smol grandpa, my one  and only short legged baby, min yoongi,

I don't know where to start to be honest but i have lots of things to say. but okay, let me start with this one haha. happy first monthsary to us!!! wow, can you believe it? it's been a month since we found our lost selves. #verydeep until now i can't believe the fact that i'm still lovable after all the things that happened to me before. i always ask myself "what did i do to deserve this?" i don't know and it doesn't matter now what, where, why, how because i'm focusing on who matters the most, which is you. instead of being grudgeful i'm rather thankful to the person who left me, if he didn't then there's no us? words can't explain how much you mean to me and how much i love you. to be honest, i wasn't planning to have a relationship with someone and then min yoongi came.    

i'm looking forward for the next monthsaries, to go to the places we've never been, to see your flaws that i'm going to love, to the next names i'm going to call you, to the next cringworthy stuff that i haven't shared yet and to so much more. i'm looking forward to see and know your kinks hahahaha just kidding! call me crazy but each day, i fall a little more and more and more and more. i'm sorry that i'm clingy sometimes and i tend to get jealous whenever you're with someone or there are times that i'm lacking. also i'm sorry if i made you upset when i opened up about my dream with namjoon in it. i swear, even if he strip himself in front of me and bribe me with some other stuff i will still choose you over him. remember that, hm? yoongi there's so much more to look forward and there will be things that can possibly happen but hey, i love you okay? let's focus on what is in front of us right now and let's grow together. again and again and again, i love you and happy mo   

there are things that i hate about you. i'll sue you after!

your smile. i hate it.

it brings out the butter side of kim seokjin. i melt everytime. but i'm not saying you should smile all the time. i also like your fierce side ehehe. well, if ever you're in a bad mood; that's not the time to smile. tell me what is or what are things that are bothering you. i'm not just a boyfriend here, i can also be your brother, wall or friend? here goes friendzoning again aha. jkjkjk. 

the way you call me 'love'.

fact: i always wanted someone to call me love. i don't even know why but there's something in it that makes me so happy and it brings out the gayest in me-- that's a good thing haha.

i hate your hugs, touch, etc etc etc.

why? because it feels so incomplete a day without you. aww, cheesy. i hate it because i told you that even if we're already talking, i still miss you. it's like it already became a part of me that i can't even shoo away heh. so bottomline is, a day without yoongi is like a day without food to seokjin.

>> now let's move forward, shall we? go to the next chapter.