' Our love is like a dream, sometimes it's happy and sometimes it becomes miserable

Our meeting was also like a dream, it was very beautiful

But will this dream become a nightmare someday? '

15 November

4 days passed, Jaehwan was looking for a job because he felt like he was a heavy load on Taekwoon

He wanted to work at the same resturant but they don't need a worker

on the other hand, Taekwoon was trying to act cold so Jaehwan won't get sick of him

"Will you go with me?" Taekwoon asked him and then drink from his cup of coffie

"No" Jaehwan replied as he looked at the newspaper in front of him and put X mark on the shops he visit

"I want to find a job "

"Why do you want to get a job, i have one and that's enough"

"no it's not enough, I have work and also you are late" Jaehwan said while pointing to the clock

"ok, bye" Taekwoon kissed Jaehwan's cheek before get out of the house

After an hour, Jaehwan sighs. He is tired of looking for work

He lay on the couch, stretch a little and grab his phone

he open the messages, smiled happily and stood to go out

'To: Jaehwan

I found a job for you, come ~

From: Wonshik '

-

Jaehwan entered the resturant, Taekwoon noticed him

"Didn't you say you would look for work? Why did you come?"

"Wonshik found a job for me." Jaehwan smiled happily and went to Wonshik

"Where?" Wonshik pointed to the flower shop in front of the resturant. " There"

Taekwoon was looking at them he was jealous

Jaehwan was busy and didn't talk wwith him much and now he comes and smile to Wonshik

"I can't believe it" Taekwoon growl in a low voice

"I'll go" Wonshik rubbed Jaehwan's shoulder lightly and smiled

Jaehwan went to that shop and when he arrived he talk with the manager

Wonshik was looking at Jaehwan every minute hoping that he would see Jaehwan's smile

"Why you looking at him?" Taekwoon asked

"i'm afraid that they won't accept him" Wonshik replied as he bitting his lips nervously.

"you're not his boyfriend but i am" Taekwoon growl

"True, I am not his boyfriend, but I am his friend, you are very neglectful"

For the first time, Taekwoon feels the seriousness in Wonshik's tone

"I'm not neglect, he is ignoring me and looking for work"

"Did you think why he want a job?"

Taekwoon didn't say anything, Wonshik was right he was negligent, he was cold at him

 he didn't call him to sleep beside him and he didn't kiss him. they were more like roommate not lovers

"He doesn't want you to spend your money at him, he just want to live happily with you he didn't ask much.right?"

Wonshik sighs an added. "he choose his happiness and i were suffering because of you, but if you make him cry, Believe me I will steal him from you"

Taekwoon didn't know how to say sorry to Jaehwan. And he is afraid of losing him

Wonshik went to Jaehwan who entered the resturant with a smile. he raised his thumbs then hugged Wonshik and thank him

Taekwoon was looking at them then he pull Jaehwan towards him to break their hug. "Don't touch other men" he whispered in Jaehwan's ear

Jaehwan blushed and smiled at Taekwoon. "okay"

-

As they walked back home, the atmosphere was cold since winter is coming

"it's cold" Jaehwan said as he put his hand in his coat's pocket, his nose was red

"sure, winter is coming" Taekwoon answered and a hot coffee was in his hand, there is a scarf wrap around his neck

"So when will you start working?" Taekwoon said, trying to create a conversation between them

"Tomorrow" Jaehwan felt happy as soon as he remembered that he found a job

"why you want to work?"

"I don't want to be a burden on you. In the last few days you become cool and calm, so I thought that you changed because I were a burden on you.i'm sorr-"

Taekwoon cut him. "Don't apologize"

He sighed deeply then said. "I'm the one who should apologize, I'm sorry, you are my first boyfriend ever so I don't know how to behave, I can't male you happy like the other lovers I'm sorry"

"staying with you make me happy, I don't care where we are and with whom! if you stay with me then i'm satisfied." Jaehwan looked at Taekwoon with eyes full of love.

Taekwoon lowered his head shyly.

-

When they went home, they had dinner and then they both went to their rooms

Taekwoon trying to sleep but he can't. Wonshik's words was running in his mind

"Well, I have to do something." Taekwoon get up then went to Jaehwan's room.

 He knocked the door three times then he hear Jaehwan's voice. " come in"

"What are you doing?" Taekwoon asked quietly. He tries to look closely to see what Jaehwan was doing

"I'm texting someone"

"Wonshik?" Taekwoon said while trying to calm himself

Jaehwan hesitated to answer then he sigh. " Yeah "

"What are you talking about?" Taekwoon sat next to Jaehwan

"My job" Jaehwan smiled

Taekwoon held Jaehwan's hand. "do you know that i realize something i wasn't know before i met you"

Jaehwan was listening to Taekwoon carefully, Taekwoon added. "I realized that i'm a  jealous person"

Jaehwan blushed and lowered his head. "please don't talk too much with Wonshik"

Jaehwan nodded. " don't worry "

"So do you want to sleep with me?" Taekwoon stand up and he still hold Jaehwan's hand

"Yes" Jaehwan smiled and stood in front of Taekwoon

The distance between them was short, Taekwoon gently touch Jaehwan's cheek

he lean to Jaehwan, they closed their eyes quietly and kissed

-

November 16

They arrived at the Flower Shop  that Jaehwan will start working at, and before Taekwoon went to his resturant he kissed Jaehwan's cheek.

"Hi Jaehwan-shi." The shopkeeper said, Jaehwan smiled. " good morning,sir"

"I hope you like my simple shop." The shopkeeper smiled gently at Jaehwan

"Yes, I like it a lot, but where do I start working?"

"You can coordinate those flowers there, put them in their places, and also clean the floor because it is filled with petals"

"Ok" Jaehwan began to work hard while Taekwoon was watching him from time to time

-

At the resturant, Taekwoon was standing contemplating Jaehwan who was working really hard

Wonshik came and stand beside him. "Did you do anything?" He asked

Taekwoon knew he meant if he fixed their relationship

He answered him calmly." none of your business "

silence

Hakyeon came from the kitchen. "work and stop staring at Jaehwan!"

Both of them were confused, because of Hakyeon's loud voice all the people in the resturant heard him.

"Taekwoon, take the order from our new customer" he pointed to a boy seem like he is in university

Taekwoon went to him and quietly asked him. " what do you want to order? "

"I want espresso" he answered quietly as he looked at the flower shop

Taekwoon felt the weirdness at this boy, but he ignored it and went to bring him what he ordered

After a few minutes Taekwoon came carrying the espresso. he put it on the table and before going he looked at the boy's ID and his name 'Han Sang Hyuk'

Taekwoon went quietly and the customer still staring at the flower shop

-

Jaehwan was arranging the flowers sometimes he will smell them and other times he will moan because he injured his hand because of the thorns.

he heared the bell rang announcing the arrival of a customer

"Hello sir" Jaehwan greeted the bot with a smile

"I want a bouquet of a different kinds of  flowers, I want it to look so bright just like....you" the boy said and then smiled

"Okay" Jaehwan said and start to prepare it for him

"you are a new worker, right? I never saw you before"

"Yes .. Today is my first day"

"Previously, were you working somewhere else?" He asked him again

"No" he answered simply. The boy nodded and began to walk around the shop until he got his bouquet ready

" done" Jaehwan extended the bouquet to the boy. The boy grabbed it and smiled "Thank you"

Jaehwan turned to continue his job but the boy stopped him. "sorry..." When Jaehwan looked at him, he gave him the bouquet

"this is for you." The boy smiled warmly, Jaehwan smiled at him unawaring that Taekwoon was watching them and almost broke the cup in his hand

Jaehwan held it. "Thank you, but why?" Jaehwan felt awkward

"Mmmm i can say that i want to be your friend?" The boy said gently

"Oh ... sure." Jaehwan smiled, feeling happy

"My name is Han Sang Hyuk. You can call me Hyuk" the boy introducing himself and extend his hand, want a handshake

"I'm Jaehwan"

"This is my number, I'll meet you tomorrow"  Hyuk said while still shaking hands with Jaehwan

Jaehwan smiled nervously as he looked through the huge window, there was Taekwoon standing while staring angrily at him

"Okay, I'll call you."

Hyuk waved to him and get out of the shop

Jaehwan stood in his place and looked at Taekwoon, who left his place angrily

He sighed and put the bouquet on the table beside him and then grabbed his phone to text Taekwoon

'From: Jaehwan, To: Taekwoon

Taekwoon, are you angry? '

he respond quickly

'From: Taekwoon To: Jaehwan

NO!!!!!! '

Jaehwan sighs, the shopkeeper is gone and he can't leave the shop, so he try to think of way to make Taekwoon smile and forgot the anger 

-

Taekwoon was out of his mind alot, Wonshik noticed that and approach him quietly. " what happened?"

Taekwoon didn't answer him. "what's wrong Taekwoon?" Wonshik asked again while shaking Taekwoon's shoulder.

Taekwoon Looked at him. "Nothing" he sigh and completed what he was doing

"Don't lie to me! did something happened with Jaehwan?"

Taekwoon preferred to ignore him. "don't think that I want to differentiate between both of you just because