I don't understand why you did this...

You choose her over me...

I thought...

I thought you love...me?

Oh...

Maybe it's just me who think like that...

You seems don't love me..?

It's okay...

From now on , I let you go....   Kim Jongin

Even my heart broke

Even my heart hurt

 

I will let you go...

 

 

 

Hyung..

I'm sorry..

I love you..

 

It's okay Jongin..

I'm fine..

I'm happy for you..

Take care when.. I'm gone

 

 

Kyungsoo acted like nothing happen, smile like he always did.. Even it's just a fake smile.

 

Nobody notice about his breakdown because he such a great actor

Day by day , his spirit became desperate

Desperate to be free

Because everything's hurt

ing hurt..

 

I think it's time to go...

 

Since Kyungsoo has no roommate now, it's easy for him to do anything..

 

I'm going...

He reached for razor at the top of his table

Hand shaking

Tears spilling like waterfall

Heart break even more

Silent sobs

Silent hurt

Nobody know..

 

I love you , Kim Jongin

Cut..

Cut..

Another cut were draw on his pale wrist

Another and another

till all his blood drain from his body..

 

He fall on the bed with sad smiles

Sad eyes

Broken sobs

Broken word

 

Dear spirit , you are free now..

 

 

Till we meet again Kim Jongin..

 

 

 

 

 

 

I love you...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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So hello guys :)

I know you must be confused with this and I'm sorry for that.

Let me give you guys a summary (?)

Jongin had been in relationship with someone and he had broke kyungsoo. Kyungsoo were hurt but managed to acted like he not hurt but then his spirit are desperate to be free. So day by day, he can't pretend anymore. So he decide to kill himself. (Yeah)

I'm sorry for the broken grammar, it's just come out on my mind when I listen to some sad song so as you can see my story are mess. huhu.