My heart is struggling, the night is torture, I miss you so much, do you even remember?
I can’t fall asleep, I want to believe just for a second, don’t forget me yet, I’m sorry
I miss you so much, I can’t fall asleep tonight
I liked that other girl back then, I was sick of you
I have a lot to say tonight

(I don’t like this feeling) I thought it’d be easy back then but how am I crying?
(I don’t like this feeling) The girl asleep next to me is looking like you

Sehun grab a beer from refrigerator after a long night together with Hayoung, Sehun back into his bedroom and see Hayoung asleep in Sehun’s thick blanket. But when he saw Hayoung The one that he sae was someone else. Someone that fill his mind these days, She is Suzy. Bae Suzy

Flash Back

A month ago
PLAK a slap landed on Sehun cheek when he was on a date with Hayoung

OH SEHUN... How can you did this to me? Did You sick of Me? Why are you doing this to me? Oh I love you Sehun!” Said Suzy began to cry, Jieun next to her holding her friend's shoulder, staring Sehun with hate. Sehun turned his face did not want to see Suzy tears, tears that all this time he would wipe when it’s out from her brown eyes, tears which he will changed into a smile. “Yes I already Sick of You, and I like her more than you.” Said Sehun while he go away grab hayoung hand.

Flash back end

Sehun standing on the balcony of his room while drinking beer on his hands. He hold his chest and felt a slight pain in his chest. Then quietly say “I miss you so much, do you even remember me?” Sehun can’t fall asleep anymore, and just stare at night sky. “I have a lot to say to her, but I think I don’t know how to start” say sehun start sobing.

Hey, I didn’t know a night without you could be so lonely
I hold her in my arms as I long for you

A sad night (after letting you go)
A night without you (late regrets)
I’ve gotten used to you (cuz I’m stupid)
But you won’t ever come back on this sad night

Sehun trying to sleep again hugging Hayoung, Hayoung also hugged back still closed her eyes, Hayoung’s long brown hair covering her right eye and Sehun smiled trying to put her hair behind her ear but it made him think of HER again. He remembered put Suzy brown hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead, hugging her tightly, but the girl beside Him is not HER.

Sehun sitting on her bed thinking why is this being A sad night after He letting her go, and think why he must spend this night witho