Have you ever love someone for a very long time? Even you can't remember anymore when was the exact first time you fell in love with that person.

Or, have you ever standing beside the person you love, and yet feeling so far from them? You spent your time with them almost every day in your life, but you can never tell them how much you love them. When they shared a story about their love life with someone else who's obviously not you, you have to pretend to be okay with that. You keep listening attentively to their stories even act as the problem solver for them. Isn't that pathetic?

Do you know the pain when you have to put up a fake smile on your face, laughing madly like there's no tomorrow on the outside but crying your heart out on the inside?

And finally the BEST part is when you have to watch the person you love keep falling in love with the wrong person. The person they loved keep hurting them and make them cry. You were always there to consoled them. To listen to what they have to say. You know that feeling, when you know you can love that person way better that anyone else could, and yet you can't say it out loud. So in the end, you can only keep watching them loving other people who is not you.

If only one of those people can love them right, at least you can try to let go of them. But no, no one can love them better than you. And yet you can do nothing about that.

So, do you know that feeling?

As for me, i do.