I AM AN IDOL
Description
The psychological effects of being an IDOL...
The truth behind the cameras, scripted interview answers, and polite smiles.
[WARNING: I'm not sure if this will end up as a rated fic...so just be prepared.]
[DISCLAIMER: This is a work of FICION.]
[NOTE: This will be told mostly in Myungsoo’s POV since he seems to be the most observant.]
[NOTE TAKE 2: I really shouldn't be starting on another fic >.> but I couldn't get this out of my head, so... AHA]
Foreword
It has never affected me. At least not yet. I think it’s because it’s my role to be quiet. Being the quiet one means being the liar less often. It makes me wonder if Woohyun-hyung lies even inside his mind. It’s highly possible.
My silence is not a lie. Not really. It’s just exaggerated. I’m not as quiet as I make it seem. It’s just that sometimes I forget that I can talk. That is, as long as the cameras aren’t rolling.
I’m labeled as the “mysterious” one in the group, and I hear that I have the biggest fanclub. But sometimes I wonder if the fans only find me mysterious and likable because I’m different, because I don’t lie as much as everyone else. It’s not like they know about all the lying, so I hope that’s not the case. That would be unfair to the others. It’s not like they want to lie too.
It was when “Myungyeol” and “Myungjong” were officially established that I began to talk more. And to our fans, this is “opening up.” I’m not opening up. I’m doing the opposite of it actually. I only talk more now because I’m given more things to lie about. But since I hate lying, I modify a lot of the things I have to lie about. I wonder if the CEO noticed it yet.
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