Deafing silence made me shiver cold air pass through me i open my eyes slowly i blink many times try to adjust my sigh i went up directly after realizing that im in a cold white room i look to my left a beaping machince and other apparatus was attach at me ...i get up when the door was slightly open the white coat man enter"hey!"..i wave my hands at him but he pass through me i hold my body a was tense and look back to the doctor my legs weaken i drop on the floor looking at my laying body on the bed the doctor is checking my vital signs i hold my self and try to get up tears are slowly forming in my eyes i move to my bed and lay to my body i close my eyes but nothing happen he cant see me i cry hard holding my chest "no this cant be!"..i shout "why cant you see me!im here!"i try to hold his arm but my hand pass through him then the large machince attach to me start to beap fast i lool at my self its shaking my eyes widen whats happening to me i slowly get away of my body and move close to the door,nurses pass through me and hurr to my body my body shaking badly i hold my chest and control my tears breathing deep my body starts to calm the doctor sigh in relief "whats going on doc?"..the nurse ask "i dont know shes stable awhile ago"...the doctor said i look at my body maybe because im angry and sad at the same time i move back ward i pass through the door i run and run and run until i fond my self in a park i sit on one of the bench and sob iwhats going on why i cant remem