(Warning: self-harm, slight mention of blood, but not to heavy, in my POV at least)   "I had such a scary and bad nightmare You left me forever Even you can tell that it's a dream that makes no sense Because there's no way I would lose you   Don't get away from me even for a second No, I won't let go of you I'll accept every little thing about you You love me, right?" VIXX, ERROR  

CHAPTER ONE

  The car skidded of the road and onto the grass, after being flipped over, only to be crashed into a tree. She opened her eyes, studying the situation. Her head was bloody, she had a few deep and minor wounds on her body, but everything felt so numb. Why can't I feel anything? She then saw another unconscious man at the front seat, in a more serious and gruesome state.   "Oppa? Oppa, Oppa! J-jin Oppa!" Youngji gasped as she sat up. She then took a good look at her surroundings and sighed.   It was one of those nights.   She knew, that soon it would hit her, her mind was still alive with so many thoughts in her head, but her heart and body was too tired to resist. She closed her eyes and felt depression hit her like a tidal wave. Youngji's mind was filled with flashbacks of that day.   She hugged her knees and cradled back and forth on the bed, hands trembling. She felt the slight sting in her eyes before tears started to form and flow down her milky skin. Her breathe was shaky, her hands were trembling, her body and heart was so weak. Her mind was the only thing alive, and i