The time for our story; The story of our time.

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This is JongYeon one shot fan fiction story written in the middle of the night.

Please enjoy and have a great day ! 

Foreword

 

When two hearts yearn for each other, it has no choice but to be close and find one another. But time is its most difficult opponent, time when to act, time to sacrifice, time to be hurt and time to love. But time is nothing when Destiny makes and finds a way, it acts in so many different ways -- it acts through people, acts like a bad thing but usually ends with a good thing, it disguises as a coincidence but mostly, it just acts as itself. To bring the two hearts that longs for one another to be together under the same sky that brings down rain but also sunshine, the same space that brings cold but also warmth, the same ground to walk on towards the body of the person you are meant to see, to hold and to love no matter what, it will still bring you back to where you will feel like home.

"This is not the time for us to be together, you know that. I still have so much to prove." Seungyeon holds back her tears while looking down on the ground not bearing to look in Jonghyun's eyes as he holds both of her hand. She can smell his perfume as he is just inches away from her.

"I know that and you know i will be the first person to cheer on you and hope all the best for you, but im not gonna give you up -- not like this." Jonghyun told her knowing that they will have to be apart since WGM has come to an end. Everyone inside the restaurant is celebrating the success of the 'GongLee' couple who have brought back a lot of viewers of WGM, giving off a real life couple onscreen the viewers favored the couple. How they both wish they can be a real couple from the virtual world they have shown. Not a single act was ever virtual or fake during their time in the show, especially Jonghyun who was known to have no bounds.

"We have to go back inside, everyone will wonder." Seungyeon said as she let go of Jonghyun's hands but before she can, Jonghyun pulled her in and hugged her tight. "I will wait, you know I can. I have told you a hundred times that what i feel for you is real. I know you felt it, please... please believe me, believe in us." He whispered as he buried his head in her neck. As Jonghyun spoke, Seungyeon can feel his lips moving on her neck and it gave her goosebumps but loved every second of it. She will miss his arms that wraps around her, his presence that gives her security, his fragrance that relaxes her but also makes her tense. She will miss every part of him.

"It shouldn't have gone this far. We were both irresponsible in holding our place. But please know that i loved every moment we had, but i have my responsibilities and so do you. We don't want to trouble other people, please think of that." She said and let Jonghyun go and went back inside, she told her manager that she feels tired so they took their stuff and bid their good byes to the staff.

Jonghyun left alone outside saw Seungyeon go out of the restaurant and gave him last one look before going in the car and driving off. Jonghyun had always admired how strong and brave Seungyeon is, but he wished that at that moment she didnt, he wished she could have let go and held onto Jonghyun but he knows that it would be impossible since Seungyeon is a responsible person and is very passionate and it is just one of the reasons he loved her. 

A year has passed for the both of them, they never lost contact. They never felt bad with each other, somehow after their last talk on the farewell party the bitter feelings disappeared when Seungyeon sent a text to Jonghyun.

"Oppa, i know we separated on bad terms but i have sorted my feelings. As you said, we shouldn't ignore each other when we end so i would keep that promise. I will be your friend who will support you and encourage you but that would be it, just a friend who will look at you from afar. I hope we can stay that way." Somehow her text made him smile and made him reply back.

"I would want what is best for us and if you think that is the best decision for what we are, then i would accept. I would also be someone who would cheer on you and protect you. Please dont misunderstand if i turn neglectful of you, it would be my act of being a friend who protects you. You have experienced bad things because of me and i will do my best to lessen and make it disappear. You know my feelings for you, so dont forget. I will always be here." And as he pressed SEND, his heart felt a lot lighter knowing that they didn't end, they just havent started.

Years have passed, seasons have changed and they both have risen to their paths. Seungyeon have gained a lot of attention for her beauty but slowly people have recognized her acting and made people see how hard of a worker she is, she has been offered for a lot of commercials, PD's offer her dramas and variety shows. Her name has risen to be one of the most beautiful and recognized actresses in the industry, her sister has debuted as a part of an idol group and is loved worldwide, her father has gained popularity that helps and boosts the restaurant he works at and everything is working very fine for her and her family. Nothing could get better.

Jonghyun has released a solo album in Japan, has went solo tours and has been on different shows. People know that he is a good musician but now he has gained more recognition and he feels good, same goes for him that he and his family has everything fine with them.

But that is just their career, when both of them gets left at the waiting room alone, their minds wander off to each other. Jonghyun who always stalks her movement cant help but make a sad smile on his face. He is so proud of her because he knows she worked hard for everything she has right now, he just wishes that he is right beside her telling her how proud and happy he is for her. While Seungyeon, who occasionally shows her support for Jonghyun by liking his posts has never lost an update of Jonghyun by being in contact with his friends and family. If there was one thing being happy about visiting Busan with Jonghyun, that was being able to connect a strong bond with his family that doesnt need any words.

"Seungyeon ah lets go out, i found a good jazz bar. Do you have time ?" Mori, her friend texted her as she was getting ready for a photoshoot.

"Im free after 6. Is everyone coming?"

"Yes, i just told them. Come to the address i'll send you. See you"

"Okay."

At the very moment Seungyeon had her photoshoot, Jonghyun on one side was at his work room in FNC when he got a text message.

"Jonghyunnie, stop working. Lets go out, i want to see someone." Joon Joonyoung texted him.

"You want to see someone so i have to come ?"

"Yes, just come along okay? I also asked Zico and Taejun to come along"

"You just asked to have us bullied."

"No, its a girl this time."

"A girl? For real? What happened with the last time ?"

"Yah! You know what happened ! You were there when she dumped me !"

"Right. Kkkk, sorry. Arasseo, i'll be there. Send me the address." And he leaned back on his chair.

When destiny acts, it comes in so many different ways. It acts through people.

"Seungyeon ah!" Mori found her just entering the small jazz bar where there was a small stage with a piano and different instruments and a mic and small round tables. The bar was cozy and dark but gives a good feeling. She didn't have much time to fix herself up, but since she had a light make up for her photoshoot she didn't bother to erase it. It emphasizes her brown eyes and rosy soft lips. She was wearing her best skinny jeans and a white polo shirt that was tucked in only in the center. Being so simple but she looked so amazing and beautiful. Seungyeon and her friends gathered at one table and men turned their heads towards them, her friends all looked so beautiful too that girls in the bar didn't envy them but was amazed at them. A girl came up on the stage and was getting ready to play the piano and everyone applauded her.

"Just in time" Joonyoung said as he entered the jazz club and everyone was clapping their hands. Zico and Jonghyun was talking to each other when they entered as Taejun and Joonyoung was in front of them. They heard the piano playing that caught their attention and looked their heads up, Jonghyun raised his head and he should've looked at the stage but like an instinct, he raised his head up and looked at the right. Just like a force, his eyes met her eyes.

In just that moment seeing her, every memory went in his head playing like a movie and doubted it whether it was a dream or not. His feet led him towards where she is and he can hear his friends call his name, he was walking towards her without breaking their stare, but halfway of their distance her eyes changed, she looked scared, terrified and obviously didn't want Jonghyun to come close. He stopped. He froze.

"Yah! Lee Jonghyun! Are you alright?" Joonyoung grabbed his shoulder from behind and was beside him. Joonyoung followed Jonghyun's eyes and saw what he was looking at. He knew what was wrong and made Jonghyun turn around towards their table. When Jonghyun was sitted at the chair, he was still quiet and everyone was worried for him.

"You know its not the right time to see her." Joonyoung said as Taejun and Zico nodded with agreement.

"I know."

"Then what are you being worried about?" Zico said.

"Hey eyes. It changed from shock, to being afraid. As if, as if I would hurt her. As if she didnt want to see me."

"Maybe youre just thinking that." Taejun said, with a comforting voice.

"No. I am sure."

"I came here to see that girl play but instead Jonghyun becomes a stone. What is this ?" Joonyoung said as he saw the girl he came for come down from the stage gaining a lot of applause.

"Lets go buy drinks." Zico said and immediately ordered drinks.

While on the other side, Seungyeon pretended to be fine. But she just cant keep still, she wants to run to him, hug him and have her hold him. But she was afraid she wont be able to suppress her feelings and it would cause them trouble if she turn irresponsible now, especially that they are at the peak of their career. She grabbed a hold of Mori's shirt to help herself stay at her space.

"Are you alright ?" Mori looked at her.

"Yes, im-- im fine."

"Are you sure ? Are you tired ?"

"No, im fine. Just--"

"Just what?"

"He's here." Mori raised her eyebrow and looked at Seungyeon. She wondered who Seungyeon was talking about, but besides of  the actors she knew Seungyeon had worked with, there was only one man who Seungyeon was uncomfortable of mentioning. Him.

"Lee Jonghyun?" She asked and Seungyeon nodded. Mori raised up her head and scanned the bar. There on the left side, sitted on the table with 3 more guys drinking off themselves was Lee Jonghyun.

"Is he alright ?" Seungyeon asked, trying not to look at his side.

"He surely is not. He looks like he just lost everything." Mori said and Seungyeon closed her eyes and took deep breaths. At the same time, Mori caught the eyes of Zico who was looking at their side. She immediately broke the look and attended to Seungyeon.

"I need to have a drink." Seungyeon said and Mori nodded her head.

"Hey girls, order up the drinks." Mori said and they started drinking.

When destiny acts, it comes in so many different ways. It acts like a bad thing but usually ends with a good thing.

2 bottles of alcohol down for Seungyeon, she felt herself get buzzed and thought that it was not good, she only wanted to drink but not get drunk. But as she started to drink hoping she could forget the feeling of running towards Jonghyun who was under the same roof and in the same space as her she took more drinks than she could usually handle. While on the other side, Jonghyun wasn't getting drunk even though he had already consumed 4 bottles of beer and it was more than he could handle. Joonyoung and Taejun also drinking more than usual was talking about other things aside from the girl Joonyoung wanted to see and Jonghyun's situation. Zico was the only one who was moderately drinking and was worried about everything.

"Jonghyun, i think you should stop drinking." Zico said and Joonyoung and Taejun stopped talking and also looked at Jonghyun.

"Im not even getting drunk." Jonghyun said and sighed, closed his eyes. "Is she still there ?" He asked his friends while his eyes are closed. The three of his friends looked at where Seungyeon was.

"She is there alright, and i think she has it worse than you do." Joonyoung said. Jonghyun closed his eyes tighter that made creases on his forehead.

"Do you want to go?" Taejun asked.

"No, id like her to go first. At least know she is going home with her friends." 

"Wow, you are shining right now Jonghyun. Theres just no armor." Joonyoung said and Zico hit his chest but Jonghyun wasnt feeling annoyed or anything since he knows Joonyoung was just like that and to be honest, he did saw himself being a martyr knight for her.

"Well she is getting up." Zico said and Jonghyun immediately opened his eyes and saw that Seungyeon was standing up. But then fell and caused a waiter that was carrying glasses to trip and break everything. Jonghyun, Zico, Taejun and Joonyoung immediately stood up looking at the scene. Seungyeon and her friends, kept saying sorry and the manager went to them, talked about the ruckus.

"We'll pay for it. We just have to go, our friend has emergency stuff she needs to do." Mori said as Seungyeon was being held by their friends. She looked at her back and saw that Jonghyun was standing up and so was his friends looking concerned. Her face reddened and knowing Seungyeon, she would've wanted to run away right now. 

"Of course, its fine. This always happens. I'll send you the details. Please if its an emergency." The manager said and paved their way out. The girls thanked the manager and said sorry at the waiter.

"Please don't give him trouble, it was my fault." Seungyeon blurted before leaving and the manager heard it and nodded.

"Wasn't she Gong Seungyeon?" The manager asked the waiter but even before the waiter can give an answer, 4 bodies passed by them in a flash.

"Wasn't that Lee Jonghyun?" The waiter asked the manager. They both scratched their head.

"Whats your plan?" Zico asked Jonghyun.

"Im gonna talk to her." Jonghyun flatly said and rushed towards the girls waiting at the bus stop. Seungyeon was sitting at the shed while the girls surrounded her asking if she was alright ?

"I think we should just call a taxi." Ujoung said and Mori nodded.

"Excuse me." Jonghyun said standing just 3 steps away from the girls and everyone looked at them. Mori saw Jonghyun stand and know that he feels awkward and so does his three friends that was standing behind him.

"Lee Jonghyun ssi." Mori said and looked at Seungyeon.

"Why are you saying his name? I should be the one saying it. Lee Jonghyun." Seungyeon said and his name came out of ther lips very slowly, Jonghyun felt his body get hot.

"Im sorry, she's drunk." Mori explained to Jonghyun and she saw how his expression turned from worried to pained.

"Who is drunk? Im fine !" Seungyeon said and stood up but wobbled, everyone moved forward towards her being worried, even the three bodies behind Jonghyun.

"Can i talk to her?" Jonghyun asked.

"Im not sure if that a good idea." Mori said and looked at the other girls.

"It would just be short." He pleaded. And Mori looked at her drunk friend. She thought that it would be a good thing, for Seungyeon to face her feelings.

"I'll leave her to you." Mori sit Seungyeon down "Seungyeonnie, were leaving for a moment. Stay here with him okay?" Mori talked to Seungyeon as if she was a little child.

Everyone gave them space but not very much, they could still see and hear what the two are doing. Jonghyun sat beside Seungyeon having a space of nearly 3 inches.

"Are you alright?" Jonghyun started.

"Fine."

"Why are you being like this? I thought we were on good terms."

"Yes we are."

"Then why are you being like this?"

"Being like what?" Seungyeon said with a higher voice than usual and Jonghyun looked at her, her face was red and her eyes are threatening tears.

"I love you." Jonghyun said with a low voice. There was silence for a moment. 

"You're fighting unfair." Seungyeon said looking away.

"How am I unfair?"

"You -- you are making me go against my resolve."

"And what is that?"

"Why do you have so many questions! You're making my head hurt."

"Tell me what are your thoughts Seungyeon ah! Why are you being like this when you were the one who said to stay friends !" Jonghyun bursted and their friends was also shocked, especially Taejun who was afraid of Jonghyun being mad.

"Dont you think we have to stop them?" Taejun asked the rest.

"No, he wont stop until she gives him an answer." Joonyoung said. Lucky for them, it was already late night and only a few people was on the street they were on.

"Why are you shouting?!" Seungyeon also shouted and started to cry. Jonghyun grabbed her hand but she shook it off and stood up, Jonghyun also stood up and everyone became alert taking a step forward towards the angry love birds.

"Sit down, you're gonna hurt yourself." Jonghyun said.

"No! Why are you ordering me around?!"

"Im not ordering you around Seungyeon! Im just worried about you!"

"You dont have to be worried !"

"BUT I AM!"

"THEN DONT BE!"

"BUT I AM GONG SEUNGYEON!"

"YOURE BEING UNFAIR!"

"AGAIN! HOW AM I BEING UNFAIR ? TELL ME SO I CAN UNDERSTAND!"

"YOURE UNFAIR! YOU SHOULDN'T BE WORRIED ABOUT ME! YOU SHOULDN'T BE CARING ABOUT ME! YOU SHOULDN'T BE!!!"

"WHY? WHY CANT I BE WORRIED ABOUT YOU?"

"BECAUSE I'LL HAVE NO REASON TO HATE YOU!"

"What?"

"WHAT WHAT?"

"Why do you want to hate me?"

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU TO DEATH THAT I ALWAYS WANT TO RUN TO YOU AND TO HAVE YOU HOLD ME AND TO TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME AND KISS ME AND HAVE YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AND--" even before Seungyeon can finish her sentence, Jonghyun pulled her in and landed his lips on hers. His kiss deepened as he hugged Seungyeon tighter and his emotions over flowed. Seungyeon received his lips and as the moment was happening she loved it, how his lips moved on hers and his hold on her even if it was tight, she missed him. But then, as if she was thrown cold water she realized it was wrong. She tried to get out, but she was no match for his strength. He was devouring her lips with kisses, so Seungyeon gathered all of her strength and pulled away and slapped Jonghyun. They all froze.

"Just because I told you I love you doesn't mean you can do anything you want with me. Maybe being friends isn't enough, from now on-- im cutting off all our ties. I should have done it in the first place."

"Why?" Jonghyun whispered and his voice made an effect on Seungyeon. Making her feel like to give feather kisses to the cheek she slapped.

"What why?"

"WHY ARE YOU MAKING IT HARD FOR THE BOTH OF US ?! I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME ! IS THAT SO WRONG? IS IT WRONG FOR US TO LOVE ? DO YOU REALLY WANT TO DO THIS ?" Seungyeon has never seen Jonghyun burst like that and so does his friends, he has never blown up so mad like that ever in his life. But what Seungyeon was doing wasnt going through his head no matter how he processes it.

"No, its not wrong." Seungyeon said calmly.

"THEN WHY?!"

"Because I love you, i don't want to drag you down. No matter what i do now, i still wont be worthy of you. I dont want to ruin what you have worked hard for."

"No... No Seungyeon. You are more than worthy. Please please dont do this... Please dont, i love you. Youre hurting yourself, we can run away from all of this. Please." Jonghyun kneeled and begged in front of Seungyeon holding both of her hands and he hasn't begged for anything ever in his life. The strong Jonghyun, the manly Jonghyun crumbled in front of a girl. Everyone was shocked. 

"Stand up."

"No. I wont! I'll kneel until you say you'll be with me." He tried to fight off the tears.

"Oppa please."

"No." Jonghyun looked down in the ground and Seungyeon looked at him. She felt so awful for making Jonghyun kneel when all of this is her fault. She badly wants to say that she'll run off with him, throw away everything  for him. She kneeled down in front of him, made him look at her by holding his chin.

"The reason Im doing this, is because I love you. I am so sorry for being so awful and evil breaking you like this. But you are strong oppa, i just cant let you throw away everything. You have your world and so do i and its different from one another. Just let me go. Just go back to where you were before i came.

"You make it sound so easy."

"Everything should be doable for you Oppa."

"Not that. I cant."

"You can."

"I dont want to."

"Then do it for me." She said with a slight smile on her lips and he was speechless. He doesn't get why he should forget her when they both love each other. All she can think of is the aftermath once they become together, he believes they can do it but what is the point in believing when the other party doesn't? 

"I love you." He said, as if it will be the last words he can say.

"I know." She said and kissed his cheek that she slapped. "Goodbye." Seungyeon stood up and looked at her friends and the girls ran towards Seungyeon and immediately hailed a cab. The guys also ran to Jonghyun and helped him up.

"She's gone. She's really gone." He said.

"Lets get him home." Joonyoung said and they went home.

Time is so precious that it can never go back, not ever, not for anyone.

She tried so hard, she worked hard to forget and prove herself in front of all the people criticizing her for using someone to get fame. But she is not that person, she works hard, she is kind and loving that people who knows her admire her and she gives back. She proved herself worthy to be called an actress as the ratings of her dramas always had high ratings, commercials and ads call her a blue chip as she garners a lot of love calls from different kinds of offers, she also recently starred in the highest grossing film and her name always comes up in the entertainment. She became an actress that shows her own fragrance of a character, the kind of actress she always dreamed of being.

He was hurt and went to slump, he forgot what he is, and what he does. His band members had almost given up on him, but his family didnt. His family talked to him knowing of Seungyeon's reasons since they still had contact from her previously. But ever since that night that she decided to cut of all ties, they dont know anymore but to help Jonghyun since they understand Seungyeon. They made him get back on his feet and when he did, he became one of the most respected idols, aside from being in a band he also successfully debuted solo in Korea and became more admired by the people. But he bounded himself in music, writing songs of longing and missing and being hurt but also songs of standing up and being strong, every time he releases a song it always goes up the charts. He has never acted again, afraid of who he might bump with.

But with the different worlds they are in, it is still small. They still know what the other has been doing and has achieved and they couldn't be more proud for one another, thinking that their loss of each other meant gaining more for them as individuals.

But as an individual is being one and not together. And it hurts. Because walking away from someone you love is harder than loving someone. 

Destiny is not something you can change, you can prolong it but it will always find its way around. 

"Hello? Oh minhyuk ah? Why?" Jonghyun answered his phone since it made him wake up, as he answered he looked at the clock on his bedside table, it was 8 am.

"Hyung! Did you just wake up?"

"Yes, why? What is it?"

"Hyuuuung!! We have a schedule today at 10!!! " As if Jonghyun was splashed with cold water he swiftly stood up and ran to the bathroom.

"What?? Why didnt i know that?"

"Didnt Manager hyung tell you yesterday?!"

"Did he look at me in the eye when he told me ? I wont remember it unless he looked at me in the eye!"

"Hyuuuuuuung!!!"

"Ok ok!!! I got it, im fixing up now. Where will i meet you?"

"Here at the company!"

"Arasseo! Im hanging up!"

Jonghyun immediately bathed and brushed his teeth and grabbed any clothes he can easily grab and immediately drove off.

He arrived in the company within 10 minutes, lucky he didnt get into accidents driving off within a superb speed.

"Yah ! Lee Jonghyun ! Grab you stuff ! Were going !" Yonghwa shouted at him looking angry.

"Why is he mad at me? We still have more than an hour?" Jonghyun asked Minhyuk.

"Jungshin cant be reached. Manager hyung went to his house." Minhyuk whispered.

"And why do i have to be blamed ? Sigh." Jonghyun grabbed his stuff and immediately went in the car.

"Hyung? Is Jungshin with you already?" Yonghwa was talking to manager hyung through phone and i decided to sleep at least until we get to the location and i had no problems dozing off.

While Jonghyun was sound asleep, Minhyuk looked at Yonghwa when he was done with the phone.

"Hyung." Minhyuk started.

"What?" Yonghwa answered slightly calmed down

"Do you think he'll be fine ?" Minhyuk said gesturing to Jonghyun.

"What do you mean?"

"He still doesnt know where were going, he has no idea. He might see her there."

"Thats not really our problem right now, Jungshin is our problem. But if it comes to that, trust him to be professional. We'll deal with it after." Spoken like a true leader, Minhyuk was convinced by Yonghwa's every word. They just have to trust each other to be there for one another.

To be in the same space that brings cold and warmth.

"Jonghyun ah! Wake up! Were here. Grab your stuff." Yonghwa woke Jonghyun and he immediately got out of the car and grabbed his things, the car was parked inside a building and they moved fast. They went inside the building and Jonghyun froze.

"This. Where is this?" Yonghwa and Minhyuk stopped with him while the staff went ahead towards their waiting room."

"Sungshin Women's University." Yonghwa answered and Jonghyun blinked.

"H-ho... Why here ?"

"Its a graduation ceremony, we were invited."

"Hyung." Jonghyun called out to Yonghwa.

"Youre scared ? Its been years Jonghyun, 7 to be exact. You have to act professional and deal with your feelings later. We have our responsibilities." Yonghwa said and Minhyuk was feeling awkward.

"Hyung!" Jungshin came running from behind carrying his stuff.

"Yah! Do you know the stress i got from you!" Yonghwa shouted at him and Minhyuk took a deep breathe.

"Im sorry. But--" Jungshin said and looked at the frozen Jonghyun then at Minhyuk, who shook his head as if saying not now.

"Lets go." Yonghwa said and they all moved towards their waiting room. There they were polished and fixed to look like the idol band CNBLUE that they are, but inside of Jonghyun he isnt feeling really much of an idol right now. Every feeling he had when he first met her at this place was coming back and it was ten times the feeling.

"10 minutes before the performance, everybody get ready." The coordinator announced and Yonghwa nodded. He went to where Jonghyun is and sat beside him.

"I know its hard, but there will be people out there who has nothing to do with you and your feelings. People who came here to have fun and watch us play, not watch you ruin yourself." He said and Jonghyun looked at Yonghwa and nodded, his words were true. They have nothing to do with what he is feeling so might just keep it to myself and deal with it later. Yonghwa smiled and tapped Jonghyun's back.

"Coffee?" A staff asked as he carried a tray of coffee, service served by the school. The staff distributed it and Jonghyun received one, he was afraid to take a sip but his body couldn't help itself and he took a sip. And as he predicted, it was the same iced coffee he drank with her.

"No, get yourself straight Lee Jonghyun. It has been a long time. And besides? What are you being afraid of? Its not like you're gonna see her ? She graduated years ago." Jonghyun told himself and took deep breaths.

"3 minutes! Lets move out!" The coordinator said and they all headed towards the great hall.

"Check your ear pieces and picks. Everyone alright ?" Yonghwa asked the members as they were backstage and getting ready to go out. Because of the feel of his guitar in his hands and ear piece in his ear, he felt being a musician and threw away his thoughts earlier.

They heard the applause as their name was introduced, they went out and played like how they used to, the best of the best and proved that they really are the only one CNBLUE. Everyone cheered as they ended their performance and introduce themselves. As it was a women's university, the cheers was triple the usual they got.

"Please give again a round of applause for our opening performance CNBLUE !" The president of the university said and they boys bowed and walked off the stage, as they walked off the president spoke.
"To start our ceremony, please welcome our very own alumni Ms. Gong Seungyeon." And the four boys stopped on their tracks and three of them turned around and see a beautiful lady come out from the other side of the stage.

As simple but elegant as always, she wore a white dress that just falls above her knee and with her hai tied to a ponytail, you can see her lines very well, just like an angel sent down to amaze every human being she walked to the center of the stage and bowed and received the mic. She spoke.

But no words was entering Jonghyun's head, when she heard her name her ears rang as if a gong was hit loud just beside his ears, he turned slowly and saw her gracefully on the stage. His heart felt like it would jump out of his chest and run towards her. He had the urge to run back in the stage and hug her and kiss her and never let her go, but he knows it would be irresponsible of him and she would hate it. After all these years, he thought he has buried it deep down but now that she is just a few steps away from her, it didnt feel like years at all-- it was like just yesterday when they chose, when she chose to let go. But he still loved her like that night, after all these years.

The three members looked at Jonghyun turn into a stone and Yonghwa immediately put a hand on his shoulder.

"What do you want to do?" Yonghwa asked.

"Im--im gonna get some air." Jonghyun answered.

"Sure." Yonghwa nodded and let Jonghyun go. He didnt need to worry about the girls swarming him since everyone was at the hall.

Under the same sky that brings rain and sunshine.

 He went out of the building not knowing where to go, but his feet acted on its own as if years didn't pass by and his body memorized every turn towards that spot. He ended up at the place where he first met her, under that tree and beside that wooden table and bench near the telephone booth. He looked around and remembered every scene that was happening that day, as if it was a movie. He took a deep breath an closed his eyes.

1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...10...11...12...13...14...15...16...17...18...19...

"Hello." A voice rang in his ears, he thought memories must have been so vivid that he heard her voice.

"Im crazy."

"Who's crazy?" That voice, he was so sure it was real coming from behind him. He opened his eyes and turned around. And as if it was how they started, the wind blew and everything turned slow motion. The sun shining down on her making her look like a complete angel, she was smiling at him and his heart felt like the day he first met her. Fluttering.

"You." He said

"Hi."

"Hi." He replied, totally out of words.

"How have you been?" Her voice sent chills to his spine.

"Im--im fine..." She nodded with a smile, he thought what was happening. If he bumped his head on his way out and now suddenly dreaming. Doubting if the present is a dream.

"Should we take a seat? Like before ?" She gestured towards the same bench they sat at before. He looked at it, hesitated for a moment but nodded. They took a seat. It was silent.

"Why-- how... Ummm. Hi." Jonghyun stuttering made Seungyeon smile and his eyes grew big seeing that. It made him go crazy.

"Oppa." She said, and those words coming from her lips was like 100,000 volts electrifying Jonghyun.

"Yes?"

"Were you really fine ?" She asked. He took a look at her for a moment before answering and he knew he was lying to himself and lying to her wouldnt do any better. She was honestly asking and he should give an honest answer.

"No." He said and looked at her expression, she slightly smiled and he was confused.

"Me too." She replied.

"I missed you like hell, every minute and every second i wanted to run to you and beg you to come back to me. To never let me go." He said, not breaking his stare at her. She looked up and met his eyes. How they both missed looking into each other's eyes. 

"I did too. I have never forgotten you Oppa, not one second."

Destiny, who disguises itself sometimes-- will still act on its own and be itself, bringing two people together that was always meant together.

"Even now?" He asked.

"Even now." She replied with a smile.

"Was it ever this easy?" He asked.

"It should have been this easy." She replied.

"I want to hold you right now." He said.

"I know." She laughed. And it was like bells ringing in his ears, it was the only laugh his heart was attuned to. 

She held out her hand towards him. "Hi, I'm Gong Seungyeon. Im no longer a rookie actress but please still look after me." She said and he looked at her hand then at her face, she wants to shake hands. "We have to start somewhere, hold my hand." She said softly.

He slowly reached for it and he held he hand, it was like his blood drank a hundred of energy drinks making him feel butterflies in his stomach and feel goosebumps all over, little did he know it was the same feeling for Seungyeon. 

"Hi, im CNBLUE's guitarist Lee Jonghyun. And i missed you." He smiled.

And for the past 7 years, he didn't hold back anymore, he genuinely smiled and felt happy for once after 7 years. He wanted to cry for joy and so did she, she didn't held back her tears for happiness of being able to touch him and to see him smile with his dimples that she dearly loved.

As she cried in his arms in the same space and under the same sky they first met, they knew that it would be the start of their story, a time where their past had started ha come again but for another story to be written.

Time passed between them, they both grew as a person individually and had build themselves a life that no one will be able to breakdown even if they try, now that they have started to accept and to love one another, they finally found what they always looked for.

Another heart to beat for the other, another body to walk on the same ground to face the world from now on. A person to be held in their arms and call it a home.

 

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Thank you very much for reading! :)

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avrylle #1
Thank you☺️
meowanj #2
O...m...g... That's all I can say right now. *speechless*
Psst... This is beyond daebak!
indah_prawitasari
#3
I re-read this ff again and again. I really hope gonglee will have happy ending too in reality and in the right time
shasyia #4
Authornim...you are jjang.
Terima kasih banyak
athrun_azzoe #5
Oh my god!!!! This is no joke!!!! Please keep on writing authornim~~~~~
mizz_oci #6
I just hate story like this. I bet if Jonghyun the one who did what seungyeon did in this story, people will blame him, and say it is wrong. If this happen in their real life I wish Jonghyun just leave her, coz it is not worth it at all.
prettyface1206 #7
Wow..... such a wonderful story authornim . I prayed that hope this will happen to them in real life. Jinja!!!! Gomawo
zhanea87 #8
sweet love story authornim. really love it
Sofia123 #9
Wow! Good writing . It is nicely done, I loved every minute of it ....