Until this day, I've been afraid to love. Afraid to be lied to. Afraid to trust. Afraid to commit. Afraid to lose.

Annyeonghaseyo! My name is Park Jaemin. and I'm 17 this year. A senior in Seoul High School. I lost my father when I was 5 years old, and mother and stepfather at 11. Since then, I was left in the care of my brothers, Park Jaebeom or Jay, for short, and Lee Sungyeol. Sungyeol's my step brother. We're like three peas in a pod. Closely knit, always looking out for each other. Nothing, I repeat, nothing could break us apart. Unlike them, I'm a nerd. Shy, studious, quiet, outcasted, introvert. Behind those thick, nerdy glasses, I'm a pretty girl. Midnight coloured hair, sharp jawline and porcelain skin. Well, that's what my brothers tell me. Molla. Why did I choose to disguise myself as a nerd, you might question? I don't have a particular reason but.. I'm just afraid.

People say.. Family is the main support of life. Well, even if I have an incomplete family, I couldn't ask more for these 2 men in my life.

My best friends. My confidante. My brothers.

Park Jaebeom, my brother. He's 24 this year. Yes, he's been supporting me since 17. Juggling his part time job and school, he's now a well known B-Boy and singer. He was an kingka too. No one knows about my relationship with him, eventhough I overhear girls going gaga over his looks in school. We look a lot alike, but no one really notices. We have a lot in common, which explains our inseperable relationship.  I'm blessed enough to have someone dote on me. He's someone I count on and trust.

Lee Sungyeol, my step brother. 19 years old this year. Just like Jay oppa, he, too, is a kingka. We attend the same school, but no one knows our relationship. Even his bunch of friends whom they call themselves, Infinite. In school, he's cold, emotionless, apathetic. When he's at home, he's the complete opposite. Choding-like, fussy, dorky and... Loud. Talk about bipolar disorder.. I'm just kidding. Even so, he's protective, loving and supportive. 

So maybe now you might've figured out a tiny reason why I'm in disguise. Because I'm nothing compared to my brothers.  I'd expect people to go: "Is she really his sister? They're nothing alike! He's hot, she's not.", kind of thing, if you get what I mean. Sigh. It's not that I mind what people say or anything.

With every high school, there's always a bunch of students labelled as kingkas/queenkas. Good looking, badass, domineering. The guys, Infinite. Teen Top. And the girls, Rainbow. I must say, they are really good looking. And I'm not just saying that because Yeol oppa is a part of them. To me, they're all the same. 

Molla. I don't know what's in for me. Life's just... Too unexpecting. Fear is the only emotion I feel.

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