I AM AN IDOL

Description

The psychological effects of being an IDOL...
The truth behind the cameras, scripted interview answers, and polite smiles.

 

[WARNING: I'm not sure if this will end up as a rated fic...so just be prepared.]

[DISCLAIMER: This is a work of FICION.]

[NOTE: This will be told mostly in Myungsoo’s POV since he seems to be the most observant.]

[NOTE TAKE 2: I really shouldn't be starting on another fic >.> but I couldn't get this out of my head, so... AHA]

Foreword

It has never affected me. At least not yet. I think it’s because it’s my role to be quiet. Being the quiet one means being the liar less often. It makes me wonder if Woohyun-hyung lies even inside his mind. It’s highly possible.

 

My silence is not a lie. Not really. It’s just exaggerated. I’m not as quiet as I make it seem. It’s just that sometimes I forget that I can talk. That is, as long as the cameras aren’t rolling.
 

I’m labeled as the “mysterious” one in the group, and I hear that I have the biggest fanclub. But sometimes I wonder if the fans only find me mysterious and likable because I’m different, because I don’t lie as much as everyone else. It’s not like they know about all the lying, so I hope that’s not the case. That would be unfair to the others. It’s not like they want to lie too.
 

It was when “Myungyeol” and “Myungjong” were officially established that I began to talk more. And to our fans, this is “opening up.” I’m not opening up. I’m doing the opposite of it actually. I only talk more now because I’m given more things to lie about. But since I hate lying, I modify a lot of the things I have to lie about. I wonder if the CEO noticed it yet.
 

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jiu-ai
#1
JJANG TT<br />
this chapter is short but it's awesomeeeee<br />
i wish i could think and write like youuuuu!
DMace9
#2
I agree with your last sentence *nods* looking forward to your introduction of the rest of the members =)<br />
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@iufinite, I think the author is referring to Infinite's manager, not Hoya. One of their managers name is 'Hyoan'
iufinite #3
Dongwoo, our sweet smile-man!!Love you <3 And ermmm........Please don't hate me!It's Hoya, not Hyoan :D I just want to let you know and I hope you will use Hoya and not Hyoan for the upcoming chapters ^___^
iufinite #4
Seriously, Inspirits all over the world would be pretty angry and hurted if the 'BTS' is actually a lie.....But, everyone knows that Woohyun and L is not faking about their injuries in the BTS of 'BTD'(they are filming 'BTD' MV at that time right?correct me if I'm wrong ~).Everyone's worried about them when they're shooting the MV.And I do think that the MV shouldn't be banned because L and Woohyun worked hard and sustained injuries here and there.They've worked hard to become successful and that' why I love the Infinite boys :) They worked hard for the fans.They want to pay back for all the loves they received by winning on shows and be a well-known group in Korea(I cried when they win for the first time.it's just too hard to believe!)But, I know this is fiction and not reality :D
iufinite #5
Please, I beg you!Can IU make a cameo or appear in this fic?
Tinywings
#6
Whoa, this is the kind of story I was dying to read! :D New subscriber here! :D
Jaded09
#7
this seems awesome :D
hanzxxx #8
huhuhu too many lying going on XD hehee but i like it so far :) keep up! :)
jiu-ai
#9
omg this this this this<br />
i have found my favorite fic omg<br />
i've been hoping for so long for someone to write this kind of story<br />
<br />
kyaaaaaa i'm really excited<br />
so please update very very very often!!!!!<br />
DMace9
#10
i'm liking this. the plot is interesting and i haven't read anything like this.<br />
it's interesting to read about what goes on behind the camera.<br />
i wouldn't be surprised if this is true, i'm sure some groups are like this.<br />
but i hope it won't be true for Infinite. lol<br />
great job with this fan fic ^^