My heartbeat kept its steady pace,

My eyes shut tight,

My lips sealed,

But my mind screamed.

This wasn't fair. 

Just when things went right...

Everything went wrong,

& 

I had no one to blame but myself.

!@#$%

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Jo Youngmin, the first twin. He doesn't really say much... but then again we don't talk as often as we used to. He was my friend, at least that's what I considered him as back then. Now a days we acknowledge each other's presence, although we don't say anything about it. It's ashamed to be speaking about him when I can barely remember what happened to us. He probably thinks I'm some who people ... What matters anyway? He doesn't know my story, I'm a different person now and my past doesn't define who I am today. Not to mention, I don't know his story either, he's not the same person that I knew years ago, so what else is there to say about him? He's clearly nothing more than a stranger.

Jo Kwangmin, the other twin. They've got the same eyes, nose and lips. It's amazing that his appearance is so identical to his brother yet their personalities are like water and fire; total opposites. This one's a total dork, he spends most of his time playing those stupid video games rather than doing his homework, yet he's still an honor student. It sometimes bugs me how he gets better grades than I do and I put three times more the effort than he does... I guess he's naturally smart or something. Although his brother and I are no where near close (anymore), with this guy- he's my right hand man. He's socially awkward, though around people he's close with- he's someone you never thought he'd be. Whenever I'm with him I'm at ease. I mean he's not essentially good with words or expressing himself but he means well. He is someone who I hope I'll never lose. 

No Minwoo, the school's dancing machine. This one is an amazing dancer, his dancing makes you feel some type of way. It's as if his body is speaking another language to you. He's the group idiot. I'm kidding, he's not, he's actually really funny and sweet (he just has his moments). Minwoo and I go way back, our parents are friends which makes us family friends I guess. We often saw each other at family parties and such, it happened to be a coincidence that we'd be attending the same high school. I think even if our families weren't close I'd still be friends with him. Something I cherish the most with him is our 2:00am conversations that happen every now and then. This is when all our feelings get poured out, where whatever's bothering us comes and spills out. He has his moments when he can be down to Earth.

Kim Donghyun, he's relatively older than I am- about my brother's age I believe. He's just a side character, someone who comes and goes. He was my sunbae, he graduated about three/four years ago. We met during my first year of high school and his last, he saw me sitting in the hallway with my back pressed against the lockers. He taught me many things, like it's okay to cry when times are tough. I don't see him around anymore and that's okay, it's good to remember someone that taught me the little things that'll help me.

Lee Jeongmin, a friend. We walk to school together everyday, he lives right next door to me. It started off as me tailing him to school because we were walking to the same destination, we just weren't friends at the time. He made the first move to talk to me, he asked me why I was following him to school one day only to realized we attended the same school. It then became a daily routine to walk together. It's nice having company.

Shim Hyunseong, my brother. He no longer attends the same school as me, he graduated. I don't have much to say despite the fact that we live in the same house and see each other every single day. I look up to him, he's a good person and he cares for everyone. I like the fact that he knows when to leave me alone, it's much appreciated and when I'm ready to talk, he'll listen to me.

Shim Haneul, me. How does one describe herself? I don't really want to say anything about myself because what if I sound like this really awesome person, but then you realize that I'm some fake . If you stay, you can determine my personality for yourself.