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  "What's so funny?" I ask
"Can't you see?" Jimin giggles "he's totally into you." And with that my face turns bright red
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"What? No he's not." I scoff returning to my seat on my bed.
"Mark,it's obviously apparent that he has a romantic interest in you" Namjoon states matter of factly. 
"No he doesn't" 
"Yes he does Mark. Didn't you see his face when you hugged him–" Bambam says 
"–and don't forget the way he got so jealous when I hit on you" Yoongi shivers at the memory.
My face turns red in realization "oh my god....he likes me" they all nod in agreement as I flop onto my bed. " After all these years of me thinking that he hated my guts because of what happened.." 
"Wait-what? What happened?" Jin asked curiously. My eyes widen at his question.
" Nothing! Forget I ever said that!" I exclaim panicking.
"Mark you should tell them.." Bambam suggests. I nod and take a deep breath.
"So..where do I even start....."
~~Flashback time~~

Bambam and I were 13 years old when we met Yugyeom. He and his family moved into the house between ours. Yugyeom had a sister who was our age. And she apparently had a crush on me and vice versa. We eventually got together and at the time I had not realized that I did not like girls. But I soon realized that I was gay in the midst of our relationship. I distanced myself from her because I didn't have the balls to tell her what my situation was. One day I texted her.
'I don't like you we are breaking up'
It broke her heart. The next day Yugyeom comes to my house. I was pretty out of it. Yugyeom suddenly started hitting me and cursing at me. Saying I'm a heartless bastard and that I broke her. I soon found out that she had overdosed as an attempt at suicide that same