Chapter 1: I always keep the thought that something between them will happen and at least Jungkook likes her back, well there was one big hint that proved me right but thanks to Mina I was fooled.
That was such a nice read but also really depressing at the same time,,,
Chapter 1: Usually i dont get attached to a story that much it requires a lot to get me hooked over a story that i would need a day or more to get ride of those feelings inside me
Maybe i have a thing for sad love stories but thats not the only reason
I want u to know that u are an amzing writer i hope u can feel how much i loved ur ff through my comment
Gob bless u for writing this
Chapter 1: be honest i hated the word "hiding" because that all what she did her whole life hiding her love for him hiding herself from him hiding her pain her sickness till the last min of her life
And then the last moment came and o had one question in my mind
This girl spent her whole life loving him its unbelievable how can she love him that much and the only way he has ever thought of her is just a friend
They spent their whole childhood together has he ever even just once felt something for her i still had a that doubt that i had the whole time as much as i wanted to see his reaction after her death and to know how much she meant to him at the same time i didnt want my doubts to be proven right because that would be so epic and i maybe i cant adjust to it i didnt want to read that maybe maybe at a certain time of his life he did loved her
That was the thing i told u i was afraid of , i dunno if it was a smart guess or it was somehow obvious i dunno
What it would be like of she died with him beside her and her knowing that the man she spent her whole life loving him deeply madly
Reciprocate her feeling? Wouldnt it be a little painfull for her than to die oblivious that sometime in the past he loved her maybe not as much as she did because he was able to find someone he could love onece again and move on with the thing that sadly she couldnt do
Maybe god loved jungkook way too much because losing someone who was ur best friend the one u once loved but still having a beautifull wife whom u are in love with and a very sweeet daughter not like losing a girlfriend or maybe a wife u grow fond of her day by day to lose her at the end
So i guess luck was in his side
Anyway i am happy she never regreted loving him no matter how hard it was for her
Authornim i just wanted u to know how much this story affected me there are so many details i wanted to point them out but i m so emotionally unstable at this moment and i still have my feeling mixed
Chapter 1: U know when she finally accepted taehyung and they were officially dating eventhough u chose not to write the story in jungkook pov or anyone else(which i really appreciate after all this is mina's diary mina's story)but the way he reacted to the news was suspectiing
I was like noway what i am doubting right now is true i didnt want to believe it
In some time in the story i was sure she would never forget a somebody with the name of jeon jungkook nomatter how she tried i was sure her love will not fade eventhough their friendship somehow fadded with yearsbi quite accepted the obvious and was content with this fact as long as she has someone like taehyng then its okay
Its not like we all end up with someone we love somtimes friendship trust and respect and understanding do win over love
Eventhough i knew she was using taehyung and it was clear that she will never love him back but somehow i was happy he was till with her maybe if i read this story in taehyung pov i will cry a river and hate myself for saying that he was just a replacement a somebody who would fill her empty life and i m still happy abt it but still i will never regret it u know why because mina's character grows on me way too much to care for anything else
When i read the word stomach hurt pain it didnt took from me more that 5seconds to know that all my fears were right and the thing i was afraid of is coming my way
I had to stop reading and prepare myself for everything
My heart still aches while writing
How cruel life can be
Mina and jungkook both are same age both lived in the same house attended the same school but someone is happily married with a cute daughter and the other is suffering mentally and physically without anyone beside (thats why i told u i was happy atleast taehyung was there even if it will reduce her pain by 1% then its already something and its better than nothing)
Chapter 1: Well i really dunno from where to start but one thing i have to say it right now :why this ff is so underrated
Ok usually i try searchibg for a good ff by reading the most subscribed ones or most voted
But recently i start searching for everything that would catch my attention
When i read the introduction i dunno if i was smart or if u made it so obvious but i was sure this will be a very sad love story and i hoped that at least it would be a love story in thr first place because i was afraid that highly suspected it can be a one sidded love story and that would be too much for me to handl
Eventhough i wasnt in the mood for a heartbreaking story but as i told u the intro was so tempting so i couldnt help it but reading it and believe me i dont regret it at all infact that was one of the best decisions that i made
The moment soojung came in the pic i felt that nothing good will come from this but still i brushed all those bad feelings aside and tried to keep my hopes up
The moment taehyung said he is very patient by nature and he is willing to wait ,i was sure that jungkook and her will never ever be
Every moment i was trying to think in a positive way something would hold me back and when i look again the only thing i sense is "sadness" everything screamed loneliness sadness and i have to say hat off to u author-nim because at the end i wasnt a bit shocked or surprised everything seemed to make sense but one thing i was afraid of and i hoped that i was wrong but sadly i wasnt(i will tell u abt it later)
I was happy when she decided to take the london offer sometimes u need to go aboard and she def was in need for some time far from her miserable life far from her pathetic love far away from him
Chapter 1: the best one shot i ve ever read.
to me, this story have everything that a story needs to be complete.
thankyu for sharing whats in your mind dear author.
Chapter 1: Wow this was truly I moving story. I'm
Crying like a little kid rn. Thank you so much for this wonderful story! I do hope to read more of your stories soon!
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