silver hair fading from her fingers

remake the world with me, my dear
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  (v. silver hair fading from her fingers)

 

 

Seulgi falls in love with the boy who slips at eleven pm under her sheets and holds her like he has no other person to hold on to.

Every morning, she falls out of love with the empty space beside her and his shadow of a figure when they pass by each other in their college hallways with no hint of recognition. Whenever the hallways are too packed and bodies are smushed just to go through each side of different ends, she can feel his fingers brushing her fingertips and how it struggles to keep their hands together, even though it is even for a mere second.

She lets him, even though there is little to no love she spares for a boy in his silver hair, with fingers so bony yet long it always manage to slip between her pallid golden locks, in daylight as Jisoo is her sun and he is everything and he holds her hand to the world, showing themselves off with no shame and no fear and all Jisoo gives for her is love and love, affection and care and she falls and crashes vehemently with Jisoo in daylight.

His crescent shaped like eyes when he smiles down to her or up to her and how fragile and strong he is at the same time, with his soft palm and cracked fingertips and him burying his face between the locks of her hair and how sweet his smile is whenever she does something considerate for him when she is far from it. 

"Aren't you being a sweetheart right now? So rare of you to do this for me," when one day Seulgi decides to cook something for Jisoo and she actually tries to cook just so this boy can have a proper meal other than take out fast foods and sandwiches. 

"Thank you," he pecks her on the cheek and pulls her to him by encircling his arm around her neck, and Seulgi may seem unaffected for she has practiced herself in the act of not putting her heart on her cheek or even on her sleeves but she smiles inside of her heart.

Jisoo is a boy who shies away from lips to lips kisses and touch and it all makes Seulgi giddy to do more and more. But less of her is already enough for Jisoo, so she's careful to not overwhelm him. 

Another night and she can feel him slipping in beside her and pulls her with one arm to his chest. It is always like this between the two of them, never about taking clothes off and kisses involving lips. It's of whispers and hugs.

"You should stop coming back, Wonwoo."

"Why?" She hears a crack in his voice. She doesn't try to open her eyes.

"You can't keep doing this. Everything has come to an end."

"What end?"

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rapgodyoungjae
#1
Chapter 7: oh no :( your writing is so beautiful. I respect your decision but will continue to re-read your works so thank you for leaving them up.
paepalli
#2
Chapter 4: i kinda knew it from the beginning about what's wrong with wonwoo. and i'm crying at the fact at how he still finds her even though he doesn't remember her at all and falls in love with her all over again. i admire seulgi for being such a strong person, i wouldnt be able to face him if i was her and i realized that almost all of your stories have a character that smokes. is that your trademark? hahaha
paepalli
#3
Chapter 2: MY HEART CANT TAKE ALL THIS FLUFF.
wonwoo is such an ideal boyfriend i wish i can find someone like him someday lol.
paepalli
#4
Chapter 1: so i finally have the time to read this (ugh i hate exams) anyway, i'm so in love with this chapter. seulgi is such an insecure person and she's so lucky that she has someone like wonwoo by her side. usually, some boys would leave their girlfriends for always acting up but i'm so glad and touched that wonwoo still stayed with her and didn't leave her.
i can really imagine wonwoo wearing a winnie the pooh pajamas ahaha he would look kind adorable ;___;
realstar03 #5
Chapter 6: ohmygod......... you completely broke my heart with that one scene when seulgi tell wonwoo that its done already and he need to stop coming back

orz i love this but orz wonwoo..... well, seulgi-jisoo rls is so cute on this chapter... those innocent fairy like

anw, i love this, thank you
realstar03 #6
Chapter 5: i remember reading the first chapter but im not subscribed...

anw, i love this like i love any other your work, but i love this more because its seulwoo, :D

my fav chapter would be the 3rd one, the twist got me awe, and idk but i notice that its usually seulgi who's not a whole and wonwoo trying to make her whole?

i really love your story, thank you for writing this
eleutheromaniac #7
Alright, I haven't started reading this yet, but I realized that I /need/ to leave a comment just to talk about the description that you have up. I feel like it's been /ages/ since I've encountered a writing style similar to yours, with such careful emphasis on poetic language. The beauty behind the words matches the intricacy of the words themselves, and it's reminding me of how long it's been since I've read a romantic story, haha.

So excited to start reading this collection and drowning myself in the wonseul vibes.