Author's Note: Someone tell me their official ship name and put me out of my misery, please and thank you.

Wild - Troye Sivan

White noise in my mind

won't calm down

you're all I think about

Running on the music and night highs

But when the light's out it's me and you now

Jeonghan was a good boy, the popular boy, full of brains and beautiful to boot. The wildest thing he had ever done was growing his hair out. He loved his parents, he loved his friends, and he loved his dog. He played football in his spare time as well as being in the local basketball team. He volunteered at the local cafe for the elderly and tutored elementary school kids on the weekends. Jeonghan's eighteen year old life was so full that he wondered how he had time to even contemplate about love.

Then he met Jihoon. New to their school and their neighbourhood Jihoon still walked around like he owned the place. Rumoured to have been expelled from his last school for perpetually creating trouble - some said he stabbed a teacher - he was the last person Jeonghan should've interacted with. That's not how life works, though.

Jihoon had cornered him one day in school. The students had gone home and Jeonghan stayed behind, voluntarily, to prepare for the parent's evening. Jihoon had walked into the homeroom and just stood there leaning against the chalkboard, arms crossed at his chest staring intently at Jeonghan. The older boy often wondered what came over him at that moment as he had calmly put the broom away in its place in the cupboard, made his way over to Jihoon and kissed him. Jihoon had walked him home that night, their sides brushing every few steps and Jeonghan's heart skipping beats; stopping in dark alleyways to push each other against the wall and play war with their tongues.

He fell for Jihoon fast, maybe it was the thrill of keeping a secret for the first time in his life, or maybe it was the intimacy. They didn't interact in public, both having an image to keep, but when they were alone Jihoon would talk to him, smile at him, laugh with him, and kiss him so freely and constantly that Jeonghan couldn't help but follow him anywhere.

It was always at night, as he waited for Jihoon to climb up through his bedroom window, that Jeonghan wondered if he was a fool. It would be a scandal if they were found out. Not only was he in a secret relationship with a boy, but that boy was a delinquent - or at least had the reputation of one. He wondered what his parents would think and whether he would lose all his friends if they were to discover his secret. He knew he couldn't stop even if he wanted to, he was addicted to the younger boy.

This particular night Jeonghan was pacing about his room nervously. It was 2AM and he was terrified. He had fallen in love with Jihoon, craving his soul as well as his body, and had decided to tell the boy as much. He had no idea if Jihoon felt the same, maybe Jeonghan was just an easy plaything to him.

"Hey. Open up." Came a soft voice from outside that made Jeonghan jump.

He quickly let the younger boy in, responding to the immediate kiss with his whole body. Jihoon always did this, launched himself at Jeonghan as soon as they were alone, his beautiful fingers combing the older boy's hair.

"Missed you today. You looked so ing good in that leather jacket today, by the way." Jihoon whispered in Jeonghan's hair as he pushed the older down to sit on the bed and straddled his lap.

"I love you, Jihoon." Blurting the words out so suddenly was not in Jeonghan's plan but there they were scattered between them.

"Aw. Love you too, babe." Jihoon grinned at the older boy.

"No. I mean it. I'm in love with you."

Jihoon stopped grinding against Jeonghan then, and really looked at the long haired boy, curiously and carefully. Jeonghan shrunk back a little and his gaze flickered to their fingers intertwined on the mattress. Jihoon's gaze followed his and their hands were brought up between their faces and a gentle kissed placed on Jeonghan's knuckles.

"And here I thought I was just your dirty little secret, Jeonghan." Jihoon grinned "I love you, too. You drive me crazy."

Just like that, for the first time since they began this thing, Jeonghan thought he wouldn't mind so much if they were found out.