crave your kisses and your love. 
i wouldn't feel like dying just so i could be with you. 
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i regret loving you. 
but still, i love you with all my heart. 
i was too weak to stop falling in love with you and i am still to weak to stop loving you. 
i just regret not asking if you ever loved me back. 
i regret not hearing you say i love you. 
if i had, maybe now  i wouldn't regret so much. 

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