This was inspired by Lost In Dreams I Follow Your Traces by naegahosh which is was inspired by i need u/prologue/ run series, this can be read on its own but if you read LIDIFYT you'll get my references and easter eggs ;D.

This fic would not have been possible without naegahosh's help as well as Mucha and berelain_notes!! I love you guys you are the best ;A; (Do check out their fics, 100/10 quality! These are their pseuds in Archiveofourown!)

So, with that, a couple things need to be brought to your attention;
1. There are references to dead people, one of which is Jin, and funerals.
2. There's references to past suicide attempts.
3. The boys argue and curse a lot. They're also just all really really Sad.
4. The boys do some illegal things.

if any of the above makes you uncomfortable, please keep yourself safe and close this tab.

If not, welcome. Feel free to cry with me.

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Jungkook can vaguely remember the very first funeral he'd been to. He was in elementary then, because he remembers wearing an old tattered black power rangers shirt. He had been obsessed with the show and wanted to watch that night's episode.

Instead, he'd been relegated to going around, delivering stale biscuits and coffee in paper cups. Everyone had worn whatever they wanted, short shorts, jeans, polos, tank tops-- but each and everyone had worn something black. Some had the scariest faces, gaunt, dark and half-lidded eyes. He was a bit frightened of approaching those people. But he'd imagined that everyone was the enemy and he was the lone ranger sent to defend the shiny exterior of the treasure box at the front of the room.

He hadn't realized that that box had contained his uncle's corpse then.