Kim Teahyung

We the members of BTS are very close, I mean we live together we see each other every day stuff. But recently I have been experiencing new feelings for the maknea of our group Jungkook. I'm really confused about these feelings, why am I only feeling these kind of feelings now? Before I just thought of him as a friend/younger brother or something like that, but now I feel unstable we all my emotions and seeing him getting close to others makes my heart ache a bit. Why?

"Hyung~"

I turn around to see Jungkook happily call out Jimin.

"Hyung im bored do you wanna go somewhere?"Jungkook said while hugging his hyung.            

"I'm busy go bother V or someone else." replied Jimin in an annoyed tone and an wraped himself from the bored Jungkook.

"Ehh, you're always busy..." Jungkook replied in sorrow.

"I'm sorry but I can't do anything about it." Jimin then slowly patted Jungkook's head and then smiled.

"Hm, I guess I'll ask V hyung, he never does anything really."

Hearing this I was some what insulted. At the moment I can't look at Jungkook in eyes, how am I suppose to spend a day with?! I stood up and went up stairs to my room pretending not to hear their conversation.*goes to his room* What do I do?!? Not knowing what to do I just sat on my bed. A moment later I hear someone walking then someone opened the door. It was Jungkook. 

"Hyung do you wanna go somewhere? I asked Jimin hyung first but he was busy, so he suggested that I ask you cause you're never really busy."said Jungook while making eye contact with me.

"Um-uhh I don't feel like goin-ng outside right now..." I replied I started blushing a bit, because he was making eye contact.

"Uhh? Well we just hang out here if that's okay?" Said Jungkook

Not knowing what to say I agreed to staying in my room and hanging out by accident.

"Hmm, so do you wanna talk about something its strange seeing you be so quite" said Jungkook

"Eh-ah I'm normally like this!" I said but it was a lie I feel so weird being so close to him, I think my heart beat increased a bit.

"You okay? You're not like this normally." Said Jungkook.

"Yeah, I'm fine..." I replied while looking to the opposite direction from Jungkook.

"Hyung you know Suga hyung said that I've become more muscular lately, do you notice a difference? asked Jungkook.

"Hm not really" I replied

"Ehh..really?" Jungkook said in disappointment

"Maybe if you let me touch you I'll be able to tell." I said but not e second after I said it regretted what I said, he probably thinks in really weird or something now.

I turned towards Jungkook to see him ing his shirt. 

"Wh-at are you doing" I said then quickly covering my blushing face so he couldn't see it.

"You are the one who said you wanted to touch me, why are you covering your face?" Aksed Jungkook in confusion.

I looked at him and saw that he was half , I started laughing while covering my face.

"Why are you laughing at me, am I in that bad of a shape?" Asked Jungkook

"No it's not that I just didn't expect you to actually let me touch you so casually."I said while still having my face covered.

"Hm, why wouldn't I?"Said jungkook.

I just continued laughing.

"I'll just go ask Jimin hyung for his opinion."said Jungkook.

"Wait don't go" I said as I walked closer to him. I buttoned up his shirt.

"Why did you button my shirt hyung?" Asked Jungkook.

"I don't want anyone else to see you like" I said.

"Why?" Jungkook asked me.

"Because I don't want anyone to fall for you." I said while blushing.

"Why do you even care about my love-life hyung?"he asked me.

"Because I've fallen for already."I said without hesitation but I was still blushing.

"What? You're joking right?" He asked.

I replied with I need to get some fresh air to clear my head Jungkook asked if he could join but I told him I want to be alone for awhile.