My first meeting with her was practically normal. 

She was beautiful and kind, it was things that crossed my mind at the time, but otherwise not to special. Women who are beautiful and kind not only her alone, so I did not pay much interest to that woman who was introduced by my bestfriend. 

The next meetings are also the same, not too special. We just merely exchanging polite smile to ecah other, just like the other senior and junior. To me, she's just a woman who was introduced by my friend and it does not mean I must have a special interest in her. She's just like other women. And I believe, I’ll never interested to her.  

But I was wrong

Everything suddenly changed because one thing. 

Only because an accidental meeting with her, our relationship began to change. I accidentally saw her cry alone and that time I was sure my friend once said if She never cried. So, at that moment I knew, this is a secret. The secret between us, that as if we made a deal without having to say anything. Her eyes had said it all.

After that, everything began to change. Our relationship is no longer merely exchanging a polite smile, but I started to greet her, so did her. All goes as it is and somehow, all of a sudden I've already become 'the shoulder to cry on' for her. 

Honestly, I'm enjoying all this. When she cried quietly beside me, who continue listened her, at that time I feel if  this is thing that was supposed to happen. As if beside her is the place where I belonged and indeed my fate.

I created indeed to be by her side and listen all her sorrow. That are all things that supposed to happen. And that's what I believe.

When I realized if our lives revolve like a movie. At first, I think we were the protagonist to that movie. But suddenly someone came and again, our story changed. Just a silly program and was originally accepted by her only for the sake for lift her group name. Just that, and I believed there would be nothing changed, but again, I was wrong.

That man gave her a laugh I'd never seen. He erased all her tears. 

She never cried again,and that fact  makes me feel scared. She did not cry anymore, and that means my existence is no longer needed. 

I actually liked her laughing face, of course. But seeing she laugh because another man, it hurts. If someone asked me to choose between saw her smile or cry, I will choose to see her cry. 

Why? Because tears are the only things that make my life ‘normal’ again, back to the way they are.

Now I understand.

In our movie, I was the hero character while she was a princess. And at the final a princess will always marry a prince, not a hero. I was a hero, he was a prince. Princess does not need a hero to be happy, she just needs a prince.

As I have said before. I was created to be by her side and listened to her sorrow, not to be a prince and live happily with her

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Hello ><

thank u for u all who was comment and subsriced me :')

almost all of u got it right! especially for the 1st chapter, it's Changmin :DD

I'll make this as 2shot, the confession still in the progress, so I just updated this. This like Monolog? or maybe prolog? I dont know, I just want to make their story from the begining till the conflict , but I make it briefly

what do u think about this? please do comment, because it'll give me some inspiration for the confession scene ><

See u next time ^.~