It was raining outside. My eyes are focused on the raindrops, not aware that there is a tear dropping on my cheek. 

It have been 20 years since I was left all alone. I was just 7 years old when it happened. The accident that took away my family's life, leaving me all alone...I closed my eyes and thought of what happened that day. It was also a rainy day. I wouldn't stop fighting with my little sister, Wendy. My Dad looked at us and right at that time a car crashed into us. Although it was the driver's fault for driving so fast, I still believed that it was my fault for not staying quiet. So I consider myself Bad Luck. My Dad and Mum died, but Wendy was nowhere to be found. At last they all made a conclusion that Wendy was dead and her body somehow was thrown out of the car... My life was a wreck back then. I didn't have any relatives. And if-

Ring!

I walked to the door and opened it to see two of the most beloved person in my life, Tiffany and Bora. 

And if Tiffany and her family didn't adopt me that time, I would be either sent to an orphanage or I would continue my life as a beggar or worst. I studied hard and now I was a lawyer. "Hey, girlfriends," I said. I hoped that they didn't notice my red eyes or my dried tears but it was too late.

"Taeyeon, we really need to do something about you,"

Bora looks straight in my eyes and continued, "You can't just work and cry all day, you need to move on from Jiyong. You need to find someone new, someone that will love you and take care of you. Taeyeon sweety, besides us, you don't have anyone. You know that, right?"

Jiyong was my ex-boyfriend. He was someone that I trust very much, my knight in shining armor, my everything. But I should have known better. He cheated when I was suffering from a bad case of fever. I was willing to give him a second chance, but he didn't chase me back. Maybe he was bored of me. Maybe it's all MY fault.

Another tear escaped from my eye. I was too pathetic. Am I being over-dramatic? My bestfriends tried to comfort me but it was NO use. I cried harder, and harder. Whenever I was sad, I would cry because I believe that the tears that escaped would bring away all of my sadness as well.

"Wh-who? Who would want a loser like me? I-I am bad luck. Nobody w-wants me." I managed to bluttered those words out. Tiffany hugged me and said, "Don't say that, Taeyeon! Bora and I had always l