Wavering Heart ^ kolísavý srdeční^

 

 

“Yaa!!! Park shin Myslel jsem, že už byl mrtvý? (I thought you was already dead?“

 

I knew it, she will gone crazy after a month of not seeing me, she look so furious , more terrifying than that blue poison bug, venonat on pokemon go, afraid of being attack, step back a little bit and smile sweetly, hoping for forgiveness...   Shinhye: My lovely friend Mia.. mi lito (I am sorry)...   Mia: Where the hell have you been, did you know that I am so damn worried about you, did you ever think about me? Atleast you can call me telling me your wherebout for god sake, shin.... god I am so mad but why does I feel so happy seeing you safe and sound, be grateful that you have me as your friend! Now tell me, where have you been?   Shinhye: Walking around... playing pokemon go... let me tell you a secret ... I caught a really powerful and luxury pikachu.. His Cp power is no joke... “What the hell is I am talking about right now, I can see it, her look of annoying, feeling hopeless, I just smile... smile while you can Shin ah...“   Mia: You!!!!! I am being serious right now, fine just leave , if you thought I am just being casual now... “ I am mad, her being herself again, hard to understand, talking nonsense everytime I ask her about whatever happen, from the first time we know each other, she never once actually sharing her story, I meant her true story about herself, Am I not trusworthy ?“   Shinhye: I am being serious, I do caught a protector, or not? Maybe? Everything happen so fast that I don’t know how to explain it for you, It’s just happen.... “ I know that if this time I am avoiding her question again, she will end up really hurt, I do owe her some  explanation, so I am telling her the whole story, about Jay, our first meeting, me being her “Companion? Partner?Mistress?Lover??“ which I myself didn’t know what exactly our relationship? It’s just more... more of everything.... I end up earning a powerful spike on my shoulder and a bullet train of question... How to answer it?“   Mia: What? Who is him? I mean what is Jay Kim doing? His job? His family? Is he a chaebol?   Shinhye: Mnozi otazka(too many question) chingu ah... I don’t know anything about him..“ Her speechless look, It is the truth... I never ask him anything about his work, his family, fiance?...“   Mia: You what? Seriously? You have been living with him for the past one month for god sake... well from your story I can tell that he is a very “significant“ person so we can just use the power of technology... Just type his name on the search engine and let Mr google do his job “Jay Kim rae won“.... Oh my god.. Park shin... you really hit the jackpot!!!!! Damn he is nice....   Shinhye: You found him? Really ? Is he that famous?   Mia: Yes.. my friend.. I present to you... Mr. Jay Ki rae won.. the CEO of LG Life Science, the biggest pharmaceutecal company in South Korea, currently leading the development of the first ever DBS sensor in the Motol University of Prague,  basically he is the sponsor, he is thirty five years old, uhm... quiet young for the CEO... and Engage!!! He is engage? You know about it? With the heir..   Shinhye: Ji hyeon... Is she beautiful?   Mia: You know? Oh.. Lee ji hyeon.. wow.. god really is unfair, she got everything, look.... wealth... brain.. shs is a doctor, always appear on television.... God for some reason she is intimidating me, make me jelly...   Shinhye: Let me see her picture... Uhm.. really a beautiful and elegant woman, I do wondered why he still need me?   Mia: I am sorry babe.. are you okay? Let’s just brush them away, you know rich people games. But can I be honest? You look more..... happier... It is him right? The reason behind your smile...   Shinhye: I hate to admit it but really... I am happy... it makes me a bad woman right? Cheap?   Mia: No!! Dont’t class yourself like that, there is not always a black and white in life, I understand it your choice but babe you do know that the road that you choose is not a fairytale one, you know the end of the story right? In the end everything will be like a dream, wash away, will you be prepared for that, of losing him?   Shinhye: I will be the mermaid, wash away into the bubbles.... But before being gone , can I feel it too, the taste of solace and happiness.. I am happy with just that... even for a while... he make me breath...   Mia: God... you are falling in love are you? Shin... “ Please let it be some fling or just a pleasure.. please not love...“   Shinhye: I myself didn’t know... of my feeling... it is just that I feel happy when I am with him, I feel like myself..... Important... he is... in my life....

 

Mia: Don’t play with your heart Shin, it is a dangerous game... you will end up hurting more than ever... But I can’t denied the fact that he did change you for the better, the happy  you, and I as your friend is grateful seeing you like this, the new you... just be happy babe.. I’ll be here forever with you... to protect you...   Shinhye: Thank you.... you are really my saviour... I don’t wanna think about the future yet... I just wanna to enjoy the moment right now.. by the way... I have a present for you.... “I bring out the envolope from my bag and give her, her new shop lot agreement, located near the Centre Square.... a gift from Jay, which also make me speechless, he did say that he want to repay Mia but I just take it as a joke but this morning he gave me the paper... And I was just.....“   Mia: What is this? Shop? New? Why? For what? You are freaking me out?   Shinhye: You can reopen back your boutique cafe even it is not on the seaside...   Mia: Oh my god.. can I really take it? Is it really okay?   Shinhye: Yes... if not he will surely give me some hard times when I get back home, so please just accept it....   Mia: Let’s do it together... Apple & Mia Cafe... A&M.... it sound good, you can make it your scented product, like pouch, candles, perfume? Like you always give me as a present...   Shinhye: Can I? It will be good but I need to ask him first...   Mia: Oh... I got it... just seduce him if he reject it...   Shinhye: Mia.. not funny..   Mia: Of course.. it is not a joke... You need to go now?   Shinhye: Yes.. I promise to cook dinner for him today so I need to hurry and buy all the groceries and preparing a war at the kitchen.   Mia: God.. you are cooking? Babe, be honest as a woman I hate it what ever you are doing now but as a friend I’ll try my best to tolerate it, and being supportive to whatever desicion you are making but it is not easy babe, you are the third wheel, everyone will pointing a finger at you, judging you, it will become a tiring and emotional battle, but if you think it is worth it, I’ll be with you hundred percent, so when the time finally come and you need a shoulder to lean on, I’ll be there, don’t be scared and just do whatever you feel like doing.   Shinhye: Thank god I have you in my life... “I feel like crying, she is someone who is not blood related with me but she is more reliable than one.“   Mia: But one more thing, I never ask you about your family because I know that you feel uncomfortable about them, but who are they? Your family? Are you coming from a chaebol family too?  I mean...   Shinhye: What? Why so sudden? What happen?   Mia: A few days ago, there are people from South Korea embassy come into our neighborhood asking about Park shin hye, but thank god they didn’t show them your picture so everyone just saying that they don’t know because everyone only know your english name aside of me. Are you will be okay babe? Do you need