"I can do so much better than you" 

"You don't meet my expectations"

"You're not good enough"

What i find strange is that i was only 8 years ago when i heard these words from bambam and it still hurts me just like it did 8 years ago. I guess because i've always had so much confidence in myself when i was young that when someone finally told me the words i was most scared of hearing "you're not good enough" it struck my painfully in the heart. And even harder than it should have because those came out of my bestfriend, the one who i confessed to, the one who i let stole my my first kiss. Aand lastly, the one who i gave in so easily only to get heartbroken it the end.

I'm sorry you'll have to wait a little longer until i finish the first few chapters. I have some things to prepare in my personal life so i really appreciate it if you can hold on until i update. 

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