jackson is dancing-like mad man. mark is smiling at him. he know that jackson will run to him after that, take one shoot of liquor then crying laughing like crazy, then he will angry. that jackson habbit. he know it.

jackson sit in front of him while take his liquor. 

"stop drinking, man" mark take the glass

"ya! give that!" jackson try to take his glass

"no. take this. and go home. you'll okay even without her jack. she is just another girl" mark give him a glass of juice

"i'll remember it" jackson said. 

youngji pov

sejin take me to my room, there is dad standing in front of my room. so i try to give my cutest smile ever to him, sejin try to not like scared to him, but i think sejin failed for today, cause daddy doesnt even crack a smile to us. 

"i though you are in there" he pointed to the door

"i-its not like that, dad" i try to say something

sejin tap my shoulder 

"ah i mean. i just arrived dad" i said

"you know what time is it? listen to me. i didnt want you to break my rules like this again. you are my girl and i didnt want my daughter to come late like this. more if you smell like this, what is this?! alcohol? smoke? heo youngji. just because your mom is not like you can become wild girl!" dad look straight to my eyes

i nodded 

"smile. its not like i scold you cause i hate you. now go to your bed. sejin can sleep here if she want to" dad my hair

sejin push my wheelchair.

i live with my father. my mother, ah no. i have no mother, cause she leave me when i'm 10. and no i wont remember her as my mother, more the reason she leave us is because younger man, her new husband now. dad refuse to re-married because he think its enough to have me and my brother beside him. my brother study aboard cause he have to continue my dad's company. i know daddy is not easy people, he never go easy with his childs, he teach us to become strong people, and i think that was once of another reason mom leave him, because he is too hard to us. but i'm sure he do that cause he love us. 

sejin sleep beside me, but i cant sleep. i feel like lost something in my life, and this is happened everyday. sometime i just sleep 2hour or i didnt sleep. this is happened to me since 3 years ago. and i dont know what is the reason of this.  

since i cant walk, i have to lean on someone but inside my heart it was just too shame. but thank God, i have sejin and my family on my side.

 one day mom came to see me while crying, she said it was regret everytime she think of me. she said she want take care of me. but i wont. i wont live with her and her new husband. she give me deep scar at my heart, and i still cant forgive her. no. even if she beging. cause regret will always come late, if she know it, she wouldnt even do that thing to us. so she deserve it.

youngji pov end

jackson pov

its not as easy as mark said. for her i give almost my everything. i was a bad boy, but for her i stop go to club, i stop smoking. i stop playing with the girls. even if she want me to change my relagion, i will. 

but how dare she do this to me? this is so hilarious. i just want to laugh hard. but i cant. the reality is if i laugh, the tears is come out. no i'm not crying for her. but i cry for my self. i spend my time with her just to be dumped like this. such a lovely time. right?

now mark is patting me, he is my bestfriend. he more like a family to me. but sometime he feel like enemy too.

"ya! get yourself! its not like you jack!" mark slap my back

"ya! its hurt! you hurting me just like her!" i said

"i guess you are drunk now. i'll call your mom" mark take his phone

"i'm not mamaboy, dude! stop calling my mom! i can go home by my foot" i take the phone

"you. you're ever change. you're as always child. no i will not let you go home alone. cause you will go to her house and destroy all" he said while hit my head

"ya! i'm. not. child. heee~" that was the last sentance i remember that night, cause when i wake up i'm already on somebody bed with no clothes. 

jackson pov end

that night jackson is walking to mark's room while drunk, so drunk to even know what he do. 

"i will sleep with you tonight! close the door!" jackson shouting

"ya! wang jackson are you crazy?! look! this is me!" mark push him to the bed 

"ah noona!! nooooooo! nooooo! what are you doing to me is... bad! you bad girl! you will get your punishment!" jackson huging mark

"wang jackson! o my god! what are you doing!? ya!!" mark give him low kick

"its hurt! noona! you cant do this! no with me! no playing anymore! its no no!" jackson trying to hug mark again, but mark is running as fast as he can.

it was early in the morning when jackson wake up and find he is . he come out from the room with just towel on his body. 

"WAKE UP YOU JERK! W