"No- please, can I- can I not jump?"
"Well, we've got no problem with that but Bangtan's image." The cameran scratched the back of his neck.
Taehyung looked like he was about to cry and sure, everyone who saw him will feel sorry.
"But Taeh-"

"V-hyung fighting!!"

Taehyung froze on his spot. He knows that voice.
He shut his eyes tight and evened his breath.
"Alright, I can do this." He said aloud.
"Are you sure? You don't have to force yourself."
"No, I can do this." Taehyung nodded.

"I can. I can do this. I can't disappoint anyone. I know I can do this." He chanted continuously as if hypnotizing himself. "I can't diappoint him."
The camera man shook his head knowing who is this 'him' Taehyung was talking about. After all his relationship with Jungkook isn't a secret between staffs.
"But I'm sure Jungkook won't mind you not-"
"No! I said I can do this and I will do this."

Yet once they reached the top, Taehyung really felt like jumping.
Without the rope.
Damn, he felt like dying.

Especially when he finaly realize how high above the land was he.
"Aish, really.." He sighed to himself.
"Will you jump?" The instructor asked.
"Yes."

-||-

As Taehyung was back to the ground, he tried to calm his ragged breathing as well as wiping those tears on his eyes.
When he was sure he looked well enough, Taehyung went to where his other members were.
Silently standing behind Jungkook.

It took awhile for them to notice him because all eyes were fixed on Namjoon who's currently up.

"Hey, are you okay?" Jungkook asked.
"Y-Yeah, it was nothing, really." Taehyung smiled.
However, Jin looked like he didn't believe his words.
"Your heart say otherwise." Jin frowned before he bursted out laughing.
"Ah, hyung!"
"Why? Why?" Jungkook asked curiously.
"Tae's heartbeat. It's clear that he's scared!"

"No, I'm not!"
Jungkook looked at Tarhyung with a smile and slightly messed his hair.
"Are you scared?"
"No!"

And Jungkook immediately tore his attention from Taehyung to the jumping Namjoon.
In honesty, Taehyung felt mixed emotions.
He was both relieved that Jungkook bought his lie and kinda sad that Jungkook can't see through it.

But he threw the thought away.
Because why would he want Jungkook to know that he was lying.
If he wants Jungkook's attention he should have say that he's scared. No need to lie.
Oh my god, Kim Taehyung you're becoming more and more like a woman!

He shoo