I would always remember the time i was asked to name the people i love the most in my life.... and to my own surprise without any time for me to stop his name fron coming out of my lips.... i said...

....Seung...ri~

I don't know what happened to me, his name simply rolled out of my tongue without any intention to stop before being heard... 

"Why you mentioned Seungri" the interviewer asked. I didn't know what to answer.

"I don't know, it just came out" i said surely blushing... i felt so embarrassed, what if he sees this? What if he heard me saying that he is a person that i love? I didn't mention any one else of the members... not even Jiyong who is my best friend... how am i going yo explain this to him... will he be weirded out by my sudden involuntary confession? All this thoughts were passing through my mind 100miles per hour while the person in front of me was trying to find a logical explanation to my answer.

"Maybe because he is the youngest. You feel like you wanna take care of him isn't it?" He said. It sound it as if he was begging me to agree before things became more awkward... 

"Yeh yeh" that's all i could say... Wishing it would be enough to pass to the next topic which to be honest i don't remember any more..... my mind was occupied with Seungri... what will he say when i go back to the dorm? How would Jiyong react? Would he get mad at me? Would Ri get mad at me knowing that i love him? I guess I'll find out later....

After the interview i went back home, no one was there, or so i thought.... I sighed in relief while sit