Who was she? 

How did such a stranger so suddendly made my life so much better?

She was beautifully weird. Charming. I didn't understand how all that she made me would work (the little herbs and crystals bag she insisted I had to go with everywhere, for example). She was ruining me as well. I never gotten so much love and care from one person. I wasn't in love. 

I am always in denial. 

I did enjoy spending afternoons having picnics with her, or staring at constelation where she, Yongsun, would tell me everything about the stars and universe. Her voice would soothe me. Then I'd spend so much time at her house (full of plants, like, literally. There were plants everywhere). 

Damn it, Yongsun.

You sure got me.