Apologize

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Kim Taehyung is your husband. He's such a lovely, sweet and caring husband that every girls would wish for. But one day, there is a misunderstanding happens between both of you which caused the first fight you had in your marriage life. Then what will you do to return back everything into normal like before?

 

 

Foreword

Kim So Yeon's POV
 
I woke up by the sun rays that passed through window which making me opened my eyes gradually in dazzlement. 
 
I glanced at the wall clock and it's now 5.00 a.m in the morning.
 
I looked down to my stomach then found a strong arm wrapped around my waist.
 
I immediately turned my body around to face him and surprisingly found a shirtless Kim Taehyung, sleeping with a small gap between his lips.
 
"Morning" he said with his eyes half opened.
 
"Oppa, you're home already? I thought you're going to sleep at the office" i asked in a weak tone, still feeling sleepy as well.
 
"I was planning to do that though but i missed you a lot already. You know, i can't sleep without hugging you. You are forever my moving bolster" he answered with his soft-husky voice, making me chuckled by his cheesy sentences.
 
"Aigoo.. So you must be so tired huh?" I mumbled while moving nearer toward him and wrapped my hand around his neck, founding its way to his hair gently.
 
"M'mm... I was home at 02.00 a.m" he replied with his eyes flutter shut, wanted to gain more sleep.
 
Instead of answering, i just remained silent and let him sleep for a longer time. 
 
"Sleep well, oppa" i muttered while pulling the blanket up to his neck level, covering his exposed bare chest then kissed his forehead and cheek as his morning kiss.
 
I examined his face, started from his eyes till his lips, all are perfect. I somehow felt grateful for having this handsome, generous, responsible, manly, mature, loyal and kind guy beside me.
 
He always make me feel as the luckiest person ever to be married with him. He always love me and take care of me well with all his heart.
 
When i met him for the first time, he successfully made me fall for him only by his gaze. And that's what we called 'love at the first sight'
 
I never believed such things like that but Kim Taehyung has proved me wrong. Love at the first sight is real.
 
As the time went by, I realized that Taehyung also secretly have a crush on me. Since that, we finally decided to be together as a girlfriend and boyfriend.
 
Taehyung has finally graduated from the college and finally became the CEO of his father's company which made him felt that he's ready to afford our needs to be a family. 
 
We had been married for 3 months now, and everything is going so well. We never argue over a big thing and ended up fighting, we never hurt each other, we never cheat behind each other as well, our marriage is so pleasant and enjoyable.
 
But not until.....
 
I put my my palm in front of my mouth, feeling something is going out from my throat.
 
I quickly removed his hands from my waist and the stood up in a rush, heading to the bathroom as fast as i could.
 
"Huwkk.. Huwkkk.." I puked on the faucet not only once, but multiple times.
 
"Yeobo, what happened?" Taehyung followed me and barged into the bathroom with his messy bed hair, feeling concern instantly eventough he's still sleepy.
 
"I don't know maybe i'm just---- Huwkkkk" i puked again for the second time.
 
Taehyung walked toward me and pulled some strands of my hair behind my ear, helping me to hold my hair backwards.
 
"Are you okay, honey?" Taehyung asked worriedly while handed me a tissue and i quickly accepted it.
 
"Not really... My stomach felt not so good suddenly" I turned my body around to face him and answered him while holding my stomach.
 
"Did you eat something expired?" 
 
"No, I didn't. I haven't eat any snacks or can drink since last night. I always eat my own cook" 
 
"Is this the first time you throw up like this?"
 
"Mmmm..." I bit my lips in nervousness, didn't know what to say. Well, actually i was feeling bewildered whether i should tell him the truth or not. The truth that...
 
"A-a-actually it has already happened a lot of times these past days, especially... umm in the morning or night"
 
Taehyung heaved a sigh and his expression quickly change into full of disappointment.
 
"Why don't you tell me since it bothers you? Why do you have to keep it as a secret till i have to see it with my own eyes? Why honey?" Taehyung asked still with his soft voice and soft gazes.
 
"M-mianhae oppa... Since it was so frustrating, i don't want to tell you cause i think you're stressed enough with your works and meeting. I don't want to burdened you and make you worry, that's all. I thought i can handle it by myself" I replied while lowering my head, not wanting to meet his gazes.
 
"Hey hey, look at me" he lifted my chin up till our gazes met.
 
"You are now my wife okay? Everything that become your problem is now my problem also, as well as the opposite. Whatever the problem is, we have to carry it and solve it together as a husband and wife. Alright honey? No more secret between us okay? I love you so much and I don't want anything bad happen to you" Taehyung said staring right into my eyes deeply, telling me with his soft tone.
 
I somehow felt guilty for hiding it from him that's why i could just nodded my head slowly while biting my lower lips.
 
"After this let's go to the doctor, okay? I have to make sure nothing bad happens to you" Taehyung smiled sweetly while patting my head like a child.
 
"Ne, oppa" i stated with my uneasy and nervous face, hearing the most word i hate, 'hospital'.
 
"Everything's gonna be alright, honey" Taehyung pulled me into his warm embrace and kissed the crown of my head.
 
I hugged him back and burried my face into his chest, inhaling his intoxicating scent, while predicting what might cause my health problem at this state.
 
At the hospital~
 
"Hufftthh" a sigh escaped through my mouth as i leaned my head on his broad shoulder while linking my arms around his.
 
Many feelings are now enveloping me, at one side i felt afraid and terrified that i might be diagnosed for having a deadly disease or something like that but at the other side, i felt happy because Taehyung is now here with me and willing to put aside his job only to accompany me.
 
"Yeobo, is there any possibility that you are pregnant?" Taehyung blurted suddenly out of nowhere while intertwining our hands, causing a
changing atmosphere from calm into tense.
 
"H-huh? I-i don't know. Why are you asking that question suddenly, oppa?" I stammered while fixing my seat position into more straight.
 
"Cause i've just remembered that we did it a lot during our honeymoon last month in Maldives Island" Taehyung stated in a relax tones, meanwhile i was feeling the opposite.
 
"O-oppa! W-why do you have to start that kind of conversation?" 
I stuttered once again with my cheeks began to warmed up and blushed in a second.
 
"Why not? For me it is such a good memories to remember. I will never forget how beautiful my everyday morning view at that time. I woke up seeing the great blue sea and the white sand in the beach plus my y wife beside me" he smirked.
 
"Oppa... Hajima... (Stop it)" I unwrapped my arms around him and slightly hitted his upper arm before moving away from him with my face turned completely red like a tomato.
 
His words sent shivers down through my spine, making me lose my cool in front of him.
 
Taehyung could just burst into laughter seeing how embrassed am i right now.
 
"Look at you! You're blushing, honey" he laughed at me and i could just stay quiet and give him a glare, showing that i began to pissed off by his jokes.
 
"Arrasseo... Mianhae, yeobo. I know you always hate this jokes. But i don't know why i always enjoy in making you blush. Come here" he wrapped his arms around my shoulder and pulled me nearer to him and put my head on his chest.
 
"Well.. At least my joke has successfully made you overcome your nervousness and anxiety" he said with a soft tone while my hair gently meanwhile me couldn't help myself to smile at how sweet he was.
 
I could feel my cheeks are now as red as tomatoes and my heart was fluttering till i could just burried my face into his chest, hiding my red cheeks from his sight yet inhaling his addictive scent.
 
Drttt drtttt
 
Taehyung's phone suddenly buzzed which made both of us parted from the hug in reflect.
 
It was a call from someone and his face seem to brighten up when he saw the caller ID.
 
"Yeoboseyo? Ahh.. Ne.. M'mm.. Mwo? Jinjja? Right now? Can't it be delayed? I have to accompany my wife now. What? He'll be there in 15 minutes?!" Taehyung's eyes widened up with his lips curved up, forming into a huge smile upon his face.
 
"Yeobo! The company from New York had just accepted our offer to work together in our main project!!! The CEO needs to meet me after this so that's why...." His smile suddenly disappeared, followed by a sigh.
 
"If you want me to cancel thi---"
 
"Andwae!!! You don't need to do this, oppa! I manage to go inside by myself. Your main project is way more important than this. Now, go, and i promise i'll inform you the result later when you're home." I held his hand and gave it a little squeeze, assuring him that i'll be okay eventhough inside, I felt a little bit disappointed.
 
Taehyung stared at me for a while, till he finally get to flash me that smile again, the most lovely and precious smile i've seen in this world.
 
 
 
"Thanks honey for understanding and supporting me. I know you're probably upset inside, and i'm sorry. Goodbye, take care of yourself and don't forget to inform me the result as soon as possible" He stood up in hesitation, didn't bear to leave me alone.
 
"Ne, oppa! I'll be okay" i nodded my head like a child while flashing him a huge smile in order to swept away those concern that completely filled him up.
 
He leaned forward and pecked my lips before waving his hand toward me and left me alone in that waiting room.
 
"Mrs. Kim So Yeon, you may now come in" the nurse's voice surprised me who was still staring at Taehyung's figure that slowly disappeared from my sight.
 
---->>>
 
"According to the result, the symptoms that you had experienced are showing that you're positively pregnant and base on the pregnancy test, it was written there, you've been pregnant for 2 weeks. Congratulations, Mrs. Kim So Yeon"
 
Once again, I squeezed the edge of the test paper with a huge lips drew upon my face, letting out my happiness which is the most unbelievable thing that Taehyung and me would ever know.
 
Having a baby is forever being the most wanted thing to have for every married couple in this world so that's why, I couldn't help myself to tell Taehyung this news as soon as possible.
 
But I suddenly remembered something when my eyes narrowed at the birthday cake that i've bought earlier, it reminded me of Taehyung's birthday tomorrow.
 
I gulped my saliva while blinking my eyes for a few times, started to think of keeping it as a secret and tell him tomorrow as his birthday present, maybe that will be more memorable.
 
I folded back the test paper, intended to keep it in my bedroom but---
 
"Yeobo! I'm home!" Taehyung's voice echoed the whole living room which made me flinched a bit.
 
Didn't know what to do, my hands uncontrollably put the test paper into the plastic bag that contains the cake inside, not forgetting to put them inside the refrigerator before Taehyung approach me. 
 
"Yeobo, how was the test? What did the doctor say? Are you alright? Is everything fine? How--"
 
Taehyung attacked me with bunch of questions which made me cutted him off by hugging him and placed my chin on his broad shoulder.
 
"I'm fine, oppa. The doctor said.. Umm uhh i just uhh need more rest" i lied.
 
He suddenly become quite which made me gulped my saliva in concern.
 
"*sigh* glad to hear that.. Eventhough inside, i was actually hoping that you are pregnant, honey.." Taehyung gradually clasped his arm around me and hugged me tightly.
 
"Mianhae oppa.. Maybe we need to wait for a while" I mumbled in guilt for hiding it from him.
 
Just be patient, oppa. Tomorrow is the day.
 
Ting Tong! 
 
The door bell suddenly rung and made both of us parted from the hug in reflect. 
 
"Let me open it" Taehyung then walked away, leaving me behind.
 
"Excuse me, packet delivery!" Someone shouted from the door.
 
Feeling curious, i headed out to the door also and found Taehyung has already held the packet in his hand while closing the door behind him.
 
"Oppa, what is it?" 
 
Taehyung opened the cover of the pink box and surprisingly found bunch of red roses with a box of white chocolate and a small letter inside.
 
"Thankyou for last night! Thankyou for accompanying me and encouraging me everytime i have a hard time. I will always cherish our moments together and remember such a lovely young woman like you in my heart. Can i fetch you tomorrow morning? Let's go watch a movie. Love, Yoo Si Jin. 
 
(A/N: Lol,,, dots fan over here)
 
Taehyung read it out loud and then shifted his gaze at me with a sharp look which making me felt intimidated and confused at the same time.
 
"Kim So Yeon..." He called me with my real name.
 
"Oppa! It's not me okay?! It's no way i would do that behind your back! It's not me oppa!" I defended myself.
 
"How long have you been doing this behind me huh?"
 
"I've been tired of working all day all night only to make money for you, for us, for our family but what have you done?! You spend your time with another guy behind me?! How could you do this to me, Kim So Yeon?!" Taehyung yelled with a fierce look while clenching his fist tightly.
 
He gritted his teeth with an unstable breath which I could see anger inside his red eyes that gradually producing sheds of tears.
 
"Oppa! How could you believe those nonsense? I don't even know that guy! Don't you believe me oppa?! I'm your wife! You have to trust me, i'm not going to do that!" I heaved a sigh, feeling disappointed by his action.
 
"Oppa, c'mon.. You have to trust me, oppa" i slowly took one step forward and held his arm with my hand trembling in awareness.
 
BRAK!!!
 
Taehyung threw away the box to the floor hardly and shoved my hands away from him roughly.
 
"Don't oppa me, start from now on. This thing has proven everything" Taehyung said under his breath with anger drew all upon his face which is now turning red by the fire of indignation then left me there alone, dumbfounded.
 
I stared at the space blankly, literally still shock by the thing that just happened and still thinking is it probably a dream or not.
 
---->>>
 
I hugged my knees tightly like it was my only friend in this world, crying and crying, letting out my sorrow with my shoulder moving up and down.
 
Usually when i was having a hard time, Taehyung always be by my side, comforting me with his warm embrace but the situation now is totally different. 
 
I have no one by my side and the fact that only both of us who are living in this house, made me even have a mental breakdown.
 
I locked myself here, inside one of the guest room because i bet Taehyung won't let me sleep in one room with him anymore but but.. 
 
But I still can't accept this!!! I don't cheat behind him! Someone is just trying to break us apart and at one side i felt so very disappointed, realizing Taehyung doesn't trust me as his wife.
 
Recalling those painful scene, I bursted into tears unstoppablly while leaning my back against the door. 
 
"Oppa! Why don't you trust me?! Arghhhh!!!" I pulled my hair roughly while sobbing all night.
 
---->>>
 
Author's POV
 
Taehyung walked out from his bedroom with his messy bed hair like usual and seated himself on the dining table chair, looking at the space blankly.
 
He found no food on the table, no one in the kitchen and that made him groaned and ran his fingers through his hair in frustration, at one side feeling disappointed by his wife's real behavior also at the other side feeling guilty for yelling at her loudly last night.
 
He stayed awake all night while staring at the empty space beside him, wondering where could she slept at that night but he threw all of that thought away when he remembered how has she stabbed him from his back by those hurtful lies.
 
Standing up, he opened the refrigerator and surprisingly found a box of cake inside with an envelope on it.
 
Cannot bare with the curiousity that completely filled him up, he opened the cake box, wondering who's that cake belong to.
 
He read out loud the words that were written on the top of the cake, 
 
"Happy Bornday to my dearest husband! I love you so much today, tomorrow and forever, oppa!" 
 
And at that time, he could feel his heart skipped a beat till he hardly gulped his lump of saliva in guilt, hearing a sudden flashback hurtful words toward his wife that echoed through his ear.
 
"Don't oppa me start from now on!"
 
Meanwhile at the guest room~
 
So Yeon stood up from the bed clumsily while holding her head that somehow dizzy since she was awake.
 
Her face was pale and her lips was dried because she hasn't drunk anything yet from yesterday afternoon. She hasn't stuff any food inside and that's probably caused her suffered by the headache.
 
Her vision started to blur until she could feel the world is now spining by itself. She lost her focus on the way and didn't have any idea that the floor was wet due to the leaking roof and last night rain. 
 
BRUK! 
 
She slipped and fell down to the floor.
 
Back to the kitchen~
 
Taehyung opened the envelope and unexpectedly found a pregnancy test inside.
 
It was shown clearly enough from the data that it was belong to Mrs. Kim So Yeon.
 
His eyes narrowed at the last sentence of the test which made his mind blown away, dumbfounded, shocked, taken aback, yet happy, all in the same time.
 
Pregnancy test : Positively pregnant
 
Back to the bedroom~
 
"Ahhh!!!" So Yeon whined in pain and then tried to stand up carefully.
 
But she slipped again for the second time, causing her to fell down to the ground hardly.
 
"Ahhhhhh!!" She cried in pain while shutting her eyes tightly and gasped by the unexpected thing happened.
 
"No! No! No! No way" narrowing her eyes at the blood that started to stream down her leg, she shooked her head continuously in disbelief.
 
"Oppa!!!!"
 
Back to the kitchen~
 
Ting Tong
 
Taehyung ran toward the door then immediately opened it and surprisingly found an unfamiliar figure standing there.
 
"Excuse me, umm.. I came here actually to apologize and ask whether you received a packet here, yesterday?"
 
"Yes, why?" Taehyung replied shortly.
 
"Umm.. I've made a mistake in writing the number of the adress, so that's why i wanted to say sorry for bothering you but may i ask where is the packet now? I need them to confess to---"
 
BRAK! 
 
Taehyung slammed the door hardly, closing it before the unfamiliar guy finish his speech which has proven that his wife isn't cheating behind him at all!
 
He turned his heels around, running toward the guest room as fast as he can with full of speed, really wanting to meet his wife right now and apologize to her for being stupid and doubting her love toward him.
 
He climbed up the stairs fastly with concern and worriednes drew all over his face and finally reached the door with taking every steps which was full of guilt and anxiety. 
 
"Yeobo! Open the door!" He shouted loudly when he tried to turn the knob but it's locked from inside.
 
"Oppa! Help me! It's hurt! *sob* Oppa! Come here! Fast! Oppa.. Please help me *sob*" So Yeon used all of her last energy to shout for a help while managing to stand up in order to unlock the door but failed everytime.
 
"Yeobo! Hang in there! I'm coming, please stay away from the door" Taehyung shouted with an unstable breath and a red face.
 
His hands were trembling and his mind was somehow went numb but his love toward his wife and the fact that she's now suffering with their child inside, caused him even more determined to push away the door and pulled her into his embrace.
 
All he wanted to do is rescuing his beloved wife who is now whimpering in pain which made him worried like crazy and say sorry to her, admitting the fact that he barely stay away from her and love her so much.
 
The eagerness inside him grew emotionally which made him easily broke down the door and scanned the room with an unstable breath.
 
He was overwhelmed in shock and felt his heart ache in a second when he found his beloved wife laid on the floor hopelessly with blood scattered around the ground.
 
"Yeobo! What happened to you? Let's go to the hospital, okay?" Taehyung scooped her in his arms as soon as he knelt down in front of her.
 
"Oppa.. Glad you come here" she flashed him a smile before she fainted in his arms.
 
--->>>
 
At the hospital~
 
Taehyung intertwined their hands together, giving it a little squeeze while putting it on his cheek that was wet by the tears that cannot stop flowing out from his eyes.
 
"Yeobo, please wake up. Please give me a second chance to make you and our child happy. If anything bad happens to you or our baby, I wouldn't stop blaming myself, seriously. So please... Please honey, please open your eyes for me." He sobbed while admiring her pretty face and then shut his both eyes, praying and hoping for her to awake soon.
 
"Oppa?" So Yeon's eyes fluttered opened and her soft voice made her husband quickly raised his head up to met her gaze. 
 
"Yeobo, you're awake" Taehyung couldn't help himself to smile in relief and gladness while caressing her cheek gently.
 
"Oppa, why are you crying? Where am i right now? What happened to me?" So Yeon asked innocently.
 
"Honey, i'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for distrusting you, ignoring you, and yelling at you. I felt the most stupid person ever for doubting your love. I'm sorry if i hurt your feeling too much last night till you ended up locking yourself somewhere and putting less attention on your own health that actually should be your number one priority right now." Taehyung blinked a tear once again which made her reached out her arms and wiped his tears away with her thumbs.
 
"It's okay oppa. I might be in pain last night but seeing how much you care about me right now, swept all of those pain away and replaced it with a thankful feeling for having a responsible husband like you. Seeing you cry like this make me feel so bad, so that's why please smile for me, rather than crying like that. I've forgiven you already, oppa" So Yeon's word caused his lips to curve up and formed into a smile.
 
"And about our baby--"
 
"*gasp* Out baby!!! Oppa! What happened to our baby?! Is it alright?! Oppa! Answer me!" So Yeon quickly sat up straight and held her stomach in concern, remembering the fact that she is now pregnant.
 
"Relax, honey... Kim junior is alright.. Doctor said nothing happened to the baby eventhough you experienced a hemorrhage this morning. The thing that should be concerned is your health cause you've fainted this morning due to dehydration" Taehyung slowly sat beside her, facing the opposite direction and then pulled her into his comforting embrace.
 
"So you've known everything already?" She mumbled on his chest right after she hugged him back.
 
"Hmm.. I was so very very very happy to know that you're pregnant. But my clumsiness caused everything ruined till both of you ended up here in the hospital. I'm sorry" Taehyung sighed while her hair gently.
 
"Don't felt sorry for it oppa. I'm the one who should apologize for giving you the worst birthday present ever. Sorry for burdening you a lot during your birthday. We should've celebrate it together somewhere else, not here in the hospital."
 
"Hey, don't feel guilty like that. Throw those bad thoughts away and look at me" Taehyung then pushed her from the hug gently.
 
"Don't you see the glint of  happiness in my eyes? Spending my morning while hugging you and our baby as a dad, is the best birthday present i have ever had." 
 
He then cupped both of her cheeks and stared at her eyes deeply.
 
"I love you so much, Kim So Yeon" he then leaned over and pressed their lips tenderly with full of love, making both of them shut their eyes, enjoying their precious moment together.
 
"I love you and our baby" Taehyung bent down a bit and found his way to kissed her stomach gently.
 
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The next chap will be Park Chanyeol's love story so stay tune and add this ff to ur reading list

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