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His Wolf(Hanbin P.O.V)
Mixed raged beats
His skin on him like being one
He feels his rage inside him
He feels every move
Each reflexes
His nerves on edge and he keeps pushing him to something new
Something hanbin never felt before
Somewhere where he feels everything at once
And hanbin moans his name over and over
Till it turns to non words like
His head is clouded
And he almost lose his conscious till he feels bobby’s teeth sinking in his white skin lashing on his exposed neck.. grazing, Bruising him forever.. His heart pounding on the door feeling bobby’s against him
Flesh and beats..
The pain shot into him as his own voice betrays him into a strangled groan, he clenches his teeth firmly but he hears it clear
He hears bobby calling his name one more time
Before it all comes apart
And so he did
Hanbin sweats is breaking from his skin.. He can hear his breath mixing with the alpha and it’s only a second of euphoria before it dawns on him…!
Bobby deep voice breaking his flushing skin: “ babe that was so good”
He trembles a blush creeping his neck straight to his cheeks
* we just … we just had *
Like he can’t stand bobby’s body on him any longer or he’s gonna break out of shame, hanbin pushes the older away coughing embarrassingly
He tries not to look at his own body .. He want to dress up but his hand are shaking trying to get grip of his own pants on his ankles
Bobby finally gets out of his ‘i just had mind-blowing mode’ : “hanbin..”
The other just trembles.. He don’t realize when his eyes start tearing and he can’t just break down crying
Not after what they just did
Not in front of him at least..!!
He suddenly felt the older hands dressing him: “let me…” his voice is still -like
It was like a whisper and hanbin head lay on the door still giving bobby his back
He don’t know how to look at him without feeling completely low
He felt the older close to him and he hisses a curse
Feeling the urge to push him off, tell him not to dress him like a kid
His voice won’t come out and it will sound embarrassing anyway
He feels the older backhug lightly when he finished dressing him
Hanbin just sobs
Trembling like a kid
He doesn’t know how to feel when he feel it all at once and he want to shut it off
He want bobby hands to back off
He wants the other breath not to tickle his neck
He wants to properly cry his lungs out
He wants the pain to stop
But more than guilt ..
He feels shy to the point he wants to hide and there’s nowhere to go and his feet won’t ever be on his side anyway…
So he sobs like a kid just been dressed properly..
(Bobby P.O.V)
It’s hot..
No it’s not just hot
It’s the hottest thing he ever felt in his own damn life
And it’s pathetic to just try this now
He felt like he wasn’t alive
Till now
Till he felt the best thing on earth
Till he get a taste
He felt the need to calm him although he usually the one that says ‘no clinging after ’
But damn him No..
He can’t leave him broken like this
Hanbin looks so fragile.. Bobby feels like about it
Like he just took advantage of a kid
And he did this to him even if he was pushed for it
He felt the other trembles and he tries not to squeeze the life out of him..
Why i feel like ..?
Bobby: “bb..bbbiiineee” the aplha voice was too deep and rough..!
Hanbin closes his eyes..
How on earth will he forget the last growl coming out of that alpha mouth as he came his name..,
Hanbin’s name..!
His whole body starts trembling and he starts hitting his head on the door
That’s when bobby lazy voice picks it up: “.. binnie i … i didn’t mean to..”
Hanbin: “let go..” whispers “please..”
Bobby feels like being slapped
He just backoff and as soon he did the younger fidgeting with the knob and he’s out of there
Bobby whispers: “sorry..”
He feels like his own heart being ripped but he wasn’t the victim
He keeps telling himself that
Why it still hurts.?
(Hanbin P.O.V)
Cheeks burning, crooked step he tries not to limp. The fact that bobby might see him limp makes his cheek burn
what the hell was that…!!! it hurts..
Once he’s out he breath in and out.. And then cover his faces shouting: “KKKK !!!”
Mino smirking in front: “oh yeeah you sure did..” giving him a wink
Hanbin shivers and coughs trying to look anywhere but the alpha eyes: “he’s in the bar..”
Mino chuckles: “you might stay away from home.. You smell” he steps closer making hanbin eyes wide.. Mino sniffles him: “bobby-like..”
It makes all the air draw out of his lungs
But he hears bobby shouts behind: “STAY THE AWAY FROM HIM”
Hanbin trembles not looking at bobby as the other holds his hand in front of mino, he gasps finally looking at his face
he was pissed
Hot..! hanbin stap this is not the right ing time.. *biting his lower lip*
The alpha pulls him more to his side and hanbin almost forget ‘let go moment’ he had at bathroom
Bobby looks so hot pissed
He stares at the older clenched jaw in utter daze
Mino smirks: “are you guys dating or something..? Last time i checked he was blonde and tiny..” sizing hanbin up
Bobby groans squeezing hanbin’s hand firmly
OUCH OUCH OUCH.. *still staring*
Bobby: (smirking) “why don’t you mind your own love life ..?huh !”
Love life..? Me equals love life ..?? hanbin shut up *coughs* he’s staring at me *hanbin looking at the floor to avoid the alpha eyes*
Mino: “aren’t you so cute..? I was minding it till you start pissing in sacred places”
Bobby: “sacred !! your “
Mino chuckles: “well for you, yeah”
Hanbin blushes and coughs playing with his feet
Now is not really time to joke about asses you stupid senseless alpha’s heads
Bobby voice cuts him off as the younger starts pulling his hand away slowly: “what..?”
Hanbin looking up at bobby but then deciding to look behind the object as he whispers: “if you are done here, can i .. leave ..?”
Bobby blushes leaving his hand
The younger scratches his neck: “Mino hyung, please beat the out of him” calmly without looking at him.
Bobby shouts: “YAAAHHHHH …!!!!”
Mino chuckles as the younger left
He hears bobby ‘i can’t believe this sounds’ he’s making
But he really wanted him beaten
At least for tonight..?
****
Hanbin knocks on the only door he knows beside going to jinan’s
The door open and hanbin pouts a whine: “YUUUUUUNNN HYUUUUNGGG”
The older hugs him immediately: “ what’s wrong… bin”
Donghyuk behind the door: “YYAAAHH KIM HANBIN LEAVE MY MATE ALONE”
When yun gives him apologetic look and hanbin just snuggles more, dong just growls making the older laughs. But stops immediately
Hanbin is sobbing..
Hanbin smelling like..
An alpha
….!!!!!
He turns and gave donghyuk a horrified look making the other stops sobbing jelly over him.
They made him choco-milk and brought him a blanket
They starts whispering at the kitchen and hanbin feels wrong just wrong to come to them this hour
When he looks at them yun gives him a huge smile
Hanbin role his eyes and shouts: “YOU ARE RIGHT I ED ..!! CAN WE TALK HERE I KNOW WHAT AM I IN”
He suddenly starts sobbing though making dong rushes to him and hugs him: “Baby its fine, it’s alright.. At least you used protection..” then in serious tone “RIGHT..!!! YOU ARE NOT THAT STUPID !!!”
Hanbin sobs gets louder and dong mouths “” at yun while the older just shrugging
Hanbin while sobbing: “JUN WILL KILL ME….”
Yun mouths fell slack
Dong tries not to sound nervous: “baby bin, who *clenching his teeth* the hell did you..” hanbin stares at him and cries more “do it with” hanbin gets louder
Yun hits hanbin’s head: “WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE A KID.. WHO’S YOUR MATE..? WE ARE NOT YOUR ING PARENTS HANBIN..!! SPILL NOW !!”
Hanbin stops and gasps mouthing: “parents… oh dear god I’m ed”
Dong tries not to laugh and yun gave him ‘are you ing serious’ look !!
After an hour of just useless sobbing, dong is fighting sleep while yun finds him just too adorable
Hanbin stops: “i’m fine”
Yun looks at him: “you sure you don’t need tissues”
Hanbin shakes his head: “no i’m really tired let’s do that tmw”
It makes yun laughs as dong shouts: “FINALLY”
The three curls on the sofa and slept tight
Morning was so close.. And so was two bodies against hanbin’s body he feels bothered by his own how about a beta and an omega curling him to death ! he pushes the couple away: “the is wrong with you..”
Both hums at the same time: “you smells good”
Hanbin smells it
He smells bobby too on him
He hisses: “ing wolves”
Dong smirks: “alpha smell though” making a yum sound
Yun frowns at his sleep
Hanbin gets up barely.. He limp like an old lady his own jaw won’t believe the is this !! he’s grateful though that the wolf couple is sleeping
Imagine the humiliation ..?
He got into the bathroom and had 5 minutes deciding whether to face his body or not
He feels weird and he doesn't want to know why anytime soon..
He take his clothes after another 5 minutes
The couple woke up on loud shout: “KIM ING BOBBY YOU ARE ING DEAD!!!!”
Yun gasps.. Dong eyes go wide: “BOOOOBBBYYYYshiii !!!!!”
Dong starts laughing hysterically while yun just seems worried even more..
He saw the mark
What kept him in pain last night and he keeps ignoring the heat coming out of it
He slept with fever and now he knows what for ...
IT’S BIG AND UGLY EATING HIS COLLARBONE
Although hearing the alpha cums his name was hot this was so not the deal !!!
He curses bobby million times wishing Mino would succeed of burying him by now
But seeing the mark hot and alive
He read it somewhere.. This mark is the start of their bond.. Their mating ..! and as long bobby is still alive breathing it won’t vanish anytime soon
Hanbin sobs
Bond.. ?
Matting ..?
With that idiot..!!
He’s just there staring at his reflection sobbing
He starts taking baths like crazy scrubbing the skin harshly but won’t get away
He cries out of pain but silences himself.. Whatever he do.. Bobby smell is still his..!
He decides to stop hurting himself and get his sobby out of tub.. He look at the mirror one last time to check If he’s weird
If anyone can tell from one glance
His jaw fell slack wide open
HE’S GLOWING !!!!
Hanbin: “HOLY ING IM PRETTY !!!!” smirking “no wonder i got ed”
He sighs remembering makes you shine.. Great he’s officially a and he can’t hide it no matter what..
It’s on his god-damn beautiful face !!
He starts sobbing for million times already.
Meanwhile, dong and yun got ready for school but then yun told him maybe they will skip after all and dong kept winking to his boyfriend implying ‘good time’, yun gave him ‘are u crazy look’ again. The other pouts
Hanbin is wearing dong hoodie
Yun pouts out of jelly but kept quiet although dong is seriously brushing it on his face *sobs*
Yun: “so .. we think we should call him”
Hanbin stops playing with the long sleeves: “HIM..??”
Yun biting his lip: “i mean it’s better to set stuff straight”
Dong smirks: “nothing is straight”
Yun gave him a look
Hanbin: “no.. no one is calling anyone, i’m off to school”
Yun: “you can’t.. The student will know the teachers will know the school will know you probably get expelled for 3 days but you are a forever ..”
Hanbin sobs: “ i am..? I only did it once hyung …..” *whining loudly*
Dong: “but not with your bf genius”
Hanbin pauses only to get louder again
Yun: (throw pillow on his bf) “just do us a favor and shut the up”
Dong: “i say we call the bfs too”
Hanbin stays crying for another hour
How did he ever reach to this..?
He breaks his own promise to junhoe and why ..?
Because there’s bobby
And there’s him weakened by his own presence ..!
forever..!
****
sooo.. did i ruin it yet ..?
bobby to hanbin: "it's ok binnie babe, as long it was good"
what makes me try to complete was your comments.. i felt i had to give you another chapter
ps: PLZ, dont burn food while reading this one.. XD
love ya all, tell me what you guys think..?
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