I thought I could run away, from you, and from the pain you were causing me. You didn’t know how every simple action you did, the teasing, the flirting, was sending me overboard. I never been so frustrated yet happy in my life until the day I met you.

Remember when you promised simple, yet things that sounded amazing to me?

Remember when you would playfully try to kiss me, and tell me that I was going to be yours forever? Do you remember at all? You do… Then why are you acting like this? Why are you acting as if though I don’t feel anything by it. I feel a lot. Minho tells me I should move on, because all you’re doing is hurting me. But I can’t…

I can’t just leave.

I sometimes hate my heart for loving you.

I sometimes love my heart for accepting someone like you, baby, just you.

All I want is for you to say that you love me, and actually mean it. I want to be able to do a lot with you, not just for show.

Teasing the fans, and teasing me at the same time.. Ha, how much more can I take?

Be honest with yourself. You feel the same way.. I know you do.. God, I need to stop reading these fics hoping that in some strange way that things they type can actually happen to me… But you get where I’m coming from… right Jonghyun?

I hope you’re reading this Jonghyung -___________________________________-