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Falling inlove with your bestfriend is quite difficult ,for you would have learn to keep the feelings to avoid ruining your friendship but it's really hard to pretend to love someone, when everytime you look at that person,all you see is everything you want to have and everything you would not have. 

I fervently wish that someday you will want me not just as a friend, but as much as you want her,but everything is clear to me now. I would only be a friend to you, not the love of your life....

Let just accept the reality.

***

Wendy and Irene continue to ignored each other after that night of confession. They didn't even talked about it after that. Wendy didn't know if she will become happy about this but she already expect this to happen so there's no way she can go back in time and change everything . Maybe their destiny also want this to happen, her and Irene will never be for each other.

Wendy was use to be alone if there are things that she want to think about, she's not use to asked any advice from someone. So here she is at the park sitting alone at one swing  thinking about Irene and her and with the confession that she did which she clearly remember because that night she's not that totally drunk rather than tipsy. Until she felt a light tap on her right shoulder that make her turn around.

"Seulgi? What are you doing here?" She asked when she saw her bestfriend standing behind her

"Nothing, I just saw you going out from our dorm. I'm just worried so then I followed you" Seulgi answered while taking her seat on the other swing beside Wendy  "How 'bout you? What are you doing here outside?" she asked

"I just need fresh air and place to freshen my minds with many thoughts"

"Are there things that bothering you again?" Seulgi asked in concern

Wendy became quite for a moment, she's hesitating to tell Seulgi about those things that bothering her right now especially  that Seulgi is included with those things.

"Wen?"

"It just nothing. It's not really serious"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes"

"Ok" Seulgi answered, after that they became quite ,only the noise coming from small insects and cars passing nearby can be heard. Until Seulgi heave a deep sigh. Like gaining strength or courage for something

"Wan? Can I ask you something?" Seulgi started breaking the silence

"What is it?"

"Before that,I want you to promise me first"

"Promise?"

"Yes. You promise me that whatever I ask ,you will only answer the truth" says Seul while looking directly at Wendy who is also looking at her

"Ok. I promise"

*brief silence**

"Do you love Irene?" Seulgi finally asked that really surprised Wendy

"W-what?" Wendy stuttered looking directly at her bestfriend with her shocked face

"Are you ...inlove with her?"

And that really shocked Wendy, being question about her true feelings for Irene but what really surprise her is, those question comes from her bestfriend but also her no.1 rival. How can she be able to answer that? She will surely ruined everything if she answered the truth,but she also made a promise, if she lie that means she also broke her promise.

"I.." she started but she can't come up with the right word

"Yes. I love her. I really do" she finally said before lowering her head avoiding her bestfriend's stare,she don't want to see her reaction to her confession but Wendy already expected Seulgi to get mad at her.

There's a moment of silence before Seulgi speak again

"How much do you love her, Wen?" Wendy look at her again but Seulgi is already staring infront

"I love her more than everything. I'll sacrifice everything just to make her happy. I'm willing to set her free even if it really breaks my heart"

 "Do you think that's enough?"

"What?"

Seulgi turn her head to look at her again.

"Do you think loving her is enough? Do you think she will be happy if you give her everything that you think will make her happy?"

"I don't get it. What are trying to say Seul?"

"Loving is not a game nor competition. It's sometimes ends up with sacrifices but if you really love that person you will going to fight for her rather than setting her free. Everything will only stop if both of you are tired and the other one is not feeling the same way as you feel but if you feel that you love her and she loves you back that means you need her to stay beside you not bes