Everything change. Everything change once Chaeyeon when to Produce 101. The phone called,the text every morning become decrease. Yebin always want to think positive. After all,she the one who suggest them to take a break.

But it just a break. A few days without each other. Not actually break up. But its seem like that now.

They’re force to separate by the company.

Yebin wish with all her heart that she shouldn’t convince Chaeyeon to make out in their practise room. It’s a plain stupid. But she can’t help herself. Who would be patience when they have a stunning girlfriend like Chaeyeon.?

All their member know that they’re dating. Seunghee always, always warned both of them to be careful outside dorm. She know the camera everywhere. But they both just teenager who falling madly in love with each other.

 Chaeyeon is her first love after all.

She remember the feeling from long time ago. The first time she meet Chaeyeon. The girl really have a thick bang. Really timid and don’t talk to people much.

She just come in practise room, attend a vocal class and go home. The circle continue.

But Yebin always know her presence. Always know what time she would come into the building. Always know what her favourite swearshirt. She always know.

She the one who start approach the younger girl (more like trash talking bout their dance teacher) and Chaeyeon laugh. She laugh so hard she fall from chair. And that’s the moment Yebin make promise to herself. She will protect this smile forever.

The first time she bring Chaeyeon to hang out with her group of friend,Chaeyeon not comfortable (thanks to Heehyun who always make a dirty joke). But the girl still be with her.

Jealous.

It’s all it take for Yebin to realize she falling for Chaeyeon. When the younger girl start talking non-stop about the upperclassmen in her school. Bout how tough he is. How cool he look when he played basketball.

“He so handsome. He even smile at me whe---“ Chaeyeon sentence get cut short with Yebin lips on her. The kiss is rough. Who blame her,this is her first kiss after all. And did she mension she jealous and mad.

It took her by surprised when Chaeyeon wrapped her arms around her neck and kiss her back. She feel like heaven. The senior that Chaeyeon talked long forgotten.

Little did she know. It’s one part of Chaeyeon plan to get her see her feeling.

“Wow. Finally after three thousand years of giving hint. You are so oblivious!” Chaeyeon said,smirks a little.

And she thankful for this evil genius.

Their relationship is normal. Not to much confusion. It’s raw.  It’s not bombastic like all Korean drama she watch every Thusday night. Its simple. Aren’t all love should be like that?

Heehyun and Eunjin tease them. A lot. It’s weird that she happy whenever they because its show that they support her relationship.

She’s happy.

Until one night Chaeyeon come to her room. Crying. She wrapped her arms around the younger girl waist. Tell her whatever happened. She will be there.

“They knew.” Chaeyeon says,trying to  clear the lump in .

“Well, obviously since we kissed all the time in the kitchen.”

“No. Not Eunice,Seunghee or Jenny. They. The manager” Chaeyeon continue. Yebin know it went to disaster.But their manager always put tolerance at them. He always does. “Jungyeol said,that we might be removed from DIA. He can’t protect us. KwangSoo knew.”

Then,Chaeyeon cried harder into her arms. They both know tomorrow gonna be a rough day. She feel like her world crush down.

How can things change overnight?

“Jungyeol text me. He said he will try negotiate with KwangSoo.” Yebin almost jumped from her sit when Seunghee speak.

“What the used? We been kicked out anyway” she replied,drinking the coffee she made. She can’t sleep when all she can think about is Chaeyeon future. This is her fault afterall.

“ Well,maybe if he used the right words, the damage will become less obvious.” The older girl look at her her,face full of concern. Like a que, she breakdown,crying her heart out.She feel Seunghee come closer,hugged her and repeatly whispers “ Everything going to be okay. “

Everything not okay. Yes,less damage. But they been separate.

Jungyeol plan worked. Less damage.

She have to give her phone to her CEO,all her activities will be clear, no guest in radio show, no personal v apps channel and of couse no communication with Chaeyeon.

While Chaeyeon will temporary removed from DIA and she will go to one of survival show for four months. It’s okay. She tell herself.

 Just four months.

“Yebin, what are you doing here?” Seunghee asked once she open their dorm’s door. “ You will be dead if our manager see you here.”

“Please Seunghee. I need to see Chaeyeon before she go to her new dorm.” Yebin give a pleading eyes. Seunghee might be firm but she love her follow member. They like a family to her.

“Fine. But only for a few minute. Manager oppa will come her in any second.” The older girl move a little. Giving a space for Yebin to enter her used to be dorm.

When Yebin come in,she walked to Chaeyeon room. She pretty sure now Chaeyeon is packing her lagguge. Four months stayed in Mnet’s dorm.

She hate how she hesitated to open the door. Did Chaeyeon want to see her? Or did Chaeyeon hate her now for putting her in this position? She don’t know. The pure love they shared turn to some rotten apple,and its all her mistake. And it hit her. She just bring so many sorrow to once a bright girl. She know that only with her heart,she can’t seem to have Chaeyeon at ease.

She don’t deserve Chaeyeon.

She walked to the living room. Take a pen and paper and writing some note. The note she sure she will regret. But they both need this now. A break.<