Last Hope for Last Christmas

I can’t do anything since I had tumor. I’m useless now. I’m useless without him, without his smile, his voice, and everything belongs to him. I miss him so much. I hope he’ll back and we can celebrate our Christmas together. He’s my best friend. But, I had a feeling for him, until now, I still like him and I never confess it. I’m too shy. I hope, someday, he will love me too.

Now, I’m waiting for him. He said he’ll back after 3 years in California. But, It was already 5 years. I was waiting for him. I still wait and keep waiting, cause, I’m sure I can’t find someone better more than him. He’s the best in my heart

Flashback

“Oppa? What are you doing with those things?” I saw many backpacks

“Mianhe, Jieunie.. I’ll go to California for three years, for study.” He said with a sad face

What? He want to leave me?? Oh no! I can’t! I just can’t!

“Oppa? You want to leave me?”

“Don’t worry, Jieun! I promise! I’ll be back!”he said for cheers me up

No response from me

“Yah! My little Jieun.. Don’t be sad. I promise! I won’t forget you!”

“Are you sure with your words?”

“What do you mean??”

“You won’t forget me?!”

“I’m sure Jieunie! I’m sure!!!!!”

“Ne…..” I just gave him my sweetest smile

“Get well soon, Jieun… Annyeong…”

He gave me a peck on my lips! OMO!!! This was my first kiss >.< He stole my first kiss! But I’m so happy If he’s the first person who kissed me.

Then, He smiled and…

Left me

Alone…

End of Flashback

I smiled, I remembered that time. He kissed me. I’m so happy..

But, I don’t know why, my tears slowly fell down.

Cause the sweet memories with him always come to my mind. And I very miss it!

‘I really miss you, oppa…’

I can’t cry! I promised! I’ll be a strong girl!!!

I went to go to sleep. Then, I fell… asleep….

<3 Last Hope for Last Christmas <3

In the next morning, I’m not doing anything. Like another days. Useless!

I past my days with not do anything. I felt bored.

I called my mom with my red phone. I want she come here. I’m just a lonely girl.

I need him to give me support! >.<

30 minutes later,

My mom entered my room. I’m so happy she came

“Umma..”

“How about your condition? My little princess?”

“Fine.. I’m okay, don’t worry. I think, I was not sick as before”

“Good! Btw, I have a good news for you. I’m sure you’ll happy with this.”

“Mom, no one and nothing can makes me happy except him, okay?!” I glared at her

“Well, okay If you don’t want to hear this news..” she said and want to leave

 “Wait! Yeah, okay.. Tell me!”

“But I think, you don’t want to hear, so.. I want to go home now. Bye..”

“Wait mom!!!!!” I stopped her

“You want to listen to me this time?” she asked then smirked

I just nodded

“Well, yeah.. He came back from California.”

“Mwo?? Chincha????” I asked my mom. I can’t believe it!

“Ne.. If you not believe me.. then, okay..” How did she read my mind?

“I believe you mom, but…”

“He’ll come to this hospital tomorrow. Prepare yourself, princess..” she said and smiled

I smiled back to her then she left

Am I in my dream??

I slapped my face.

“Ouchhh.. It hurt!!! Wait, does it mean I’m not dreaming??” I thought

Okay, I’ll prepare myself for tomorrow, I’ll wear the cutest dress. And I must look good in front of him! Fight! Jieun! You can do this! Don’t be nervous… But, why must I nervous? He’s my old friend, right? Aisshhhh..

I went to sleep. Actually, I’m not sleepy. I just can’t wait for tomorrow. The time I already waited for long time and it will happen tomorrow ^^

I’m so happy right now! I punched my cheek once again for make sure If I’m not dreaming. I felt hurt again. Yay!!!!! Finally! I can see you again

<3 Last Hope for Last Christmas <3

I’m awake. It’s 5am now. I went to go to the bathroom for took a bath.

Then I wore my cute pink dress, I put some accessories. I looked to myself on the mirror. Good! I looked good!

Woahh.. It still 6am now, I ate my breakfast and then I read some magazine.

It still 7am!!!! What should I do????? My mom said He’ll come at 8am!! Oh my!

I’m not doing anything, I sat on my bed, until my mom entered my room. Is he with my mom now?

“annyeong, umma.. Where is he?” I asked her

“Annyeong, Jieunie.. I’ll call him, he’s with his family” my mom said with sad eyes

Why? Sad eyes???

My mom entered my room after she called Wooyoung-oppa. Wooyoung-oppa followed her. Wow! He looked good!!! Cute ><

“WooYoung oppa!!!! I really miss you! You said you will back after 3 years! But, this was already 5 years!!!!! I miss you!” I hugged him with my tears fell down again. I cried TT^TT

No response from him

Isn’t he miss me too?

Or he has someone else and he’ll forget me?

I waited his response until he said,

“Annyeong.. Miss.. Can I ask? W-who are you?” he said with confused look

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Annyeong!!!!! Hahaha.. First chap! Done! I hope you like it.

I know It’s bad and boring chap. But, I hope you like.

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