Sitting on my bed on this saturday night, my hands stop in the middle of my keyboard as I look at the clock on my screen before turning away to take my phone and check it. No messages or calls. I sight in despair and close my laptop before sliding off the bed to mâke my way to the kitchen where I grab myself something to drink. Then went to the living room, ploping down on the couch and watching whatever was airing on, gulping down a cold beer. I spend almost an hour slumped in the couch -getting up occasionally to grab myself another can of beer, almost drinking all of the stock- to the point I was going to lose it until I heard the click from the front door.
I tried to keep my attention on the TV that fell silent the moment I heard the foot steps coming in.

"Oh jungkook-ah, you are not asleep yet ?"

I looked up at him, my eyebrows lifted up as I follow his movement of putting down his jacket before he turned to me, my eyes met his.

"No." I simply responded as I bite my thumb.

Jimin stopped in his track and looked at me confused by my tone.

"What's wrong baby ?" He asked clearly concerned and confused.

"Nothing" I responded as I focused back on the TV.

I tried my best to not sound as deceived and disturbed by his attitude but Jimin knows I'm not good with hiding my feelings.

"That's not right. There's something bothering you. Tell me what it is." He said as he sat on the couch handle next to me, laying a hand on my shoulder.

I can't believe it. He doesn't know what's wrong for real ? I looked at him, my brows furrowed in the most indignant frown.

"Jimin, you're serious right now ?" I accentuated on the last words.

Jimin backed up, looking at me surprised by my sudden question, his hand that was resting on my shoulder retired quickly.

"Why ?" He asked, mostly for my outburst.

I sat up and looked at him dead in the eyes and tried to keep my cool even if I was boiling inside.

"Did you forget about tonight's plan ?"

"tonight's plan ... ?" He echoed in a whisper.

"Yeah" I confirmed with a dramatic nod.

And his face lit up when it hit him then looked at me with a concerned and apologetic look.

"Oh god ..." He muttered as his eyes fell to the floor.

"It's not the first time Jimin. And you know that."

"Jungkook ... I'm sorry ..."

"I know the deal. You were with your friends because they asked you to stay with them. Yes I know."

"Jungkook please ... Don't be mad ..."

"Mad ?" I stood up from my spot and turned toward him, trying my very best to not burst from madness. "Babe, it's been weeks since we last spend some times together. And you expect me to not be mad ?"

Jimin didn't say anything as he know I was right. So he stayed sitted and looked helplessly at me.

"It's not the first time Jimin."

"I know ..." He mutered regretfully under his breath, looking down on his hands.

"You've been forgeting our couple lately, Jimin."

The latter looked up from the floor, looking offended by my sudden words.

"Forgeting me." I added.

"You know that's not right babe." Jimin said as he stood up, a bit annoyed.

"Exactly, I don't know anymore. Doubts have been eating me up recently as I'm waiting for you to come home while you be at your friends and you don't even pick up your phone whenever I'm calling you." I confessed feeling my heart break at the thought of my boyfriend not loving me anymore.

"Jungkook are you serious ?"

"I'm serious. I even started to wonder things."

"Why would you wonder things ?" He then asked, his hands lifting up in a questionning manner.

"Jimin you've been like ignoring our relationship just for seeing some friends of yours. What would you expect me to think of that ?"

"... I Don't know ... "

Jimin sighed, his arms falling to his sides. He then paused as I approached him -but keep a good distance between us-to look right down into his eyes.

"I love you Jimin. I really do love you. So much. But the way you acted these days ... I don't want to change you ... Do you really want to continue this with me ?"

"W-what do you mean ?"

Jimin gaze became confused, his dark pupils shaking but I know he knew what I meant.

"Do you really want me ?" I asked again this time my pupils are shaking.

"W-why would you ask that ?" His voice cracked as his eyes were still shaking. "How could you ask that ? ... Of course I want you. I still love you Jungkook." He said as he close the gap between us and grab my cheeks in his warm hands.

I looked down at him, not hiding the hurtful feeling that was creeping inside me without my consentement.

"I may have not been ready to start a serious relationship but I don't want to lose you. I love you Jeon Jungkook, so much. I'm ready to start anew and built my life with you. And this for the best and for the worst." He blurted out with no hesitation.

My heart skipped more than one beat as our eyes were fixed to each other and Jimin said those words hitting right at my heart.

"So please ... I don't want you to say these things or think this way ever again."

I moved my gaze away from Jimin's eyes and darts them towards the floor as I didn't answer, just nodded lightly. Still deep in my thoughts.

Seeing no reaction from me
and as if he read my mind, Jimin's hands relaxed against my cheeks and leaned in to dispose a light but sweet kiss on my lips.

"Forgive me babe, please."

I looked at him for a moment before giving back the kiss, our lips touching a little longer.

"How can you make me forgive you so easily ? I Don't like that." I said with a pout as my finger brushed the corner of his eye that curled into a crescent.

"Because you're a fool." He said with a sweet smile that made my heart go wild in its cage.

"As bad as it sounds, I really am in love with you." I sighed as I get a hold of his waist to bring him closer, close my eyes and put my forehead against his.

"Hey !" He whined, punching my shoulder.

We laughed it off as everything that happened today went over our heads.

"I love you Jungkookie."
"I love you too Jiminnie."

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Hello ! :D

Well apparently, my story didn't showed up since the first time I posted it (I didn't notice because I could see it) , and I'm really really, really sorry that I didn't notice it soon enough.

But I hope you enjoyed that little nothing I wrote late at night while listening to Ashanti's Foolish. What an old song hehe. 😁

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