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19 April 2016

This post is dedicated to the six boys that I'll always love...

 

The day has comes. The day that we all scared is here. The day that will turns our nightmare to reality. 

 

Jang Hyunseung, 

You leaving Beast is the most heart breaking moment in my life as a fangirl.. 

I believe in you, I listen to your words, I work hard to support you. 

But in reality, this thing still happened.

 

19 April 2016 is the day you left us. 

You left us all while we're in tears. You left us without meeting us. You left without looking back. You just left us. 

 

I've been waiting for you for past years to come and see me because I'm your b2uty. You said you loves b2uty. You said you loves b2st. You said this and that but why this thing still happened? 

 

Yoon Dujun, you're my bias, you're our leader. I thought you'll always solve all of the problems in Beast. I thought you'll always approach everyone to settle this problems. But why this thing still happened?

 

Yong Junhyung, you're the one that I trusted the most when it comes to Hyunseung. Even though you guys not able to communicate with each other anymore, but I still know you care about him the most. I trusted you all along. But why this thing still happened?

 

Lee Kikwang, you're the main dancer in beast. I thought we can always see you with hyunseung to show us great and powerful dance. You promised us to comeback as 6. Was that just a false hope? Why this thing still happened?

 

Yang Yoseob, you're the one that I put my believes to make everything just like usual. I thought Beast will stay together as 6 for 50 years. You promised us right? But why this thing still happened?

 

Son Dongwoon, you're the maknae in the group. I thought you'll always be that spoiled brat asking for hyunseung not to leave. But why this thing still happened?

 

Remember in MTV B2ST you guys went to karaoke to celebrate hyunseung's birthday. That was a very beautiful memory to see everyone treasure each other. Hyunseung even said he loves you guys. 

 

To B2UTY, why this thing still happened? Dont we give them enough love? Dont we give them enough success? Dont we give them enough happiness?

 

But B2UTY, why cant we protect them from this? Why cant we solve this problem without having any withdrawal? Why cant we take care of our oppas just like they're our family? Why cant we appreciate them enough like how they appreciate us? Why cant we be the one to be there with them for the rest of their life? 

 

I guess its too much to ask for from you guys to stick together. Yeah I know people tend to break their promises but I never know it will be this hard to accept it. 

 

I sounds like putting the blame on every members. In fact, I just need to let everything out from my mind. They fooking promise us and I hold on to that promise like crazy waiting for them. I dont why this happened. I need my rest mode from this stuffs. I just need to work hard to forget this and comeback as brand new fangirl for Beast. For me, Beast will always be 6. 

 
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Booklover34 #1
Chapter 1: I'm sad about him leaving too, but I can't say that I hadn't seen this coming. Ever since the start of troublemaker that's when I saw the growing distance with hyunseung and the other members. All of them purposely drove a wedge between all of them against hyunseung. I honestly think that everything went downhill when hyunseung and hyuna's sub unit unconsciously established a love triangle between hyunseung, junhyung, and hyuna, with the other members choosing junhyung's side. When hyunseung's father died all of beast was their for him, but hyunseung made it apparent that he was spiraling into depression, so during that time hyunseung was the one who pushed everyone away including beast whenever they tried to reach out to him. But just when everything seemed to be going back to normal.... BAM! troublemaker made a comeback and all hell broke lose. I'm still sad about hyunseung leaving but at least he's happier now, I've seen his reunion picture with big bang and I realized how happier he was compared to when he was in his strained relationship with beast. I really hope beast would acknowledge hyunseung's departure though, I'm not dissing them but they've been with seunggie for 8 years, I wish they would at least note the fact that they lost their second best singer/best dancer and more importantly a friend. They weren't always like that, there was a time where they were all brothers and hyunseung likewise cared about them. Oh well, I guess this burns all the chances kikwang has with hyunseung's sister, he obviously likes her and too bad because hyunseung's sister liked him too. BTW if you search for hyunseung's sister, her pictures are better on instagram than in what you find with google. I swear she's smoking hot. Her name is jang geurim, but her instagram is J.Gream with the nickname rimi. Her instagram is private but she'll accept your follow request instantly once she sees it. I know because I follow her.
wsp0905 #2
Chapter 1: this is so.... ㅠㅠ
Ingrid-anrui #3
Chapter 1: I understand you... Truthfully, I deliberately browse "beast" today in order to see if someone wrote smth about Hyunseung's leave because I thought I could move on. It wasn't even painful at the start, but actually it was that I still hadn't realized... Now, I realize, I realize that it really ... And I suddenly can't think about anything else... Thank you for writing this... You did well, now we just want to blame everybody just in order to let go our pain like you just did. But at the end, we can scream or cry but there's no use to. It doesn't solve anything. But we use thinking that it dryed one of our thousand's tears. And if it did, then we should keep on writing...
blossomlove21 #4
Chapter 1: No one knows what the future holds that's why we need to be careful with the promises we make. It also pains me to see them break up. Hyunseung oppa is my bias and I will continue to love him and Beast.
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