Its your birthday and finally... I need to be honest, not for anyone but for myself.

You are so brave my hyunseung. From the very first time, when you were eliminated from bigbang, I legitly cried so hard looking at how much struggles you have to go through by yourself. When you joined beast, you got so many antifans who wished you to leave beast because they said you are no good. You are only suitable to be a dancer, not singer. They treated you so bad, like you have no values at all. But then you said, you'll wait until the anti fans became your fans. One day, your dad passed away and left you as the head of the family at a young age. You carry a huge burden but you still, always make us happy with your antics, smiles and your voice. When you are in troublemaker, some people said you are so lucky and wants to be you because of hyuna. But there are still many who said you thought you are so famous but you only rode hyuna's fame & you are nothing. They accused you many bad things about troublemaker and I know you were uncomfortable about that. When anti fans accused you of taking drugs, not professional enough, good for nothing, no one stand up for you until you need to leave the group. And I heard even now no one keep in touch with you. But you still survive, you still acted like its nothing. I'm sorry but I think they are so cruel towards you and I still cant accept it. After so many fights with anti fans, I cant believe the final result is you leaving the group. Its so ugly the way everything turns out. Some may said i'm just a salty fan. But at the end of the day, I am one of those fans who wants you to have a happy ending. I want you to be happy no matter what happened. Thank you hyunseung for being with us. I love you so much & I can accept your departure as you are happy now. I'm so glad and proud to say, I'll never leave you and will always cheer on you. Fighting my hyunseung! I love you so much and remember, you do you! ♡