Yuri's Pov

Some say it ain't over till it's over 
But I guess it's really over now 
There's something I gotta say before I let you go 
Listen... 

I was sitting on the couch alone as the house was quiet.. Things happened between us and you left. My friends tell me she still loves me and some say she doesn't, but I'm guessing she doesn't. Well I'll talk to her when I meet up with her at the high school reunion

Can't believe what's goin' on 
Gotta keep my cool, be calm 
When I heard you and he was screamin' out of control 
All I can think about is "No, no, no... he won't 
hurt the one I've cared for so long, long... Hell, no." 
I know we're done, and now it's none of my concern but how 
can two be windin' out from only weeks in goin' out 
Just makes me feel that what we had was real 
Could it be or is it too late? (Oh, oh baby) 

I heard you was ok with him.. Sometimes I need to keep my cool when I see you two together, but when I saw him screaming at you when I saw you at the bar with him, all I thought was to beat him up. I know we're done Sica, but thinking that I need to protect you, should be needed, but instead I didn't save you. Weeks and months went by and school reunion was here. Just looking at you from afar, makes my feelings that we had before was real.. Could it be too late to ask you out again or no??

Baby! 
Listen to your heart, won't let you down 
Cause you should be my Lady! 
Now that we're apart love will show how 
Life carries on... 

I was sitting alone at the school reunion as everyone here was dancing their butts off. I sighed and drank a lot of beer, but I wasn't drunk yet. Someone sat in front of me as I saw her.. Jessica Jung.

"Hey." She said 
"Hi."
"You alone??"
"Well, no one is sitting around me.. What do you think??" I asked 
"Want to dance??" She asked as I stood up.
"No.. I'm going home." I said
"Yul." She said as she grab me wrist
I yank my arm away and said
"No! I don't want to dance with you even if it hurts my heart just to say it out loud. If you didn't leave me. My heart wouldn't be like this. I would die just to take this pain away.. No other girl can make this pain go away. You know why?? Because my heart belongs to you." I said as she stood there looking at me.
"You ended our relationship to be with Tyler.. If you want a real family, he's right over there." I said as I pointed to Tyler who was on the other side of the gym
"Me.. I'm done with relationships because of you. If you want to go, go." I said as she stood there. 
I huffed and walked away. Tears started to form as I went to the back of the school. I leaned on the wall and started to cry out my heart. I heard footsteps coming towards me as it stopped in front of me
"Go away!" I said
"Is that how you treat a friend??" I heard a familiar voice. I looked up at it was my best friend Kim Taeyeon.
"I want to be alone" I said as she sat next to me
"I heard she's engaged with him." She said as I was silently crying
"I know it hurts. With your lover leaves you." She said as I scoffed
"Yea.. But Tiffany want back to you." I said
"True.. But then point is Yul.. When will you tell her how you really feel." 
"I did tell her how I feel." I said
"No.. Like as in the feeling from the past, before she left you." She said
"Even if she looks in the past, she'll never love me for real.. Not even for a long time." I said as tears was still rolling down my cheeks
"Love can hurt, but can be heal." She said
"Not,all of them." I said as I cried even more.

I've never felt so strong 
Life can lead us to a happiness never ending 
If we just know that we belong to each other 
Never worry, grow as we go 
See you in your wedding dress 
I can see you in your wedding dress 
I see you walking down in your ... (wedding dress) 
I can see you in your wedding dress (Oh, yea~) 

------- 5 years later -------

I went to my mail box to get my mail.. As I pick it up, there was a mail that was a special looking one. I went inside my house as I took that special mail and opened it

Dear Yul,
I know your mad at me for leaving you. I didn't mean to.. Tyler just mixed up feelings with yours and I didn't know what to do.. I asked all my friends and they said I should go to him.. And I listened.. I had a choice between the two of you and I pick someone else besides you.. Im really sorry. If I could make it up, could I see you again? Could you at least text back my text messages or something? I'm worried about you and thinking that I should come back to you. Well.. If you want or can.. Could you make a song on any instrument and play it on my wedding?? Text me if you can.. The day of my wedding is may 1st. Thanks and hope I could see you again. Bye. 
Jessica Jung
Sicababy

I finished reading as I didn't noticed tears was falling. I put the mail down as I went to my piano and start making the wedding song for her. 

I was never perfect no 
But I'd never let it go to a point I'm ragin', throwin' making you uncomfortable 
What he didn't, did to you was unacceptable 
You cl