To My taehyung 12 nov 16

hyung i love .I know u are devoid of all things right now .Its ok hyung sometimes its best to cry out and soothe ur broken heart.The stories of grandma about u being a troublesome kid is still as fresh as u said in my memory.i always wanted to meet her and hear stories about u and maybe tease u to death.

i know loosing loved one hurts as hell,and loosing a part of ur life is much more difficult.I know u need time to get over this loss and remember this hyung

                                                Those we love can never ..be more than  a thought away

                                                     for as long as they are in our memory ,they are here to stay.

Be back to ur self hyung.....I miss ur funny monoact in dorm ....i miss our sleepovers where u talk and i hear  till dawn ....i miss going to the park and riding those giant circular swing till u shout to stop and thus scary u to death....i miss ur constant bickering and shouting ur lungs out during odd hours... speaking of ur voice do u remember one day the wierd sound u made brought our gaurd with the stick thinking that it was a monkey .Fun apart the way u constantly hug me tight  knowing that it ll shush me to dose during my hard times.I know all other hyungs take good  care of me and are my support system.BUT U KNOW WHAT HYUNG U ARE MUCH MORE SPECIAL THAN THEM ...CAUSE U ARE NOT ONLY MY HYUNG BUT ALSO MY BEST FRIEND.

When i saw u crying today in dome ...i felt my heart ripped into bits ....i wanna curse the god for making u so miserable. i wanna ask him why he plays with kind hearts .i would go any length to make u happy hyung...because u are my bestfriend.i dont know how u feel about me...thinking that i am childish and knows nothing about life.yes i may not know  about  how thing do happen ....but hyung one thing for sure even whaen the world abandons u  can look back and find me by ur side....

hyung so be strong and this is passing cloud ....i know u'll bounce back with the help of members ,family and are army 's.

do u remember one day u asked me what u mean to me and i just brushed it of without saying .....

hyung u are my best friend and ull always be in my prayer s till i die ....

i love u 

My tae hyung .

Disclaimer:this is just a fictional story i tried my level best .no hard feelings and i really love both of then equally ,enjoy an do comment