Please be my nothing
Let me be NothingJimin went to let out his heart to his mother. He sit on the bench he usually seat on. "Mom.. I miss you.. " Jimin is crying now. He's hurt. He miss his mother so much. He can't take it alone. He can't face every obstacle alone. He wanted his mother to be by his side. His father? His father is a drunken man. Always have women by his side. Gambling. That's his father. Jimin had no one to express dissatisfaction. No one. He's all alone. He need to built his own life alone. Without no one. He felt so hurt when he was betrayed as he slowly felt love but in fact, he was toyed. That's the reasons why Jimin hate love. Hate Jungkook's brother so much. Because, he broke his trust about love. He broke his trust that he deserve love. He broke it. Jimin was torture. Jimin was abuse.
"Mom.. Forgive me.. " Jimin said to his mother. Virtually. "Mom.. What should I do? I've been hurt.. But now I hurt someone.. What should I do? " Jimin asked his mother. "Mom.. I know you are angry of me now. But, if you can.. Please help me.. I'm hurts Mom.. I'm hurts.. Can't you fetch me? Can't I stay by your side? Please.. I can't do this alone Mom.. I'm weak.. " Jimin crying, sobbing. His hoarse voice clearly told that he's heart is holding so much pain. Pain untold. "Mom.. Just come and visit me.. Just take me already.. I'm ready to meet you.. " Jimin said as he wanted to die. He wants it. But, nothing can he do to meet his mother. He wanted to rest. Rest in peace. Jimin crying alone and he was fall asleep as he cry so much.
"Jimin.. Sweetie.. It's Mom.. " Jimin look at the voice. It's his mother. "Mom.. It's you.. " Jimin caressing her face. "Yes sweetie.. It's me.. " Jimin cry and his mother wipe it for him. "Sweetie.. Tell me.. What's wrong.. I'm sorry for not being there for you dear.. I'm sorry.. " Jimin's mother apologize. "No.. Mom.. No.. Don't blame yourself.. Blame me because I cause too much problem and pain in your heart.. I'm sorry.. " Jimin hold his mother hand that cup his face. "No.. Don't say that.. I supposed to be by your side. Now, tell me dear.. What's wrong? " asked his mother again. "Mom.. " Jimin burst into tears as he call his mother. "Mom.. What should I do? I've hurt someone... I use him because I wanted to revenge. His brother. Older brother, betrayed me Mom.. Help me. " Jimin crying hard and his mother patted his back. "Jimin dear.. Look into my eyes.. " Jimin look at her eyes as requested. "I never thought you to revenge. Never. If your love can be betrayed. Don't let it be betrayed once more. Don't let someone else feels you. Don't let someone being betrayed too. Don't let it happen.. Dear.. I know you're hurts.. But, promise me.. Don't be the one who betraying. Be the one who loving. Love is pure son.. Love is true.. Only you need to open your heart to see it.. The truth of love.. Remember son.. Open your heart.. " Jimin's mother slowly away from him. Missing. Disappear. "Mom!! Mom!! Don't go!! Don't go!! Mom!! "
"Mom!! " Jimin shouted in his sleep.
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"Oh God! I'm so worried.. Where did he go? He never do this before. " Jin said started to get worried of Jimin who haven't come back home since 3
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