I Miss You So Bad

I Miss You So Bad
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HANBIN POV

Venue : In his room

 

" What do you want? ", he asked her while crossing his arm. Although he want to pull her into his arm and hug her so bad, he kept his straight face when looking at her.

" I-i just want to meet you ", she said with a little bit stammer.

" Is that all? After what you had done to me before? ", he asked. Clearly showing his angry eyes to her.

She lower her head. In her heart, she was hurt so much too. She wanna hug her love, the only love that she have. She wanna be in his embrace. She misses him so much.

" You don't have anything to talk about right? please get out from here ", he said then continuing doing his work at his table.

She felt dissapointment in her heart. She know nothing can make him calm right now. Nothing can make him feel better. With a heavy steps, she slowly get out from his room. She closed his door silently.

He stopped writing as she closed the door.

" I miss you so bad ", he whispered as tears slowly rolling down on his cheek. He quickly wiped it. He put down his pen, put on his earphone then look out at the window. Staring at the skies.

I hope this isn't the last song I ever sing for you

That this isn't the last letter that I wrote for you

That this isn't the end of the road that leads to you

I pray, please tell me its not true

I hope this will be the last time I'll be crying because of you

That this will be my last night spent missing you

I hope I'll start to be okay without you

No No , No No

I miss you so bad

I must have been crazy - you're so beautiful

But your two hands are getting so far out of my reach

Can't I turn back time ? I keep on

Falling to my knees under the moonlight every night

Please don't tell me this is the last time

If you still love me don't leave me

I'll try to put together the broken pieces of this bowl

I'll try to recollect the water that's been spilled

You seem to be forgetting me

One by one, erasing me

I seem to be going crazy

And that's why I'm feeling so tired

How many more days must I plead

Exactly how many more glasses must I empty

I'm afraid to let you go

I dial your number

But you've blocked me and the silence traps me

Within hopelessness so that I may know my sins

So that you may be happy

I hope this isn't the last song I ever sing for you

That this isn't the last letter that I wrote for you

That this isn't the end of the road that leads to you

I pray, please tell me its not true

I hope this will be the last time

I'll be crying because of you

That this will be my last night spent missing you

I hope I'll start to be okay without you

No No , No No

I miss you so bad

Your touch across my skin once was so warm

My memories of your kisses in my arms

Are beginning to fade to black

The tears start bursting out

At the shortest thought of you

woo wooo

Real talk baby Let's go

I grab you from behind in hopes that your eyes won't close

At my shining obsession

You remain as my sole pride  

And my very last regret

You came with the wind

But please don't leave only your scent

It's such an inisigficant day

Like the autumn leaves falling onto the swamp

But you have no reason to pick me up

When the wind blows it just pierces

Through the centre of my heart

And there's nothing to fill it up with but you

Foolish expectations just build up

I understand - compared to me

Who's had a good life up to now

When I think about these past days

It makes me tear up

I'm sorry - you

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Chapter 1: Too many hanbin&seolhyun fanfics from you..
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Chapter 1: Chapter 1: nice story please do another sequel authornim