jungkook pov

there's only yoongi and jimin hyung still cuddling when i wake up, when i'm heading to kitchen, i see taehyung sitting at the balcony, his face looks restless. i knew, his heart still heavy because yoongi proposed jimin in front of him. i join him after made a hot chocolate, "wanna some?" he just smiling, somehow my heart aches looking at him like this. "do you still thinking about yesterday hyung?", "not really. i just want to relax right now. i think i need to clear my mind" i don't know why he had to be hurt like this, he was right, if only we met before he fell for jimin, he wouldn't be hurt.

the silence make me feel sleepy, the air also supporting to make my eyes heave. i lean my head on taehyung's shoulder, when i close my eyes, i feel he kiss my head then his hand rubs my arm. i feel so warm. "hyung..", "yes kookie?", "i just wanna say i love you. more than yesterday" he kiss me again. "kookie, i know maybe right now isn't a good timing to say this, but, i want to say sorry. sorry that i still couldn't forget my feeling for jimin, sorry for hurting you again and again, sorry because i still couldn't ask you to be my boyfriend. i just-", "ssh, stop hyung. i know it all and i'm totally okay. okay? you know that i'm willing to waiting for you, so please, don't say sorry, okay? i don't wanna rush you, so you don't need to force your feeling for me, okay?" i cut him off, then kiss him on his lips.

he kissed me back, softly. his hands slowly touch my back and hug me, he pushed me to the corner of the chair and bam~ my hot chocolate spilled out onto my thigh. well, it's not that hot but still hot. taehyung rushed searching something to wipe it. he's back less then one minute, immediately he wipe my thigh, he stopped when he reach my upper thigh. we both looking at each others eyes, then laugh.