“Sun Woo-yah!! I think we need to go home now!! I think bad thing is going to happen!! Please! Hurry up!! My heart is unease right now!!” Hye Ra said that in worried tone.
“Okay! Okay! We will turn back now”. Sun Woo said that as he turns the car around and heading home.

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“Hye Ra!! Wait!!”. Hye Ra stops walking and turn around to see who is calling for her. “Ah! Hyo In-ah!! Did you already finish your class?”. Hyo In runs to Hye Ra and with breathless sentence she answers Hye Ra question. “Ahh..y..yes!! I..I already finish my class!! Let’s go!!”. After that she cool down and grab Hye Ra hands to follow her. “Wait! Wait! Where are we going?”. “I don’t know! Just want to get away from that annoying boy! Let our feet decide where we going!”. Hyo In said that and hastens her step. Hye Ra looks around and sees a boy. She knows now. Hyo In hates that boy because that boy always disturbs her.

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Only two of them inside the café, not peak hour maybe that’s why the café so quiet. Hyo In drink her kiwi flavoured smoothie and ignoring the surrounding. That is her character. She is a carefree person, even if there is huge commotion there, Hyo In just do her things and just glance at the commotion. “Hyo In!”. Hye Ra calls her but she too focused on the smoothie trying to the black pearl topping inside to hear Hye Ra call. “Yah! Shin Hyo In!!!”. This time Hye Ra calls louder. “Ooiiit!”. Hyo In startled and nearly spills her smoothie. “Yah! You startled me!! Can’t you soften your voice?”. Hye Ra just let a sigh and shakes her head. “Hyo in, till when you want to avoid that annoying boy?”. “Until he disappear from my eyes!”. Hyo In answers that with pokerface. “You’re persistent girl! Can you soften your heart a little bit?”. “Hye Ra! Hye Ra! The smoothie is so soft and the ice is like snowflakes, so good!. Your choc smoothie is going to melt! Hurry drink it!”. Here she goes again! Avoiding the topic!. Hye ra’s mind speaks those words.

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After drink they go to shopping complex and loitering around. “Hye Ra! Where you want to go?”. “I want to go to bookstore, I want to find few novel since I already read all the novels I bought last time”. Hyo In just follows her to bookstore. After few hours in the bookstore, Hye Ra finally chooses to buy 2 novels since not much new novel in the bookstore. “What only 2?? We were both here for long time already yet only 2 book?”. Hyo In asks Hye Ra with loud voice like shouting. “Shuuhh! Yah! Did you use speaker or something? And how about you? I see nothing in your hand!”. Hye Ra pointing toward hyo In empty hand. Hyo In smile in embarrassment. “Hehe!. I found nothing that suit my interest!”. They both go to counter to pay. The cashier sees them and asks. “Hey! Are you both twins?”. “Yes! Yes! Aren’t we both cute??”. Hyo In said that in excitement and tries to make cute expression. Hye Ra just can laugh at her. “Woah! Lucky you to have twin”. The cashier tones more to jealousy when she hears Hyo In words.

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“Hye Ra! Hye Ra! Let’s go to accessories shop! The goods are cute there!”. Hyo In is hyperactive. But that is what Hye Ra love. Her hyperactivity that brighten Hye Ra day. Hye ra just nod and follow her. When they reach the accessories shop, Hyo In quickly runs to inside and agapes. Hyo In eyes are shining already. Even with small shop Hye Ra can lose sight to Hyo In because she has been going around and around the entire corner of the shop. Hye Ra just let her in her world. Hye Ra suddenly sees a fluffy cute Panda stuffed toy. She takes it and hugs it. So soft!. She wants to buy that. “Hye Ra! Hye Ra! Look! Teddy!!”. Hyo In pop up of nowhere surprise Hye Ra. Hye Ra nearly let the panda go and make it dirty because of Hyo in sudden pop up. Hye Ra looks at Hyo In. she is holding a teddy bear. “What??”. “Hye Ra! You like the panda?? Cool! I like the bear! So we both buying this?? Awesome!!”. Hyo In jumping happily!.

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Late that night Hyo In and Hye Ra in their hostel revising they subjects. Hyo In is lazy to study so she stops studying and playing with the bear they bought today. She talks to the bear like person. “Yah! Shin Hyo In! Complete your homework!!”. Hye Ra commands her. “Yah! Shin Hye Ra! I want to release my heavy mind first!!”. Hye Ra just continues her revising. “Okay then but continue it after 5 minutes!”. “Mr.Bear, do you wanna play with Mr.Panda?”. Hyo In tries to take the panda but stopped by Hye Ra. “Yah! Don’t touch my panda!”. “Okay! Okay!”. She whispers to the bear. “Hye Ra is angry now, let’s play quietly”.

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Hyo In makes ruckus early in the morning. “Oh no! My homework! I don’t finish it yet! The deadline is today!”. Hye Ra just shakes her head. “Why you don’t finish it last night? You keep playing with the bear! I can’t help you now!”. “It’s okay! I just need to close my ears when the lecturer nags later”. Hyo In sometime can be really hard-headed person. Harsh words can’t make her cry. “Hye Ra! Do you want to breakfast?”. “No! I’ll be direct for class”. “Then.. Me too! I’m too lazy to eat!”.

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Hye Ra is picking the books for the lesson today at her locker. Suddenly a boy comes near her and trying to gets her attention. “Err…Excuse me!!”. Hye Ra knows the boy. The boy who always disturb Hyo In. “Yes!”. Hye Ra stop picking book and facing the boy. “Err..Hello! My name is Cha Sun Woo. Can we have a talk for a minutes?”. The boy asks her. “Okay”. She agrees since she still has free time before the next lesson. “At caféteria. Shall we?”. Hye Ra just nod. The talk probably about Hyo In. She thinks. They head toward café and sit at the corner. “So..What you want to talk about?”. Hye Ra asks him. “Err..Do you know why Hyo In avoiding me all the time?”. He awkwardly asks her. “No, she doesn’t tell me about that. You should ask her yourself”. “I don’t have the chance since she always runs when she saw me”. He sighs. “Oh sorry, I have class now so… Bye!”. Hye Ra get up and ready to leave. “Er..Hold on a second! My I have your number?”. Hye Ra reluctant to give her number but since the boy is so determine, she then give the boy her number.

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Day after day the boy rarely disturbs Hyo In anymore. Hyo In feels weird about that. Hye Ra also becomes weird. She always with her phone chatting with someone everynight. Hyo In ask Hye Ra who she chatting with for several time already. She just avoids the question everytime. “Hye Ra, that annoying boy rarely disturbs me now”. Hye Ra smile. “That’s good! You don’t have to worry about him anymore!”. Hyo In sighs. “But somehow I feel empty without him around. Could it be,  I miss him?. Don’t tell me that I love him???”. Hyo In suddenly comes out with the thought. “No! That must be not the case. Maybe because he disturb you already become habit so when it’s not happen anymore, you feel strange. Don’t think too much!”.

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“Hye Ra! Hye Ra!”. Hyo In back to hostel rushing and immediately go to Hye ra. Hye Ra who is studying suddenly stops. “Today, I saw that annoying boy with his friends, He jokes and makes his friends laugh. He also nice to elders he found in street. I fell for him already. I don’t know why!”. Hye Ra becomes clueless. “I want to confess to him, wish me good luck!”. Hyo In determined. Hye Ra can’t sleep that night thinking about that.

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“Cha Sun Woo! Sun Woo!!”. Hyo In calls him when she sees him at the cafeteria. Sun Woo look at her blankly. “Sun Woo, I want to say sorry that I always avoid you”. “Ahh! It’s okay, I won’t disturb you anymore”. “No! I know you like me that’s why you always disturb me. Now I realize that I start to like you!”. Sun Woo shocked to hear that. He already likes someone else but he still has the feeling toward Hyo In. “Err…Hyo In..Can we discuss about this later? I’m late for my class”. He quickly leaves the cafeteria and goes to men’s room. He is confused now. Which one to choose?. Meanwhile Hyo In numbly stands at the cafeteria thinking why Sun Woo behaved like that.

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Hyo In goes to flower shop to buy flower. She love flower ever since she was small. She tries to calm her heart by enjoying the beautiful flowers there. She looking for the darker red-coloured rose but couldn’t find one. She doesn’t really like scarlet red. She then bought just white roses because the colour so pure. She bought a dozen of them. She wants to put the flowers in her hostel for better decoration. When she finishes that, she directly goes to hostel.

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As soon she reach hostel, she see a car at the outside. First time ever sees the car at hostel. She ignore it and just go in. when she enter the room, she sees Hye Ra with a boy. The most shocking is the boy is Sun Woo. Hye Ra is crying while Sun Woo trying to calm her down. “Hye Ra…”. Hye Ra then notices Hyo In and quickly gets up. “Hyo In-ah….”. Hyo In stares at them continuously. “Sun Woo…What are you doing here? You know each other?”. The roses fell from Hyo In hand. Hye Ra quickly takes Hyo In hand. “Hyo In….I…I can explain this…”. Hyo In is speechless. “Hyo In-ah..Remember the one I always chat everynight? It’s him..Cha Sun Woo..He is my boyfriend..”. Hyo In burst in tears.

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“Let me explain this! This happen because of me!”. Sun Woo finally speak. “I like you Hyo In but since you avoid me so I settle my heart. I eventually start to like Hye Ra”. “But..But…I confess to you..”. “It’s too late Hyo In..I already become Hye Ra’s boyfriend. We like each other. I’m thankful for your feeling toward me and I still like you but…sorry…”. “Hyo In-ah….I can give up if you want..I care about you..”..Hye Ra cries too. Sun Woo shocked to hear that. “Hye Ra….what are you doing? You give up on me? Are you in your right mind?”. Hyo In doesn’t want to hear anything. “Aaahhh!!!!!”. She screams and closes her ears with her hands. Hye Ra tries to hug Hyo In but Hyo In push Hye Ra away.

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“Since this already becomes this way, Sun woo….Choose between me or Hye Ra!! And Hye Ra… whatever the result is, we never back to our old time again!!”.  Sun Woo just silent himself. Tough decision to make. Hyo In stresses her words. “Choose Hye Ra and I will die, choose me and Hye Ra will die!!”. Hye Ra shocked to hear that. “Hyo In-ah…Don’t do this please!!”. “I’m sorry Hyo In…..”. Sun Woo grab Hye Ra hand and leave the room. Sun woo start the car and drive to unknown destination. “Sun Woo… Hyo In-ah….We need to go back….”. Hye Ra keeps repeating the words. “No! I have you now! Just let her be! She will accept this one day!”. “Hyo In said something about die…bad things could happen to her!!”. “Hye Ra! Don’t think too much! I’m sure she is not serious with her words! She wouldn’t die! Only dumb person could kill themselves!!”. “You don’t know Hyo In yet! You’re her first love!”.

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“Ah…He choose Hye Ra…..”. Hyo In suddenly smiles. Hyo In picks the roses on the floor and sits on study table. “Sun Woo….you didn’t see my heart yet.. I’ll make you see how deep my feeling for you!!”. Hyo In takes a rose and put it in glass, she toss the others on the floor making the floor totally mess. She stares at the white rose in the glass. “Ahh..He only sees white not red. I shouldn’t buy the white rose”. Suddenly she sees paper beside the snap-off knife on the table. She writes something on the paper. She cries when she writes that and the tears fall on the paper.

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Hye Ra’s heart suddenly beats fast. Image of Hyo In appear in her mind. “Sun Woo-yah!! I think we need to go home now!! I think bad thing is going to happen!! Please! Hurry up!! My heart is unease right now!!” Hye Ra said that in worried tone.“Okay! Okay! We will turn back now”. Sun Woo said that as he turns the car around and heading home. As they reach hostel, Hye Ra quickly go in to the room. She tries to open the door but it is locked. Hye Ra knock the door and calling for Hyo In. “Hyo In!! Hyo In-ah!!! Open the door!!!”. No answer from inside. “Sun Woo!! Do you think you can open the door? Please! I know Hyo In is still in there!!”. Sun Woo tries to kick the door few times. At last the door opens after the knob breaks.

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Hye Ra rushes to the room. She spots Hyo In in sleeping in sitting position at the study table. Hye Ra approach Hyo In and look at the floor with mess. She calls for Hyo In but no answer. She then notices a paper with writing and read it. She shocked after read it. The paper fell from her hand. Like a thunder hit her heart. She sees a red rose inside a glass with red dye and she quickly grabs Hyo In to be at her lap. “Hyo….Hyo In-ah…….”. She looks and grab Hyo In left hand. Bleeding. Hyo In cut her wrist. “Why you do this, you idiot!!!”. She cries out loud. Sun Woo who just enter the room become numb with the situation. He sees a paper on the messy floor and read it.
Hye Ra..My twin… I’m sorry! My love possession makes me forget our relationship. I love you twin but I don’t think I can be happy after this. I was blind by love. Please take care of Mr Bear for me. And please be happy without me!
Sun Woo… I think you still can’t see my heart yet so I want to show you that. The blood-red rose is my last present for you.
Sun Woo can’t support his leg and sit. He screams out of guilty.

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Hye Ra stares at the wilted blood-red rose in her hand. Tears begin to fall from her cheek. Sun Woo hug Hye Ra from back. “Hye Ra…..It’s has been a year since the tragedy. Forget it now! We can’t lead a happy life if we continue to feel guilty. Just let her rest in peace”. Sun Woo cries silently. Hye Ra put down the rose and turn around to hug Sun Woo. She cries in Sun Woo embrace. She nod. “yes. She wants me to be happy even without her here beside me”.