A GIFT FROM PARK CHAN YEOL
WELCOME TO CHAPTER SIX - HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY
Welcome, the most adorable fluffy cute awesome stunning ball. okay that was kinda too weird but you are adorable, cute, fluffy, awesome, beautiful, and all. so, here we are again and suddenly we're already on chapter six. isn't it such a great achievement? And that's why, eventhough this month's gift is kinda too simple maybe, i won't just give you a kiss because i need to celebrate every months, even every seconds that we've spent or we will spend together. this such a simple gift but i hope that you will like it though!
CHAPTER SIX WISHING FOR THE BEST
THIS MONTH WAsn't so smooth as it may looks, wasn't it? there wasn't anything big besides that we're officially engaged! well i have to admit that it was something big for us to take this relationship one step forward and im so happy about it. the fact that you accepted my clumsy and sudden proposal is enough to make me smile nor lighten my mood up. there was a dark cloud too this month but i really glad we fixed it, jelly baek is scary but still cute though. you asked numerous times about out daily routine. did i say 'i love you' at 143am everyday, did i say goodnight or such.. well the thing is.. you're different. i think you're perfect and i feel like god putting all of the good stuffs and all that i asked for in you/ no, you're even more than that and i want to celebrate every days that we've spent together. that's why, i always remember to say 143 am and stuffs. im just simply thankful that i could spend another days with you. i won't forget to mention that it's like a daily reminder that someone loves you and i love you with all of my heart. a little celebration wouldn't hurt, right?i've said this numerous time that you changed me. of course you still remember my opinions months ago about having partners in one time, right? the thing is after knowing you, being with you, i don't think i would have a heart to 'cheat' on you or something like that. lying to you is just.. i don't know i'm just sad about the idea of lying or hurting you. and it turns out that i started to hate that thing oh god- well. i just want you to know that you are that precious to me and if you're having a bad day or anything, you can just tell me if you want. if you're angry, just spam me about your anger and i will try my best to make your days better. to be honest i don't really know what to say since well.. i was being sad yes. about the break or something. i feel like.. you know i think if you really feel the word b towards me, maybe i am such a b person and i'm sorry with that. i will try harder, promise! it's just i'm scared i'm scared and i'm scared. i love you too much and i don't wanna lose you. so, promise me that both of us will try harder and work on this together, okay? let's fix everything together since this relationship is about the two of us. it's us together:). i don't know what would happen but i will miss you of course and okay im scared. dont look for anyone in our break ok. anyway, you mentioned that you're annoying. well, byun baekhyun, you're not annoying. i am annoying. but maybe both of us can be annoying together so there will be no one that will interrupt us ( thats kinda selfish and possesive but well shrugs). once again, i love you, byun baekhyun. meeting you was a destiny, dating you was a chance, and staying with you is a choice and this is my choice to stay with you. i really hope that we last long and your choice is to stay with me too. but im not forcing you though (i did sound like forcing you but im not, i swear). i love you. byun. i dont think i will love someone as much as i love you though and i think i will be such a jerk if one day i date someone- i mean how to unlove you. i dont even know how to unlove you eventhough sometimes you breaks my heart too. lastly, i love you too much. ah it hurts. cues 'like i'm gonna lose you' because i will love you like i'm gonna lose you. ------ PARK CHANYEOL
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