too much (not enough)
Description
Jisoo had lost his inspiration to write and his motivation to live. Cue in Jeonghan, even the curve of his wrists and the way he tucks his hair behind his ear- everything has Jisoo falling in love. The blank pages aren't blank anymore. Everything is tinged with a feeling of falling too fast. Falling too hard. Loving Jeonghan too much.
Foreword
Of regrets.
i wish, everytime i held your hand,
i didn't hesitate.
i wish, everytime we kissed,
my breath didn't stutter,
in a silent question of, "is this okay?"
i wish i didn't trace hearts into your skin everytime,
and i wish you hadn't noticed that.
i wish our fingers didn't intertwine so artfully
i wish i hadn't been so close, close enough
to hear you breathe
"You're the first one I don't regret," you'd said,
but you were my first regret; my hardest goodbye.
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