best friends never talk bad behind your back no matter how bad gets.

No matter how pissed you are at each other.

You’re right, I’m more selfish now. More selfish, shameless, and self-loving: which is precisely why I’m dumping you because relationships are a two-way street. We give and we take: and I’ve been giving and giving emotionally while you’ve been taking and taking and sometimes blocking me off altogether.

So screw it.

I’ve outgrown you. I will no longer subject myself to your eye-rolling, nostril-flaring disdain when I say I want to try to change for the good and believe I am making progress.

Yes, I up a lot, still. Yes, I notice when you are turned off by something I say/do. Yes, I have also been ignorant, but I cannot continue to walk away from the rotten parts of my identity when you belittle the steps forward I make. I cannot improve when you don’t actively help because you would rather be me when I screw up.

I cannot be a better person when you constantly remind me you believe I will never be.                                                                                                                                                                             DEAR; FRIEND QUEENSY AND REINA MARIE NUDALO BFF