_{^{he never knew what it was like to be loved. nor did he know the feeling of pain. and he wanted to know. kim thought of it all as a game. he enjoyed watching how it all happened. he was watching how people acted. how people reacted to being kissed, hugged, tickled, and hurt. two people being once everything to eachother can split up in a matter of seconds. he watched one boy always walk with this one girl , then boy. then another girl. then lastly one boy. that boy was his world. the kim found out that the boy's name was jeon. wasn't he the cutest? kim only stared. jeon always smiled at kim. kim couldn't help but smile back. then park also smiled at him. kim couldn't help but feel like it was his last breath.}}

_{^{the problem is you and i}}

_{^{jeon came everyday. everyday was a blessing. jeon brought kim snacks and let the older man read to him. soon park joined. they both enjoyed eachother. it was a happy beginning to the new them. they had eachother. and here kim was, he had nothing. kim closed his eyes one night. he closed his eyes and went for a walk in the park. there was jeon, and park, and a date. kim felt the sky begin to cry. he also felt his eyes begin to cry. he also saw them runaway, hand in hand, to a place where they kissed. never cry, never cry. he couldn't cry. he wasn't okay with it. why was he feeling like this? why did he have to urge to go kiss jeon? the next day was no different. only that park and jeon kissed infront of him. kim began to say his own story, yet another character was him. he then grabbed jeon's soft hand, looked into the younger's teary eyes and whispered :}}

_{^{do you know how pain feels?}}

_{^{he handed the younger a piece of glass in his hand. he closed jeon's hand. taking park's soft hand, he saw the older of the two bite his lip. he swallowed and began to say something ; nothing ever fell out. just his mouth was open. his heart was locked though , the key belonged to jeon. others gathered around. others watched like it was a piece from a movie or a storybook. like this wasn't reality. yet it is. reality is this cruel. kim took park's hand into his, slipped another piece of glass, and whispered :}}

_{^{do you know what it's like to be only a friend?}}