take notice; life is beautiful to waste

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First off, I want to thank you for lending some time to read this. Thank you for subscribing and letting me know what you feel about this epistolary that I made. This won't be made if it wasn't because of Chloe Cheng, the author of Ante Meridiem. I was so grateful that I've found a gem worth so keeping, a book worth reading.

This book is about suicide, like Ante Meridiem, how we must take it very seriously. I've watched a lot of movies lately about suiciding and I've known a lot of people doing it these days. My english is not really that well but I want to try hard to do so because I want people to take notice of it. I want people to know that suicidal people shouldn't be neglected. Not just them . . . All of us shouldn't be neglected. We should ask the people around us how they are and what they are feeling. We should know how much they are suffering so we could help them.

In Bobby's case in my story, he felt so guilty by not listening to Hanbin's problems. That everytime Hanbin will tell him something, he won't take it seriously. Bobby got depressed by it and Hanbin was there to assure him that it wasn't his fault. That him being miserable is not Jiwon's fault. He wanted to ask Hanbin if he was having some thoughts of suiciding but can't because he's afraid to know that his bestfriend really wants to end everything right there and then. (see how he talked about something and Hanbin will tell him that he is push and pull.)

You can read this story in chronological order if you want.

I'm not saying that Hanbin had thought of suiciding when they lost in WIN. This is just an illustration of how hard they were struggling. What if Hanbin really

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BlueLeafs
#1
Chapter 15: I was actually trying not to sob while reading this. It's a very painful story to reread especially considering how casual hanbin comes of as when you consider the outcome. Just let me cry now

So so good
kimbobbain
#2
Chapter 15: this is so hard for me to keeps reading without crying. you've write such a beautiful story and inspiring the others too~ thankyou so much. hope to read your doubleb story more :)
licie99
#3
Chapter 15: Wow that was hard to read, I had to stop a few times because I couldn't stop crying. Thank you for this chapter!
nicyeol #4
Chapter 15: oh god now this is what you call a closure im crying and i still have classes
crazylazy108
#5
Chapter 15: Oh my lord,
this is amazing and that song!! Such a beautiful fic
Yui000
#6
Chapter 14: Good story, keep up the good work.
Reztisland #7
Chapter 14: Glad to found this story in timeline just now.... so simple, light but have a big and deep message to our lives... thank you so much for writing this story ans for ur note for sure.... =')
noname101 #8
Chapter 14: At first i didn't understand about this fic and thought that it was just a fluffy call between double b until chapter 8 and when i read your note
It was sad and beautiful fic :)
I've never thought about suicide but i've thought about killing someone and until now that thought still didn't leave me :'D
Anyway this was a great fic author ^^