__________________

 

he entered with the code Chaerin gave him so long time ago

 

He gave thanks when this was accepted and he managed himself to enter into the house, that meant that they hadn’t changed since the the last time

 

he told to everyone that he had to caught a flight to Japan to see kiko, they weren’t together but it was known that they occasionally spent the night together

 

but since he knew chaerin too much, it was impossible for him to take that flight and don't get worry

 

that wall that surrounded her had increased in size with each message of hate in the past months

 

and little was left of the cheerful girl who dreamed for a solo debut in america

 

he knew Chaerin blamed herself for minzy departed from the group

 

which it was ridiculous

 

minzy still had a very strong contact with the entire company,

 

there was no problem more than her own dream of enjoy and live more than stages

 

when he got closer he saw a faint light came from her bedroom

 

but he couldn’t hear anything throughout all the apartment

 

perhaps she was asleep?

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.

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CL was shattered

 

she could not smile, and the food, did not last long in her stomach

 

What she does best these days, is sleeping, and hiding herself in the bathroom to mourn, hidden from the members

 

And working in the studio of course, these four walls of the company, gave her a comfort that no one else managed to

 

The news of minzy, broke her into pieces literally she had never through her mind that such a thing could happen

 

she feels more alone than ever,

 

where she belongs?

 

she has never loved his home so much, as in recent years,

 

but now everything was over

 

she slid the cursor across the screen while she was reading the latest news

 

Many fans wish her death

 

which was not the first time, she was not surprised at all

 

many others implored her to be the one who left the group

 

others asked for the complete disintegration of the group

 

In brief ... the hatred of the fans was getting higher

 

she heard a noise down the hall, but she knew that her lie was covered,

 

harin was in China,

 

her parents in Paris

 

and bom and dara, were with their families

 

she was completely alone

 

another article caught her attention and the tears welled up in her eyes to see the header

 

they were blaming her for the scandal of bom

 

Minzy departed...

 

How can it be that everything she does is have seen that bad?

 

She is a person

 

She can make mistakes but ....

 

she was human

 

She was so awful leader ?, she knew that nobody was perfect enough to the public eye but ...

 

no one could deny that she gave everything for her girls

 

it was she who pressed the president to get the girls performing at the last MAMA

 

But all her efforts always ended in nothing

 

Minzy knew her well enough to know it all

 

that is why she repeated again and again to jiyong to look after her even months before her departure

 

she would be the worst what happened, even if she didn't show it

 

and he laughed thinking that she was referring to her debut in America

 

He said she would achieve that with her good work

 

fool of him ...

 

he had left alone her best friend in one of her toughest moments and he was so much regretted

 

when the news came out, only knew it yg minzy and krush

 

he ran see the girls

 

cl came back on the first plane and said that until this is not solved she will not return to LA

 

whatever it took

 

when jiyong,  arrived from Japan

 

He went to their apartment as fast as he could

 

even so, was there Chaerin

 

she was consoling her two girls, while they were crying helplessly

 

taeyang and top were also there

 

showing their support, with their laughter and jokes

 

although nothing served

 

Chaerin consoled them  while she did not utter a word

 

what she could tell when there were no words to express it?

 

as a leader her first thought was the happiness of minzy

 

It was not good force her to stay….. right?

 

however much she he wanted her to never get out

 

so here she paused and did everything in her power to help the girls

 

hours later when the boys went home

 

he wanted to stay

 

between the two of them they helped to sleep the girls in bed

 

they felt guilty

 

days before both were in PH enjoying the freedom of bom

 

Why?

 

now what may they do?

 

when jiyong cleared the table and keep on the fridge the remaining food

 

Chaerin was leaning against the wall of the hallway

 

ellla not speak

 

she didn’t even gesticulated

 

she produces neither a sound

 

just as today .....

 

she was sitting on her bed, with the computer in her lap

 

and the tears that fell endlessly from her face

 

- What have I done oppa? because I don't…

 

- Chae chae .... chae oh my god, this hasn't been your fault it never has been and never will be, now minzy need your friendship, not you ....

 

- Vulnerability?

 

- It will hurt you hear it  but she is no longer your member chae, but she will continue to need your friendship, you don't want to lose that, right?

 

- no I don't…. oppa ... I can't. I never  had accepted that offer in america

 

- Chae don't like that talk .... It was a great opportunity and you will return to L.A to take advantage of it

 

Chaerin turned at the voice of bom and wiped away tears at the sight of the two girls at the door

 

jiyong smiled and knew what he had done best in call them on coming

 

- Eonnie ... I thought you were with your parents.

 

- Ji called us ... saying that you never left to your parents' home

 

Chaerin knew where this was going on and she detested it, she had to send them to their parents now it was late at night and the two needed to rest

 

- Eonnie you must go to sleep ... oppa was leaving, right?

 

- you know ... jiyong is so lucky, chae .., I've been wanting to do this for years

 

bom said approaching her and began wiping her cheeks with love

 

-you're Human chae ... and an incredible leader, never doubt that but ... let me for once be the biggest one, okay? Come with me and let me hold you ...., you need it and I need it ....

 

jiyong saw Chaerin fell into the arms of bom, beginning to mourn

 

- I can not do eonni I can not ...

 

- Of course you can chae, if you can not anyone could, you'll achieve this

 

dara said whispering, and approaching them

 

- I should have been there eonnie, I had ... ..

 

- what? reject your dream ?, again !, for us?

 

- Don't say that eonnie

 

- Is what it is chae, you rejected that film, you refuse to be on the catwalks, you could not reject your solo album in america, neither you can, nor must, chae

 

- Hunchae ... just drop it .... we are here, all of us

 

when Chaerin began to cry both girls hugged her and knelt down on the corridor

 

half an hour Chaerin later fell asleep deeply into the arms of bom,

 

physically and mentally exhausted

 

jiyong picked her up and carried her to her bed, where dara and bom settled in such a way to not disturb her sleep

 

They quickly fell asleep, as they prayed for all this to be over soon even though none saw the end

 

Chaerin awoke first that morning at the sound of an incoming message from her mobile

It was from jiyong

 

jingyo oppa:

 

look at your table… time to wake up sunshine

 

on the desk a folded note was waiting for her

 

Chaerin, I know it's still too early for you, but within 20 minutes will reach something your door, I really hope you enjoy it

and I also hope that tonight you will save for me a little bit of your time ....

it's okay in the study at 21, 00?

I hope you will be there ... take care of yourself, I really hope you're better today, and you could rest last night

all of you are free from all schedules ... today and tomorrow, courtesy mine and the president. hehehe

see you tonight…

 

being careful to don't wake up the girls, she got up and went to the bathroom

 

still had been not pass more than ten minutes when the doorbell rang

 

Chaerin frowned but she went to the door barefoot walking down the aisle without wanting to make noise

 

behind the door

 

minzy was smiling

 

-minji-ah… what..?

 

minzy no respondió pero la abrazó fuerte mientras lloraba

 

- How are you unnie? I never wanted this to happen like that .... I just ... I felt so trapped.

 

- I know ... I know minzyah. everything will be fine ...., you just ...., don't lose contact eh?

 

- Never unnie

 

The two sat and laughed talking about everything that happened during the last days

 

when bom and dara voices came from the hallway

 

-  chae are you okay? who are you talking to?

 

minzy laughed and cried

 

-unnies annyeong!

 

the screams increased as the two older only in age ran down the hall to jump up in cl and minzy that were sitting on the sofa

 

They talked about everything and nothing

 

how they had spent those days, and even what they ate

 

never leaving a space of silence

 

wanting to make the best those few hours together

 

after preparing a quick meal between the four, bom asked the question what they wanted all to know

 

- And how you're here? are you sent here by the president?

 

- Jiyong oppa talked to him actually

 

minzy said looking at who hiding her gaze cl

 

bom dara laughed and asked

 

- he really has done it for you right? what did he say?

 

- Nothing, the last night he left me a note that's all

 

- nothing? Jiyong oppa finally invites you to a date and you say it's nothing?

 

-WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

 

bom and dara started talking at once while minzy laughed and cl blushed with shame

 

- Is not that unnie ... he only ....

 

- show them the note unnie

 

- Minzy yah !!!

 

- where is where is !!?!?!?

 

dara bom and ran to the dining room while Chaerin hid under the thick blanket from the couch

it would be a long afternoon