“Everything will be alright, ché. Don’t you trust me Bae?”

Hyunnie’s room. Hyunnie’s room bathroom. And finally hyunnie’s lipstick collection. I was just doing a favour. Hyunnie’s lips were chapped – he didn’t want to talk about the episode that let his pretty lips in such state. Although I’ve got my suspicious.

I took the first lipstick. I opened. A dark kind of burgundy colour. I took the pencil hyunnie gave beforehand to take off a little bit of lipstick. I tremble. I looked at hyunnie’s reflection in the big mirror of his bathroom, he was smiling lurking.

“I do. But last time you did something about it... I was the one who has to cross-dressing!”

It was totally true. Last time I help hyung to try new thing I ended up wearing a dress in front of the guys in our old apartment – and the visuals of me wearing a silver dress seemed so good that Ji Yongie and Riri suggested to the director I should wear one on the M/V for “Dirty Cash”.

“Ché, don’t be silly I’d not make mistakes of any kind this time. I promise, bolu”

Hyunnie got closer to me, he took off the pencil from my hand and sit down on the marble sink. Then and after a little bit of deliberation hyunnie wiped my lips from any wetness that I could have. After that he smiled tenderly.  

“Hyung, are you sure that it’s a word you would use on a daily basis?”

I asked while trying to prevent hyunnie to get burn with the freshly-baked brownies we made.  

“I think I’d use on a daily basis”

Still focusing on the food in front of him, hyunnie took a step forward and... I slapped his hand. He gave me such cute puppy’s eyes – I wanted to slap myself for being such a... how can he manipulate me like that!?

“It’s not what you think...”

Hyunnie said. I laughed, he’s a cutie. A big baby, who needs way too much love – and food and wine and sometimes lots of .

“Everyone’s uses it though”

He smiled