the thought; hansol pov
GROSS***(eung'ae-eung'ae is the onomatopoeia for a crying baby in korean/hangul)
eung'ae-eung'ae
my bones and blood feel hollow.
eung'ae-eung'ae
the quality of a phonebook and a box of matches;
but only my heart will tell if i will burn you down,
or burn myself down with you.
eung'ae-eung'ae
i know you better than anyone else-
better than i know myself,
and better than you know yourself.
eung'ae-eung'ae
"today we will rearrange the suffering, so that our decaying minds will understand why we left each other in the
first place. and then tomorrow we will heal ourselves with pins and needles, hoping that this time we can finally
stay as one."
eung'ae-eung'ae
but those milky dreams,
those milky emotions,
"not for me, not for you!"
and so,
eung'ae-eung'ae
i will sit in the shadows, and pretend to blithe,
while i feed the ghosts
that corner our hearts.
eung'ae-eung'ae
while you still deny that you love me.
eung'ae-eung'ae
i will always put your ache before my own.
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