Flashback 

Its one of the days where we would hang out to our favorite spot. The rooftop abandoned pastel buildings in the outskirts of seoul , gangnam 

The cool breeze swept her hair as i gazed at her while she was closing her eyes as if embracing the the breeze while her lips curved up literally smiling and a hint of pink was visible in her cheeks... 

She opened her eyes and turned to me raising her brows looking confused yet stunned 

Cute 

I kept gazing at her until she shook her palms in front of my face 

"Yahh jiyong are you there?" Raising her brows 

I only smiled at her and i gave her a peck on her lips 

"As always" i replied 

She smiled and rested her head on my shoulders as we once again watched the sunset and the clouds swirling with orange and pink colors

I kissed her crown and smelled her strawberry scented hair

"Ji"

"Hmm"

"I've been thinking lately"

"Thinking of what"

She sighed and looked at me starring right into my eyes 

"What if one day i would disappear ironically what would you do?"

 "babe have you been watching dramas lately? I must say its not working" I chuckled  
 
She shot me a death glare and i stopped laughing 

"Im being serious" she sharply spoke 

I held her hands and intertwined them with mine 
 
I stared at her eyes hazel eyes intently 

" i would find you whatever it takes even if it would take my own life and even how cheesy it is, i would risk everything just for you to be with me again because i cant even bear to be without you, i would be incomplete without you i would miss the half of me and to think of it right now its scares the hell out of me knowing that you would even disappear" 

I kissed her hands and cupped her face as i brought it close to mine, the tip of our nose touching each other 

" i love you and i cant even afford to be without you" i spoke almost whispering

She just looked at me with a teary eye 

" i love you too ji " 

Right then i kissed her softly as i could feel a tear fell at her rosy cheeks and the sun was already gone. 

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*ring ring ring* 

I opened my eyes 

Chief inspector calling.... 

I swiped it and answered "ohh yeobseyo" 

"Sorry to disturb you at this hour mr kwon but id like to inform you that theres good news and some bad news" 

I stood up and walked outside of my room 

"Then what is it?" 

"The good news is we found krystal jung also known as ms jungs sister, we did some investigation of her -" 

His voice cracked on the other line 

"But what?!" I shot back whole holding a cup of coffee on the other hand 

"Wellll the investigation we did on her wasn't enough , it seems she doesn't know where miss jung is" 

"You know what i dont get this its been 2 ing years already and y'all gonna tell me all the same over and over again?!" 

"Mr kwo-" 

" enough! Get her ing number and track where she lives and dont tell me again that the info y'all get from that girl is not enough!" 

"Neh mr kwon I apologize for the inconvenience" 

I sighed 

"Just get it done tomorrow i want her complete info" 

"Neh mr kwon"

I turned off the call as i walk towards the balcony trying to calm myself taking deep breathes. 

I closed my eyes for a minute as the wind strikes and i could somehow picture her whenever i close my eyes,

How she smiles at me
The way she looks at me
The way her laugh could make my day even brighter than these city lights in front of me, damn.

I miss her so much that it hurts 

" where are you jess?"